HELLBENT ON LOVING YOU / p

[dannychan]

he whimpered softly. “o-ok! ok, i’ll.. i’ll play along..” he mumbled, shaking slightly. before smoke could wipe hux’s mind, he gave him a long kiss, hands shaking when he pulled away. he hesitated and quickly left the room.

[peridot.]

Snoke released his grip on Hux's throat, watching as the redhead's eyes opened for the briefest of moments, kissing back, "'Lo...? What's going on...?" Snoke then put him back to sleep, moving him to the bed and slowly wiping his memories, replacing them with ones of the two of them fighting bitterly. He then moved out of the room, saying gruffly to Kylo, "You made the right decision. Your only connection should be to the force anyways."

[dannychan]

he set his jaw, looking at smoke. “one day, i’m going to be your end.” he hissed angrily, clenching a fist before rushing away from the man, putting a hand over his mouth.

[peridot.]

( fjjsahds do you wanna skip I'm in p a i n )

[dannychan]

y e s :^) can you start again bc idk how

[peridot.]

( yes I can but it's gonna be a bad time )

Ever since his memory had been wiped several years ago, Hux seemed much more zombie like and depressed. Without Kylo to support him, he was still aggressively throwing himself into his work, and drinking so much caf it was extremely bad for him. Phasma and Kylo were the only ones who had known much about Kylo and Hux's relationship, and Phasma had been furious when Kylo had told her what had happened. The only reason she hadn't told Hux was because she didn't want him to be killed. At the moment, Hux was swaying on his feet in front of one of the consoles, holding a cup of caf and looking... Dead inside. Phasma was watching him with worry, and eventually she nudged Kylo who was by the door, looking at him pleadingly before pointing at Hux.

[dannychan]

kylo really wasn’t much better. he had learned to cry silently, keep his voice steady and just let tears fall. most nights he got so drunk he just passed out. he took out his anger on anything he could, and at one point he even considered just.. giving up. offing himself. plunging his saber right into his stomach kind of giving up, but.. he couldn’t bring himself to do it. he stayed for hux, but as the years went on and on.. it got harder and harder. he hardly felt anymore. when phasma nudged him, he would look to hux and felt his lips quiver slightly, his eyes filling with tears almost instantly. he hesitated and nodded, moving over and clearing his throat. “go rest, general.” he said, trying to will him to do it using the force, ignoring the tears that started to fall under his mask and keeping his voice steady.

[peridot.]

Hux stiffened when he heard Kylo's voice, and he turned to glare tiredly at the other, saying softly, "Leave me alone, Ren." Gone was the friendly and personal 'Lo' nickname, and his voice was filled with vitriol, but weak vitriol. One, because despite Snoke's efforts, he had never accounted for the fact that the force had specifically brought Hux and Kylo together. For all intensive purposes, Hux and Kylo were force soulmates, and even now Hux still felt a sort of pull towards the other. The second reason was that Hux really was exhausted, and despite his resistance, he could easily feel Kylo trying to will him into going to bed.

[dannychan]

he hesitated, looking away. had didn’t want to push the other, make him hate him more. he didn’t know if it was possible, but if it was, he didn’t know if he could take it. he closed his eyes for a moment taking a deep breath and turning away to leave. every time he talked to hux, it always made him hurt. maybe i should just go home, he thought, then i wouldn’t have to do this anymore. he quickly realised the smoke would kill hux if he did so he just let out a shaky sigh and walked from the bridge.

[peridot.]

Snoke seemed to show no sympathy, and he tilted his head, saying softly, "It is either I wipe his memories and you play along, or..." He rose a hand, making another gesture and watching as Armitage began to gasp for air, still in a state of unconsciousness, "...He dies a slow and horrible death, with you as the cause."