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05-23-2018, 02:57 AM
trickity track!!
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my interior world needs to sanitize
06-12-2018, 06:33 AM
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why why why [div style="width: 404px; text-align: justify; font-family: helvetica; font-size: 8pt; line-height: 1.3;"]evelline abigail charleston  evelline abigail charleston was born on july twenty-first in richmond, virginia to natasha and david charleston, both who are math professors at the university of richmond. evelline normally goes by evie but accepts linny as a nickname though only her family calls her that. she has two older brothers, edward and shawn, and they get along half the time and are at each others' throats the rest of the time  right off the bat, many notice that she is extremely awkward and tends to embarrass herself easily. evelline says a lot of things she doesn't mean too and doesn't have much of a filter so she just says what she thinks. she has begun to develop more of a filter when it comes to feelings towards others cough cough asher  never considered popular in high school and was more of a wallflower loner girl. she doesn't form bonds with others easily so she never connected with anyone and never had a boyfriend. she was just the girl that sort of faded into the background that never really got acknowledged, not that she minded  she's hasn't had many experiences with romantic relationships except for the few hookups she's engaged in at parties. they never went anywhere, not that she expected them to. it was a one and done so evelline has never seen a one night stand as progressing to a normal occurence or developing into anything more  she blames this on her parents who taught her sex was bad and have told her that there's no point in dating because all guys want is to get in her pants, which isn't true. so, instead of figuring out for herself that guys don't always just want sex, she has distanced herself from getting close and never lets it go further than a hookup  also, never had proper sex ed and was taught abstinence only. never learned about stds or how to prevent pregnancy. like, obviously she knows about birth control because she did like some research because she doesn't want to get pregnant, especially with some random guy she met at a party (then again, she's only hooked up with two guys so she isn't really that worried about something happening)  evelline doesn't really get along because they have very conflicting views on politics and religion. while they are very religious, she isn't and doesn't really believe in god even though she was forced to go to church for her teenage years  is smart and was ahead in most of her classes and took college classes at a local community college her senior year of high school. finished the year having taken calc four and excellerated physics and chemistry. she speaks semi-fluent french after having to take it in high school and middle school. she taught herself asl because there was a girl she met at school who was mostly deaf and yeah  works part time at a local movie theatre and it is decent money so she doesn't mind weird hours mostly caused by her hectic college schedule  tw sexual harassment in tenth grade, there was a rumor spread about her and some other girls in her grade about them sleeping around and being sluts and some of the seniors made sexual passes at her and made lewd comments. one of them actually grabbed her butt and she turned around and punched him square in the nose. she was suspended because no one came to her defense and the school believed the jocks over her and she was upset. her parents didn't believe her either  kind of based on me a little bit personality wise and family wise  is insecure about her body and doesn't like to wear dresses or skirts often. she sticks with jeans and t-shirts paired with her beat up combat boots and a jacket  she has like one good friend, leo, but they aren't extremely close like they are alright friends. also, she's decent friends with her roommate  has two tattoos, of which only few know about. the first one she got was two teeny tiny flowers on her left ankle and unless you look closely, you can't see them. the other is a flower with watercolor design behind her right ear. she plans on getting one more, another flower, on her right hip. she hasn't had any other ideas and wants to stick with the simplistic flowers and not get covered in tattoos  when asked what her favorite color is, her answer is the reddish-pink color of the rising sun which is a super nerdy thing to say but it's true, it's her favorite [align=center][table]
| [align=center][div style="font-size:14pt; font-family: georgia; color: #29181C;"]i told myself that i wouldn't be scared |
but i'm still having nightmares [color=#29181C]characters | trashcan
06-15-2018, 05:26 AM
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why why why [div style="width: 404px; text-align: justify; font-family: helvetica; font-size: 8pt; line-height: 1.3;"]romeo daniel prince — romeo daniel prince, or just roe as he prefers, was born in london, england on april twenty-third to marie and daniel prince. they moved to the states when he was around eight years old and, while it isn't that distinguishable from everyone else's, he still has the slightest tinge of a british accent but it isn't that noticeable — he has one sibling, a younger sister named nicole, who has been beside him through everything that he's been through but currently there's some distance between them cuz they live in different cities — right off the bat, you'll notice that he is extremely laid back and go with the flow for the most part. he has his moments where he just has lost his chill but you'd be surprised how few