NOT EVERYONE'S LIKE YOU | MEETING

[FARE]

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[size=8pt][font=verdana]she was restless and exhausted, having tossed and turned all night because memories kept popping into her head. she wasn't sure she was going to sleep ever again, to be honest. her paws dragged as she hoisted herself up onto the fallen tree they used for meetings now and called out to her clanmates in a tired voice. "shadowclan, gather for a meeting!"

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[spoiler=been granted three wishes ★ march 1][size=8pt][font=verdana]general ; "your body’s a message, send my regards to hell"
★ fare xerses | formerly known as selector | female [ she/her ]
physically 10 months | mentally 12 months | birthday unknown | ages at roleplayer's discretion
leader of shadowclan
daisysteps x bubblebreath | generation 3 | xerses divinius gaudius
bisexual | biromantic | one maybe crush | single [open]

appearance ; "i can hear your thoughts racing from here"
★ coyote | wears a silver chain around her neck
fare is a small coyote, dark in appearance with hints of silver around her face. optimistic lilac-hued eyes peer out at the world, round black pupils within them. she seems to be smaller than the average coyote, almost appearing underfed when it's really just her genetics. she can almost always be seen with a smile on her face. [ reference ].

personality ; "fall upon your knees, sing"
★ mbti personality: ENTP-T
— quiet, polite, cheery, optimistic, dreamer, intuitive, energetic, outgoing, motherly, determined, sometimes sarcastic, caring, secretly manipulative, opportunist
fare likes getting her way, and she isn't afraid to try and manipulate someone in order to get things the way she wants them to be. she'll often take walks or runs in order to burn off energy and will ask someone if she can help them with something if she comes across the opportunity. however, she's very insecure, cynical, and bitter inside and is very scared that everyone is going to find out.

interaction ; "this is my body and soul here!"
★ medium physically | difficult mentally | attack in #41845E
thinks that fighting is a necessary evil on the outside but on the inside, she loves it | will initiate fights
will fight back | will not flee | will not surrender unless under dire circumstances
will capture | will torture | will kill
some training | has medical knowledge
TRUSTS: ruben, circusclown, miles
power — un / discovered — control of power: xxx%
power — un / discovered — control of power: xxx%[/spoiler]

[CIRCUSCLOWN!]

[align=center][div style="width: 450px;; text-align: justify"][size=9pt]Circusclown would pad over, burned ears perked forward. What could this meeting bring? He'd be curious to know what was going to happen, though for now he'd simply keep his paws close together as he waited for the announcements, trying his best to stay away from everybody else. If there was one thing he couldn't stand, it was crowds. They made him feel icky when everyone was bumping into him and touching him - sounded kinda weird, but whatever. He'd be happy just sitting here.

[spoiler=tags]
general ; "drink up baby"
★ circusclown disharmony | nicknames are circ and clown, former names are breadstick, uglyclown and clown | male [ he/him ]
two years three months physically and mentally | born november 13th, 2014 | ages realtime
guard of shadowclan | former exiles leader and blizzardclan head combatant (feralfront)
discord disharmony x npc | generation 2 | head of disharmony family | only loyal to family
demisexual | panromantic | crush unknown | afraid of being in a relationship
has ptsd, alcoholism and depression | will have flashbacks or panic attacks if he: sees overwhelmingly fast moving yellow or cyan colors, him feeling or touching bark, hearing someone with a distorted voice, feeling any type of unexpected rough contact, and having limited moving space


appearance ; "stay up all night"
★ domestic cat | always scowling | always smells strongly of alcohol
he is a light brown feline who has a lot of fluffy fur that's often tangled up covered in dirt and dust, and it also feels very greasy and gross. his head is lacking of the light brown color, and is completely white. he has a scar on the left side of his face, which has a stitched up glasgow smile meeting up with the scar. the other side of his face shares a glasgow smile, which is also stitched together. he has only one eye left which is the right one, and it is a dull blue almost lifeless color that seems to be bagging all the time due to exhaustion. the side of his face which has no eye has stitches on the top of his eye, and his eyelid is often closed over the eye socket that's still there, though it can be open if he is surprised or scared by something. [ reference ].

