09-21-2017, 03:16 AM
[align=center][div style="0px; width:400px; height:auto; text-align: justify; font-size: 8pt; line-height:13px;"]journal entry no.5 / hella tried v happy
i had therapy today and i walked out with the biggest smile on my face. she said that this session was "full of realizations" and like, yeah, it was. we talked a lot about my friendships and so on and i got to tell her about how i'm really happy with who i am right now. like yeah, i still get depressed and be a bit too blunt but i'm happy with who i am and so on and so. it was really great. i blasted my favorite songs on the way home and was just enjoying life so much.
today was exhausting though. in psych we were analyzing the case of Andrea Yates and there was a tour going on that do so my teacher was like "i'm going to bring the tour kids in so they can hear this. we're gonna scare them but it'll be fun" since the class was having a discussion on what could possibly drive a mother to drown her five children and admit to it (the case of andrea yates) and that was actually fun. i almost feel asleep and precal tho and still have no idea what vectors are.
dad finally fixed my car, which is great. everything is just going okay right now, which i'm really happy about. i've got two birthdays coming up and i've already got their presents so there is legit no stress. i feel like a should make a small goal of talking to Cas a tiny bit more, as i really don't outside of orchestra on mondays. i'm okay. i'm going to be okay.
also, maybe i'll attempt to write more poetic things and one-shots on here since these entries are pretty mediocre
i had therapy today and i walked out with the biggest smile on my face. she said that this session was "full of realizations" and like, yeah, it was. we talked a lot about my friendships and so on and i got to tell her about how i'm really happy with who i am right now. like yeah, i still get depressed and be a bit too blunt but i'm happy with who i am and so on and so. it was really great. i blasted my favorite songs on the way home and was just enjoying life so much.
today was exhausting though. in psych we were analyzing the case of Andrea Yates and there was a tour going on that do so my teacher was like "i'm going to bring the tour kids in so they can hear this. we're gonna scare them but it'll be fun" since the class was having a discussion on what could possibly drive a mother to drown her five children and admit to it (the case of andrea yates) and that was actually fun. i almost feel asleep and precal tho and still have no idea what vectors are.
dad finally fixed my car, which is great. everything is just going okay right now, which i'm really happy about. i've got two birthdays coming up and i've already got their presents so there is legit no stress. i feel like a should make a small goal of talking to Cas a tiny bit more, as i really don't outside of orchestra on mondays. i'm okay. i'm going to be okay.
also, maybe i'll attempt to write more poetic things and one-shots on here since these entries are pretty mediocre
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