and far between they are — another thing is how incredibly blunt he is when he isn't worked up. like he will straight up tell you that you are being annoying. this changes if he has feelings for someone because then it is so many levels of stress because he does not read people well and when he does he reads them wrong 90% of the time — tw drinking/alcoholism and verbal abuse romeo's father was an alcoholic from the moment romeo was born. he drank only alcohol and was verbally abusive towards his wife and romeo and nicole. his mother was also an alcoholic but not to the extent his father was and only started drinking when nicole was four and romeo was seven and it severely hurt both prince children — unfortunately, nobody found out about what was going on and cps never interfered because romeo and nicole never spoke about it because it'd make their father angry — tw alcoholism and abuse years passed and his parents continued to drink and romeo entered his first relationship with a man named caleb who seemed like the dream guy. romeo had fallen so hard but the moment he opened up about the pain of his home life, caleb suggested that romeo drink away the pain and he spiralled and then caleb broke up with him after seeing how much he spiralled. he was also very mentally abusive — romeo began to close himself off at this point because the beginnings of feeling unlovable started to creep into his brain and sending him into a depression — but, with help of nicole, he got through it and was happy for a time — tw domestic abuse then he met his second ex who he refuses to ever say the name of because it was a dark time. instead of pushing him away when roe spilled the beans on his past, the ex also convinced him to drink whenever he felt sad, to drown out the sorrow that plagued him. he would often push him around and grab him when he did something the ex didn't like. he was too rough. it eventually escalated into his ex hitting him and sexually assaulting him and roe was constantly scared of that happening more — the ex broke up with roe about six months in but left a lasting impression on him. because of that ex (and his predisposition to alcoholism), roe’s alcoholiism got worse and because of the physical violence, roe now flinches at touch and doesn't like people he doesn't know touching him. it gives him flashbacks at times as well as makes him extremely nervous so it will often take a while before he even shakes someone's hand and even high fives make him nervous — his sister found out about his alcoholism after finding multiple bottles of vodka and whiskey under his bed when she was staying over and helped him get his life back on track and roe never relapsed because his sister was always there, beside him, keeping him in line and not letting him slip — does not open up about his past after he was dumped and manipulated because of it. you have to peel back his layers and break his walls and it takes a long time because his layers are thick and his wall is tough — when he relapsed for the first (and only) time, he had been clean for almost three years and the reason he slipped is because he was at a party and somebody pressured him to drink and he did and quickly spiraled out of control which brought a lot of feelings of hatred towards himself — he really really likes/loves cat but he like accidentally friend zoned him because he refuses to make physical contact and is so closed off and doesn't know how to tell him how he feels; but also, when they get together it is angsty but cute and roe takes lots of candids of cat which are so fucking cute k thx [align=center][table]
| [align=center][div style="font-size:14pt; font-family: georgia; color: #29181C;"]i told myself that i wouldn't be scared |
but i'm still having nightmares [color=#29181C]characters | trashcan
06-23-2018, 04:06 AM
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why why why [div style="width: 404px; text-align: justify; font-family: helvetica; font-size: 8pt; line-height: 1.3;"]alfonso theodore adelaide  alfonso theodore adelaide was born in perth, australia to gweneviere and charles adelaide on april 1st. don't make jokes about it because he's heard them all. he prefers to be called alfie but his five other siblings sometimes call him alfred to get on his nerves. zeke has been known to use a couple romantic nicknames like babe or baby and he also occasionally calls him alf as a short version of alfie  he is the fifth child of seven children over all and was actually an accident which his father used to be very rude about with him being like the accident child they didn't want but after his father was arrested, he never heard it again. he has one older sister, hannah, who is ten years his elder, three older brothers, edwin, who is eight years older than him, markus, who is four years older than him, and bennet, who is one year older than him, he also has one little sister, delilah, who is two years younger than him, and a little brother, timothy, who is five years younger than him  as mentioned, charles adelaide is a douchebag and favored hannah, edwin, and markus over the other four. that being said, alfie was the only unplanned child and his father never let him hear the end of it and alfie is like his least favorite son and it hurts but alfie has gotten over it because he hasn't seen his father in years  his mother wasn't much better and really only paid any attention to hannah and delilah which hurt all the other children because it seemed like she didn't love them  one of the key things that sticks out about alfie is that he has anger issues and tends to snap at people when he gets worked up. now, he's been working on it a lot because he knows that it's not a good thing and, recently, he hasn't really snapped at people (except, maybe stace) which