personality ; "with the things you could do"
★ chaotic neutral | anti-hero | the cynic
— cynical, insensitive, pessimistic, crude, hostile, family-oriented, overprotective, unpredictable
with a quick look at circusclown, somebody would probably be able to quickly dismiss him due to him having common disinterest, distantness or unnecessary complaints about everything. he rarely has anything positive to say or do, and will come off as a very dull person who wants nothing more then for others to go away. he is very unpredictable and capricious in behavior, and can with ease be watching with a bored expression and the next be a violent creature someone should steer clear of. despite the unpredictable nature, he is quick to make a decision he won't regret - he is never unsure about his decisions, which only worsens his unpredictable behavior. he is extremely cynical and pessimistic, and has a continual feeling of mistrust and pessimistic thoughts of the outcome of every situation. he has a tendency to be very vulgar, constantly with gross behaviors like burping and swearing. he has a tendency to be very unfriendly or harsh to others, and he is rarely sensitive unless in a good mood or if he enjoys somebodies company. he is at heart however, a genuine and sweet person who just wants to have a large family, but feels it is impossible due to his self-destructive alcoholic behaviors and is simply frightened that he'd be taken advantage of if he was to.

interaction ; "you won't but you might"
★ hard physically | hard mentally | attack in #c68ee2
doesn't like unnecessary death or etc | will start fights | will fight back | will flee if family is protected | will not surrender
might capture if family is threatened | might torture if family is threatened | will kill if family is threatened

trained to fight | has little to no medical knowledge
air elementals — discovered — can't control properly - if something triggers him it will go off
power — un / discovered — control of power: 000%[/spoiler]

[Leo]

"Hm?" Leo asked as she approached. She sat near the front, as she wanted to hear what Fare would say.

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Belladonna, whom had just walked into camp with some of the local mountain flowers in her jaws, glanced up when she heard Fare call. Wandering over to sit with her clan mates, she gently placed the flowers at her feet and tucked her tail over them.

[FARE]

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[size=8pt][font=verdana]okay, seeing as three more of her clanmates had gathered, she would grin at them before speaking up. "meetings are gonna be start being held on fridays, i think! they'll probably be started in the morning hours, too." she noted, settling herself more comfortably on the log beneath her.

"ah next normally would be demotions, but i think we've been doing good. well, i'd really like to see some more activity but i understand if you can't! after all, i need to step up my game, too, because what kind of example would i be if i was never around?" she said, the smile faltering a bit as she thought about tama. would the serval have been proud of her? did the other even know she existed? ev probably hadn't even told her friend about selector, and if she had, well.... fare didn't want to think about it. she just hoped that tama would have been proud because ev had always told selector about tama. "so yeah. i'd like us all to step up, if possible. and ah, i'll be going around to bloodclan and stea bastion to deliver gifts and check up on them, if anyone wants to go with me."

she let a beat of silence pass before continuing on, her eyes fixating on belladonna's pretty flowers for a brief moment. "no promotions this week, but i'm still looking out for my dawnchaser if anyone's interested. oh, also, i think it should become a tradition for the leader to hop down after meetings and mingle with their clanmates, answer questions, offer general support, that sort of thing? i'd like your opinions on that!"

fare would keep silent for a moment, eyes closing in thought and then opening when she began speaking again. "three more things! one, we might be becoming allies with riverclan soon, so i'll probably be going over there to give a gift basket or something, but i'd like to go alone this time. and two, i think we should start to get more in touch with our anti-clan roots, so maybe we should start causing some trouble for thunderclan or windclan. your thoughts would be greatly appreciated on that idea. last but not least, i'm seriously considering a gathering of some sort every month, whether it be a party, a bonfire, a stargazing event. just something to help us grow closer as a clan. what do you all think about that?

"does anyone have any questions or comments? if not, then meeting dismissed and i'll be around after as usual." fare said. soon after this had left her mouth, she would slide off the fallen tree and land gently on the ground, eyes searching for the rest of her clanmates as she sat down in front of where she had addressed the clan.

ooc summary:
- meetings will be held on fridays most likely, and either be segmented like this or all in the first post.
- i'd like to see some more activity, if possible, but if not, don't worry about it!
- fare will be going to bloodclan and stea bastion to deliver news and give gift baskets if anyone want to tag along.
- no promotions this week but she's still on the look out for a new deputy/dawnchaser.
- what do you guys think about making it a tradition for leaders to get down and be with their clanmates after meetings to answer questions and talk and such?
- we might be becoming allies with riverclan soon, so fare's gonna go alone and check up on them.
- we should probably get in touch with shadowclan's anti-clan roots and maybe stir up trouble for thunderclan or windclan! opinions needed!
- maybe a gathering of some sort every month (stargazing, small carnival/festival/party, bonfire, etc.) to help get the clan more close-knit? opinions needed on this, also!

