tw sexual and physical abuse, drugs, alcohol
my name is finneus coleman but most people just call me finn. i'm currently twenty years old and i was born on december twenty-seventh. life has always been a nightmare for me so you'll just have to bear with me.
growing up, my family was really poor and we didn't have much. i was never the super cool kid in school and my parents separated when i was only fourteen. there was a lot of arguing and i was kind of an after thought in every situation. flash forward a couple years and i was approached by someone who claimed that their dad was some music producer and wanted to sign me. this ended up being false and so my three years of hell began. i was sex trafficked and forced into prostitution at age sixteen. while i did make quite a bit of money from it, it was still really hard on me. many of the clients were physically abusive and i still have bruises and scars from that time. the pimp, as they are called, also got me hooked on heroin which made me more complacent in what he was making me do.
i got into stripping at age eighteen which was smart because then i wasn't getting pimped out as much and made a lot more money just for pole dancing. it still had its downsides though.
there was one good thing in my life through all of this. his name is christo and he's been my boyfriend for like three years. of course, things have not always been good and we used to argue a lot when i was in the life and we actually broke up twice because of it. but, i fixed my shit and we've been together ever since and i can't imagine my life without him. he saved my life and if it weren't for him, i wouldn't be out of the life and i'd still be a drug addict. hell, i'd probably be as good as dead if it weren't for him.
now, i'm all recovered and shit is good for the most part. chris and i still struggle with stuff but we are dealing and getting through it day by day and we're even thinking about getting a house.
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