is an improvement  other than that, which is his fatal flaw, alfie is a kind and loving person who really does try his best to make people happy and always tries to have a smile on his face because smiles are contagious whether people believe it or not and he's got the cutest one in the whole wide world, it's so presh k thx  is known to think of others over himself because he'd rather get hurt than have someone he cares about get hurt. if he could take someone's pain away, he'd do it in an instant. if he had to choose between getting hurt to save someone or getting away, he'd choose the first one in a heartbeat  didn't make friends easily when he was younger but that can be partially accredited to bennet who, many times, made alfie out to be some horrible person especially with his anger issues and it was not good. alfie never really had friends in middle school and high school and felt so isolated and loney and didn't know what he was doing wrong. he was trying his best to be kind to everyone and reach out but everyone just turned away and ran in the other direction  this is really what started the bad blood between himself and bennet. they don't get along and constantly fight and yell at each other because bennet also has extreme anger issues (probably bordering on homicidal tendencies)  he might be a high functioning alcoholic because he never developed healthy coping mechanisms and started going to parties when he was like sixteen and there was alcohol and it's just not good  gets in trouble too much because he's a lowkey bad boy but also a cinnamon bun  tw death when he was twelve years old, his younger brother, timothy, was killed in a car crash which affected everyone in the family differently. alfie was heartbroken because he loves all his siblings and was especially protective of timothy given he was the youngest. the family then relocated to madison, wisconsin in the states (why there, they never told them) to start anew. alfie thinks this is because timothy's death wasn't an accident but that's just him making up theories  tw murder three years following the move, his father killed his mother in a jealous rage. he had found out she was sleeping with someone else and alfie witnessed him stab her to death right in front of him and it's scarred him for life. delilah also saw and called the cops and their father was arrested for what he did leaving three of the six children without anyone to look after them  instead of letting them get mixed up in the system, hannah and edwin dropped everything and moved back home to make sure their siblings didn't get split up and they raised bennet, alfie, and delilah until they all turned eighteen  when he turned eighteen, he watched his best (and only) friend die and she actually died in his arms and he still has nightmares about it to this day. she also came back as a ghost and was tormenting people and almost killed him if it weren't for zeke and stace saving his life for the first time and he was officially introduced to the supernatural universe which he thought wasn't real until that point  so, he met the love of his life, zeke, that day as well so yeah  two months into the relationship with zeke, alfie was killed by some violent spirit while zeke was away and alfie became a ghost as a result and actually possessed someone for a time until zeke sold his soul so alfie could be resurrected in his own body and not have to possess someone  of course, this came with side effects. a few weeks after being ressurected, alfie discovered he came back as a shapeshifter and it freaked him out. before he learned to control it, his hair would change color based on his mood and he couldn't really figure out how to actual shift his appearance but has since learned how to control and actually change his appearance. the one thing he can't control? when he is extremely ill, his hair starts fading into a slate grey color and it's like the one indication something is really wrong even if he doesn't admit to it  tw torture there are two instances of alfie undergoing intense torture. the first is recently after becoming a shapeshifter. there was a hunter (not zeke) who was looking for a shapeshifter and somebody tipped the hunter off to alfie being a shapeshifter and this hunter kidnapped him and tortured him to get information out of him and when alfie said he didn't know, the hunter though he was lying when, in reality, he was telling the truth. the second time was after bennet tried to kill him and zeke took him to the hospital because he was injured by a poisoned blade. well, at the hospital, it was discovered that alfie was a shapeshifter somehow and basically, before zeke could stop it, alfie was taken away to a facility where he was tortured, tested, experimented on, and degraded for about two months. they even shaved his hair off. zeke saved him both times but that facility really fucked alfie up  doesn't sleep a lot because he has nightmares from everything that's happened and also, he drinks a lot more because of all the shit he's been through [align=center][table]
| [align=center][div style="font-size:14pt; font-family: georgia; color: #29181C;"]i told myself that i wouldn't be scared |
but i'm still having nightmares [color=#29181C]characters | trashcan
07-07-2018, 05:07 AM