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[spoiler=been granted three wishes ★ march 1][size=8pt][font=verdana]general ; "your body’s a message, send my regards to hell"
★ fare xerses | formerly known as selector | female [ she/her ]
physically 10 months | mentally 12 months | birthday unknown | ages at roleplayer's discretion
leader of shadowclan
daisysteps x bubblebreath | generation 3 | xerses divinius gaudius
bisexual | biromantic | one maybe crush | single [open]

appearance ; "i can hear your thoughts racing from here"
★ coyote | wears a silver chain around her neck
fare is a small coyote, dark in appearance with hints of silver around her face. optimistic lilac-hued eyes peer out at the world, round black pupils within them. she seems to be smaller than the average coyote, almost appearing underfed when it's really just her genetics. she can almost always be seen with a smile on her face. [ reference ].

personality ; "fall upon your knees, sing"
★ mbti personality: ENTP-T
— quiet, polite, cheery, optimistic, dreamer, intuitive, energetic, outgoing, motherly, determined, sometimes sarcastic, caring, secretly manipulative, opportunist
fare likes getting her way, and she isn't afraid to try and manipulate someone in order to get things the way she wants them to be. she'll often take walks or runs in order to burn off energy and will ask someone if she can help them with something if she comes across the opportunity. however, she's very insecure, cynical, and bitter inside and is very scared that everyone is going to find out.

interaction ; "this is my body and soul here!"
★ medium physically | difficult mentally | attack in #41845E
thinks that fighting is a necessary evil on the outside but on the inside, she loves it | will initiate fights
will fight back | will not flee | will not surrender unless under dire circumstances
will capture | will torture | will kill
some training | has medical knowledge
TRUSTS: ruben, circusclown, miles
power — un / discovered — control of power: xxx%
power — un / discovered — control of power: xxx%[/spoiler]

[Leo]

She nodded, "Noted! I think that tradition would be a great idea, and I'll come with you to bloodclan!"

[CIRCUSCLOWN!]

[align=center][div style="width: 450px;; text-align: justify"][size=9pt]Circusclown attentively listened, eye trained on Fare. He had plenty of things to say in regards for the meeting as he absorbed the information, simply because he had a tendency to like to put in his input where it could be. "I think interacting after meetings is a very good tradition - it will make everyone feel welcomed, especially newer ones." His greatest battles as a leader had been his loss of morals, but also making others feel welcomed - so in his opinion, it was a genius idea. "Also, don't mind starting a bit of trouble - and I'll go with you to Stea Bastion, or anywhere really if you want. I also think that some sort of clan gathering is a good idea - not sure what, though I like the carnival." Though, nobody should follow on him about the whole carnival because he was totally biased. After all, the carnival fit him very well - in general though, he just liked the idea of any type of gathering as long as... Certain people weren't there. Which so far, he hasn't met anybody like his father, or his former husband. How pleasant that was.

[spoiler=tags]
general ; "drink up baby"
★ circusclown disharmony | nicknames are circ and clown, former names are breadstick, uglyclown and clown | male [ he/him ]
two years three months physically and mentally | born november 13th, 2014 | ages realtime
guard of shadowclan | former exiles leader and blizzardclan head combatant (feralfront)
discord disharmony x npc | generation 2 | head of disharmony family | only loyal to family
demisexual | panromantic | crush unknown | afraid of being in a relationship
has ptsd, alcoholism and depression | will have flashbacks or panic attacks if he: sees overwhelmingly fast moving yellow or cyan colors, him feeling or touching bark, hearing someone with a distorted voice, feeling any type of unexpected rough contact, and having limited moving space


appearance ; "stay up all night"
★ domestic cat | always scowling | always smells strongly of alcohol
he is a light brown feline who has a lot of fluffy fur that's often tangled up covered in dirt and dust, and it also feels very greasy and gross. his head is lacking of the light brown color, and is completely white. he has a scar on the left side of his face, which has a stitched up glasgow smile meeting up with the scar. the other side of his face shares a glasgow smile, which is also stitched together. he has only one eye left which is the right one, and it is a dull blue almost lifeless color that seems to be bagging all the time due to exhaustion. the side of his face which has no eye has stitches on the top of his eye, and his eyelid is often closed over the eye socket that's still there, though it can be open if he is surprised or scared by something. [ reference ].

