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[marsy]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.2;"]y e e t here he is , my baby boy . indecisive about signature , might change icon when i get home . couldn't put his full name bc it was taken but that's okay !

[marsy]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.2;"]info on tnw deacon:  tw for mentions of death & abuse & alcohol & smoking
* deacon is going to be twenty-three . his mother died when he was eleven , and he ran from his abusive father with his step-sister when he was eighteen . lost his step-sister when he was nineteen ( although i still have to figure out how , and whether it was death that whisked her away , or if they just got separated and haven't found each other ) .
* smoker ; will grab any pack he can find , has learned to not be picky about the brand . will pick up any lighters he finds , too , and has kind of a collection going on . he's collected thirteen , thus far .
* whenever he finds alcohol , he savors it ; when he a bit younger , he would have drank it all in one go , but he's better learned to savor it , especially because getting drunk on your own out in the world probably isn't a good idea , and he ain't that stupid .
* used to have long wavy / curly-ish hair , but chopped it off when he was seventeen for a few reasons , all pointing back to his dad .
* filled with rage , and definitely more of a fighter than a lover . very misguided thanks to his dad and having no one else to teach him otherwise . violent ; was a lot softer with his step-sister a year prior to running away , but when he lost her , he became a lot more violent and rage-filled again .
* if a man / boy tells him what to do , he will fight them . if he even sees a grown man , he bristles up and his whole demeanor can change in the blink of an eye . with some men , he might bristle at first , but quickly turns flirty if he knows they don't pose a threat . very flirty with women as well , despite his Hella Gayness , but if a girl / woman gives him an angry face or makes any quick movements that could be mistaken for angered , he will either back off or yell and fight verbally .
* aggressive and stubborn as hell . will never back down from a fight , even if he knows he stands less than no chance . hates losing . very provocative ; all mean smiles and grins , mean words , and mean actions ( unless he's flirting ofc ) .
* i wrote a lot about his conditioning / generalization in my server on discord ( i still have some to write ; i've only got half of it down ) , which i will probably copy and paste in his bio / thread when it's made . it's highly important , and explains how he acts and why .

[marsy]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.2;"]i think i'm gonna keep this icon actually , i really like it . props to jenni ! anywho , hopefully i'll get up his info thread and tags tonight , maybe even his joining thread ?? i dunno , we'll see . the joining thread might not be until tomorrow or sunday , possibly later , but i will for sure have his info thread up tonight or tomorrow . if i don't get started on it tonight , at least , i'll have gayasaurus rex kick my shin and tell me to get a move on lmao

[marsy]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.2;"]i gotta figure out a character for the insurrection . i was thinking about maybe bringing back holloway ( full name is baby raleigh holloway but he goes solely by his last name ) / revamping him , because he'd be a good fit , i think . kind of apathetic , obedient yet strong-willed , outwardly fearless , low empathy , a very very skilled fighter ( with or without weapons ) ; probably often described as more machine than human ( that was kind of my whole premise / idea for him , when i originally created him ) .

• leo sun , ISTJ-A , cottontail . these might change ; i did a bunch of personality tests for him , but i'm gonna retake them because i might change him up a bit .

i'll probably post this in the insurrection discord server when i get home or if i get time during lunch or something , unless finny and / or aj fly in here and see this lmao .

[marsy]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.2;"]mmm yeah i'm really feelin' holloway for the insurrection . i've been wanting so badly to bring him back ('': i missed him ; he's probably one of my fav characters i've ever made tbh . he's kind of similar to my kid caillen , but caillen is a lot more empathetic , loudly angry and defiant , whereas holloway is very quiet in his anger ( and in general ) , has less empathy , and isn't exactly completely obedient / submissive , but he's much better at following orders despite any consequences bc he's legit fearless ( maybe not exactly fearless , but just more apathetic than anything ) . ofc he has weaknesses , like his apathy can definitely come to his disadvantage , and it can get him hurt bc he just really does not care ; he doesn't run for anything , doesn't care if it might get him killed if he keeps going / fighting / whatever bc he has to finish whatever he started or got roped into .

i dunno what rank he would be . i'll talk to finny and aj and see what they think . i'm actually really excited for this ?? i already have a sub for him from when i was going to put him in the badlands but . never did lmao .

[marsy]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.2;"]" Holloway has always been one to stay as far away from confrontation as possible , however he won't hesitate to defend himself or others if he sees no other way ; he never initiates , and dodges and runs until he absolutely has to fight back . He refuses to kill , however he will not back down until the perpetrator either gives up or is too weak to fight any more . " hmm hmm i still kinda want to keep this , which could play a part in his ' obedient but strong-willed ' characteristic . i will change the refuses to kill at all , though , because he will if he has to / if they seem like a crappy person / if they hurt someone else who didn't deserve it . it's not so much empathy as it is ' i know this guy is shitty , so why not ? ' he also won't run , and will fight back after a while of dodging or if they get a hit in while he's trying to dodge .

[south]

[align=center][div style="width:500px;text-align:justify; line-height: 110%;"]*puts on my fuzzy socks to prepare to kick u in the shin*

[marsy]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.2;"]i did it , gayasaurus rex , i did it

[south]

[align=center][div style="width:500px;text-align:justify; line-height: 110%;"]... omg i’m literally so proud of u <33 good job bby yesss

[Devilad]

[align=center][div style="width: 455px; text-align: justify; font-family: nyala; font-size: 8pt; letter-spacing: 1px; color: #000"]*yeets myself at Leo's storage* c8<