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why why why [div style="width: 404px; text-align: justify; font-family: helvetica; font-size: 8pt; line-height: 1.3;"]primrose annabelle cavanaugh  goes by prim or rose depending on who you are, her family tends to call her rose or rosie but friends mostly call her prim. nobody calls her by her full name though  was born on april 26, 1995 ( 23, taurus ) to tobias and vanessa cavanaugh in miami, florida but relocated to deer isle, maine before prim had turned a year old  has struggled a lot with sexuality and identifying herself but after some dating and experimenting in college, prim figured out that she is bisexual, biromantic but has always had a stronger pull towards girls and for a while identified as homosexual but that wasn't the correct lable for her and she's glad to have found the correct one  she has one little sister, naomi, who is seven years younger and was born a week before prim's birthday which is pretty wild because it was unplanned. prim loves her little sister a lot though and they are pretty close despite the age gap  her parents are strict roman catholics and growing up, prim didn't have a lot of freedom to voice her opinions and they tended to pick apart every flaw she had and chastise her for decisions she made that they didn't like but, she still loves her parents aand nothing will change that because, at the end of the day, family is family  prim loves music a lot and aactually sang in the church choir from age eleven to eighteen but doesn't really sing a lot these days except in the privacy of her car or apartment when no one is listening because she is self conscious  moved out as soon as she turned eighteen with the money she had made from working as a cashier at a grocery store and local starbucks from the age of fifteen  went to college for two years and decided to go to a community college and get her associates' because she didn't want to waste anymore money on school  fresh out of moving out, she got a job at a coffee shop near her apartment and would work almost everyday and when she finished her AA degree, she also got a job at a local bar/club and would work at the coffee shop during the day and at the bar/club at night and she makes decent money between the two plus tips on top  hairstyle changes very frequently from braids to natural to straightened to weaves  alright, onto her personality. as a true taurus, she is extremely reliable and responsible, always sticking to a task she's been given and seeing it through to the absolute end. prim is someone you can put your trust in and be certain that she will follow through even if she has to rearrange what she has planned. she is a constant and a good friend to everyone around her and will help someone in need  as well as her reliable nature, prim is very patient with those around her and will take the time to understand what someone's point of view is and listen to them even if they conflict. the one thing that contradicts this is that she's extremely stubborn, like dig-in-your-heels stubborn and if you're in an argument with prim ( even if you are right ) she won't give up and will argue back, try twisting your words to put it in her favor and to win the argument or make the other give up  can be possessive sometimes but not in the way that is concerning or bordering on abusive, just more like "you're mine, i don't want you dating anyone else" instead of "your not allowed to see anyone" because that's wrong ya know  at times can be extremely uncompromising which is due in part to her stubborn nature because there are times when she just refuses to give in whether it be in a sexual or nonsexual situation. there are just some things she will and won't do  hates sudden changes and doesn't react well, she panics when things change unexpectedly and she tries not to show it but she doesn't have a good poker face  not very secure in her sexual encounters and it normally takes a while for her to take that step but, given certain circumstances, she will sometimes go home with someone on a whim and hookup but most of the time she's drunk off her ass and wouldn't really do this sober but there are certain occasions where she isn't  in addition, prim is extremely sensual and enjoys stimulating her senses, whether it be touch, taste, scent, or sound. she doesn't really tell people this because she gets embarrassed and thinks people are going to be weirded out. she's really into aroma therapy and often lights scented candles in her apartment as well as taking baths and listening to nature sounds to relax completely  in relationships, she enjoys a bit of a chase and to add a bit of tension and more lust and desire, she'll often flirt with others in attempt to make her partner jealous and a bit possessive and it isn't really something to be proud of but she enjoys it  ( tw assault ) when she was seventeen and working at the coffee shop, she was closing one night and a man came in a few minutes before. it was just the two of them and prim tried to be polite and say that the cafe was closed and that he had to leave. the man was extremely silent but pulled out a gun and told her to give him all the money in the registered. when prim hesitated, he held the gun to her head to make sure she did what he said and she was in tears and he pulled the trigger on the gun but the chamber was empty and he ran off and she just broke down  due to that instance, she is terrified of thunderstorms and fireworks because, even if there was no bullet, there was still the loud bang and it scares her to death  has been in one relationship with a girl named delilah and they had been close before and it was not a long relationship because they quickly grew apart after starting to date because they realized they weren't compatible personality wise [align=center][table]
| [align=center][div style="font-size:14pt; font-family: georgia; color: #29181C;"]i told myself that i wouldn't be scared |
but i'm still having nightmares [color=#29181C]characters | trashcan
07-07-2018, 05:18 AM
art, amazing, fabulou s
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07-07-2018, 05:33 AM
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my interior world needs to sanitize
07-07-2018, 05:34 AM
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