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[fangs]

[align=center][div style="width:300px; font-size:12px; text-align:justify;"]let's just say 2018 was a wild ride and not in a good way
but! things r getting better so that's kind of a relief. what about you?!

[marsy]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.2;"]i'm so sorry 2018 was shit bb , but i'm glad things are getting better !! tbh it's the same for me ('': i'm finally getting therapy and i think it's helping a li'l ?? ofc i still have hella Off days but !! that doesn't mean i'm not growing and getting better , yk ? <3

for everyone who isn't on discord / doesn't go there much / doesn't have mine:
" i fucking love you all sm , you mean sm to me you don't even KNOW . no matter how many times i tell you it'll never be enough . you're all so fucking talented it's INSANE , and i honestly never expected to get so close to anyone , or for anyone to actually want to get close to me and talk with me and care about me . ya'll really taught me love "

[marsy]

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* parents never gave him a name , so after they passed when he was twelve and he was left to his own devices , he would tell people fake names , which helped with his Scheming
    * HOWEVER , when he gets to bp , he calls himself jason castle ( he loves comics and jason todd is his fav DC character , and frank castle is his fav marvel character , so ofc he just combined them ) and doesn't think anyone will notice but ,, it's kinda obvious and hunter def calls him out on it RIP
* a 16 y/o con artist who cons everyone he meets , which has included smaller groups in the past . he doesn't trust anyone and never makes any emotional connections , and is very detached ; but he's an excellent actor and can act like he cares and has emotional connections when he needs to .
* currently in bluestem prairie and hates himself for already feeling so ,, At Home there . he's never felt that way about a place or a group before , and it ,,, scares him , especially bc it hasn't even been that long atm .
* about 5'9" ?? y e e t
* if he's not trying to con someone in a situation he needs to Act Not Himself , he won't hide his disinterest and naturally sarcastic / blunt / uncaring personality .
* seems fearless , but i mean ,, what do you expect from a 16 y/o boy who has been on his own for nearly four years and grew up a con artist at such a young age , with no power ? he's seen and experienced some shit , my friends , and he's had to take care of himself all on his own for so long . even when his parents were alive , from the time he was like 7 , he did most of everything by himself . basically he's matilda but his parents weren't as bad as hers and he has no actual name other than " boy . "
* despite his sarcasm and bluntness , he can actually be pretty charming ?? he's witty and cunning and some people might find his sarcasm / blunt nature to be funny . he's also so confident and you can see it in the way he walks , so carefree , like nothing can touch him ( but he knows he's not invincible and the best person ever ; he's not cocky and stupid , although sometimes , if his emotions get the better of him , he can be ) .
* agile as hell , dude . he can RUN , and for a long time without getting too winded . he has some skill in physical fights , but he's better at dodging and running like hell's hot on his heels . he's not stupid and doesn't let pride get to him -- he will run with pride .
* i'll make his intro thread sometime soon because i am HYPED

[Devilad]

[align=center][div style="width: 455px; text-align: justify; font-family: nyala; font-size: 8pt; letter-spacing: 1px; color: #000"]I am extremely exhausted, so this is as much as I can say right now, but, Leo, even though we rarely talk ( and it's on me, please pardon me, my anxiety just gets to me in the end, no matter how intimate I am with my friends ), I'm still highly grateful to have you a part of my life, making my world a bit more brighter with your kindness and creativity. You've inspired me not just in terms of creating, but living in general too. You are one of the people who I look up to and, just, never fail to make my heart skip in joy when I see your username here and there. Simply, thank you for being an amazing nerd, Leo. <3

[fangs]

[align=center][div style="width:300px; font-size:12px; text-align:justify;"]ah that's good you're going to therapy! i'm happy that u think it's working <3 a police detective referred me to a hospital service about mid last year but i've stopped going like last month?? bc i was told that i've improved & have been handling my ptsd better (which is good!! but,, feels weird not having that specific outlet anymore? idk) and keeping up with school is easier now that i'm communicating w my teachers aha

also! ofc we care about you leo you're such an amazing person [s]and psst what's your discord :0

[marsy]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.2;"]i'm bouta cry oh my goodness cae ('':i dunno what to say rn bc my brain is like hyperfocusing on one thing rn but ,,, ty , and ty tea i love you guys sm ('': <33

( my discord is @ god's sick joke#3074 ! )

also testing my bb's sub

[vix]

that’s lookin’ a lot like my son

[marsy]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.2;"]:eyes: He's Here

[truce.]

me and vix @ marsy like

[marsy]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.2;"]IM SCREECHING ASDKFJ
if i could pin posts here , that would be pinned for sure