personality ; "with the things you could do"
★ chaotic neutral | anti-hero | the cynic
— cynical, insensitive, pessimistic, crude, hostile, family-oriented, overprotective, unpredictable
with a quick look at circusclown, somebody would probably be able to quickly dismiss him due to him having common disinterest, distantness or unnecessary complaints about everything. he rarely has anything positive to say or do, and will come off as a very dull person who wants nothing more then for others to go away. he is very unpredictable and capricious in behavior, and can with ease be watching with a bored expression and the next be a violent creature someone should steer clear of. despite the unpredictable nature, he is quick to make a decision he won't regret - he is never unsure about his decisions, which only worsens his unpredictable behavior. he is extremely cynical and pessimistic, and has a continual feeling of mistrust and pessimistic thoughts of the outcome of every situation. he has a tendency to be very vulgar, constantly with gross behaviors like burping and swearing. he has a tendency to be very unfriendly or harsh to others, and he is rarely sensitive unless in a good mood or if he enjoys somebodies company. he is at heart however, a genuine and sweet person who just wants to have a large family, but feels it is impossible due to his self-destructive alcoholic behaviors and is simply frightened that he'd be taken advantage of if he was to.

interaction ; "you won't but you might"
★ hard physically | hard mentally | attack in #c68ee2
doesn't like unnecessary death or etc | will start fights | will fight back | will flee if family is protected | will not surrender
might capture if family is threatened | might torture if family is threatened | will kill if family is threatened

trained to fight | has little to no medical knowledge
air elementals — discovered — can't control properly - if something triggers him it will go off
power — un / discovered — control of power: 000%[/spoiler]

[checkers]

Belladonna stayed quiet, her ears swivelling to hear Fare clearly, before listening to her clanmates. "Fridays for meetings, got it." she mumbled a little bit, glancing between Fare and Circusclown to listen to what he had to say.

ooc; sorry, low muse. Inny, Endless, feel free to make the thread with Fare visiting Stea Bastion, I can reply with Talisman. If you wanted them to be allies I think I'd have to check with Trailhead first so it's cool on both sides??

[cyrus]

Cyrus nodded along with all that was said - not really any surprises. He figured that if he could manage to boost his own activity he might keep an eye on that dawnchaser position, but that was unlikely. "I'll come with you to visit Bloodclan and Stea Bastion, since I kinda dropped the ball on going after the last meeting," he piped up, looking away awkwardly.

ooc; some kind of party would be super fun! esp if we get some party planning threads and party set ups since that can boost activity while also encouraging relations within the clan

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[spoiler=tags UPDATED 01/14][justify]
GENERAL:
★ CYRUS CIPHER DISHARMONY DE DIEU SIMUL STAMUS| CY / CYR / CUCULO | CISGENDER MALE
★ bisexual
★ 11 months | ages at roleplayers discretion
★ warrior
IMPORTANT THINGS:
★ asocial + introverted
★ interested in politics
★ anxiety/panic disorder
★ An Assholeâ„¢
RECENT EVENTS:
★ joined shadowclan
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PHYSICAL:
★DOMESTIC FELINE [main] | health: 90%
— long cream fur with dark brown stripes around the ankles. dark brown ears. sharp, angular features that make him appear older than he is, and slightly menacing for a young cat. grey eyes. glascow smile extending 5cm from each side of mouth. v tall.
— major injuries: n/a
— minor injuries: n/a
PERSONALITY:
★ literally Top Assholeâ„¢ is the best way to say it
★ introverted + asocial but will tough through it due to keeping up his name
★ very quick to judge and will hold that judgement for a long time
★ worries that he's not good enough
★ is scared of being a failure
★ has a lot of issues surrounding his father
RELATIONSHIPS:
★ single | ½ CyFi | in love with Confinedpaw
★ parents -Bill Cipher x Brokenrecord Disharmony | gen 5
★ siblings - Ciel, Atrocitykit, Honey, Junko, Recklesskit, Chrysalispup, Insanepup, Frostedpup, Madkit, Halfkit, Rhys, Bezaleel, Silhouette, Jupiterkit
★ children | Darik, Finn, Sierra (adopted)
★ friends - Whitepaw, Confinedpaw
INTERACTION:
★ literally has 2 friends because he's rude
★ medium physically | hard mentally | well trained for a child
★ always looking for a fight
★ attack in #D46A6A[/spoiler]