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NIKITA ENGEL aka
PANDORA , an anarchist .
- previously SIDESTEP , a vigilante / independent hero .
- a seasoned , streetwise tactician with blue eyes and shorter , neat wavy blond hair . freckles cover his face and body ; angular face , deep shadows under eyes . nondescript street-wear is his go-to fashion choice . he is around average height ( 5'9" ) .
- trans man ( he/him ) && bisexual , biromantic .
- pandora's suit is equipped with armor ( shielding ) , jump-jets , and enhanced speed . the suit is " a shadow with a mirror for a face , " mysterious and featureless . pandora had a cape , but lady argent stole it , and it is now part of her outfit .
STATS @ END OF REBIRTH:
strength of mind: 73% && subtle manipulations: 63%
armor status and 100% ; no repairs needed . standard of living is comfortable ; embezzles the rich .
* infamy ( high # ) vs. obscurity ( low # ): 36%
* arrogance vs. anonymity: 28%
* ruthlessness vs. empathy: 18%
* daring vs. caution: 36%
SAOIRSE , the
main puppet .
saoirse is a tall and elegent mixed woman in her twenties with black eyes and wavy rose gold hair that is cut into a bob style . she trains with jogging .
RELATIONSHIPS @ END OF REBIRTH:
nikita's relationship with ortega ( male ro ) is complicated . 88%
saoirse's relationship with ortega is flirty . 78%
saorise has a friendship with dr. mortum ( male ro ) . 46%
nikita's relationship with lady argent is neutral . 37%
nikita and mashal steel ( chen ) are former allies , despite being distant . 40%
nikita's relationship with herald is distant . 20%
tw: suicidal thoughts and actions described .
* during the heartbreak incident , nikita put a gun to his mouth . he will never forget that taste and the weight of metal on his tongue .
* the heartbreak incident left deep scars in nikita , alienating him from everyone else ; sometimes he doesn't know why he's still here ; he's never felt right since ; he longs to inflict the same pain on the ones responsible for his own ; and he will feel the gaping hole the heartbreak incident left inside of him if it's the last thing he does .
* nikita told his therapist he thinks about ending his own life at times .
STATS @ END OF RETRIBUTION ( NOT FINAL STAGE OF BOOK ; STILL IN THE WORKS , SO THESE STATS PROBABLY AREN'T FINAL ):
pandora is known as a meddler and rabble-rouser , who's infamy vs. obscurity is 30% .
nikita / pandora is wealthy and living in a comfortable apartment , stealing from other villains to earn their wage .
* arrogance vs. anonymity: 25%
* ruthlessness vs. empathy: 18%
* daring vs. caution: 35%
RELATIONSHIPS @ END OF RETRIBUTION:
nikita's relationship with ortega is complicated . they kissed in the hospital elevator , and ortega talked nikita into seeing a psychiatrist . 91%
saoirse has no relationship with ortega . 78%
nikita / pandora revealed himself to dr. mortum , and revealed that they are saoirse . 31%
nikita revealed he is pandora to lady argent , and their relationship is amiable . they kissed . 37% . argent's interest in pandora is 58% .
nikita's relationship with marshal steel ( chen ) is friendly . they bond over loving dogs . 76%
nikita thinks herald is hot and is Scared of his attraction towards him , and herald obviously feels the same way . nikita is training herald . 77%
** i'm saving all of this here so i can Always have it lmao . also so i can mayhaps write some Fic . i was gonna put this in a spoiler but it fricked up the formatting and that Bothers me .
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