08-02-2017, 03:36 AM
[align=center][div style="0px; width:400px; height:auto; text-align: justify; font-size: 8pt; line-height:13px;"]quotes from a depressed mediocure violinst / i wrote these at camp
i've actually said or thought a lot of these
"Are you crying?"
"No..."
"What's wrong then?"
"Their piece was so good, and mine was so bad"
"My god. Her piece was seven minutes long and she had the whole thing memorized. How did she do it ? ... oh yeah, talent"
"I haven't practiced in two days"
Same. I haven't practiced all week and I have an orchestra concert monday, a lesson on Tuesday, and a recital this Saturday
*teacher seen a year ago makes me work on the same technique....from a year ago*
*watches a 10 year old perform a song that i only just started learning and still haven't completed* shit.
Says these to my mom while crying
Mom: don't compare yourself to them
Me: compares my self to them
sitting alone in my room watching Netflix:
"I should practice violin right now"
does not practice violin
Why haven't you practiced:
Excuse
Excuse
Excuse
Excuse
Why haven't I advanced?
Because you don't practice, you undedicated idiot
"A little girl basically half my age just got up there and played a Bach concerto. I playing a song from book 4 that I was on a year ago. What the fuck am I even doing here."
"I haven't practiced the music all semester...and the concerts tomorrow, I'll be fine"
I'm not cut out for this.
"For this what?"
This instrument
I should've practiced that
"That sounded great"
It certainly did not
"That sounds really good"
Don't patronize me, that was a scale
i've actually said or thought a lot of these
"Are you crying?"
"No..."
"What's wrong then?"
"Their piece was so good, and mine was so bad"
"My god. Her piece was seven minutes long and she had the whole thing memorized. How did she do it ? ... oh yeah, talent"
"I haven't practiced in two days"
Same. I haven't practiced all week and I have an orchestra concert monday, a lesson on Tuesday, and a recital this Saturday
*teacher seen a year ago makes me work on the same technique....from a year ago*
*watches a 10 year old perform a song that i only just started learning and still haven't completed* shit.
Says these to my mom while crying
Mom: don't compare yourself to them
Me: compares my self to them
sitting alone in my room watching Netflix:
"I should practice violin right now"
does not practice violin
Why haven't you practiced:
Excuse
Excuse
Excuse
Excuse
Why haven't I advanced?
Because you don't practice, you undedicated idiot
"A little girl basically half my age just got up there and played a Bach concerto. I playing a song from book 4 that I was on a year ago. What the fuck am I even doing here."
"I haven't practiced the music all semester...and the concerts tomorrow, I'll be fine"
I'm not cut out for this.
"For this what?"
This instrument
I should've practiced that
"That sounded great"
It certainly did not
"That sounds really good"
Don't patronize me, that was a scale
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