and they go, i hate to say i told you so - writing
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[align=center][div style="0px; width:400px; height:auto; text-align: justify; font-size: 8pt; line-height:13px;"]music makes me emotional so here are my emotions

i feel alone

so fucking alone

it's crippling
                  and translucent
it comes and stays
                              but then it disappears

it does not fix itself each time it leaves
it is not simply resolved when it goes away

it's a weird mixture of
        - invalidation of my own emotions for i have no reason to be lonely
        - silent screaming for attention because can't someone see that i am

i'm sorry but
my mom cannot seem to understand /
therapy isn't until wednesday /
school stars tomorrow /

and my act tutor intimidates me

(one day it will be okay, the bad days come but they also go, soon this will go too)


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Re: and they go, i hate to say i told you so - writing - by Legends - 11-27-2017, 12:37 AM



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