I COULDN'T FIND MYSELF IN YOU ( open / abandoned snow leopard cub )

[Leo]

Leo nodded, "Of course, he will of course become one of us. And yes, I believe we should take him back to a warmer spot so we can examine him more thoroughly." She then aimed to pick up the cub gently by the scruff.

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[Leo]

Leo started to head back towards camp with the cub in her mouth. She actually didn't find the weight hard to carry, actually.



//rushed

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[CIRCUSCLOWN!]

[align=center][div style="width: 450px;; text-align: justify"][size=9pt]Circusclown had been nearing the borders, when the tiny wail managed to reach his ears. As they swerved toward the sound, his eye nervously darted around. He honestly was a little frightened to know what it was, but he supposed he had to find out. If he didn't know what had made the sound he'd probably be tense the rest of the day. So slowly approaching, he smelled the faint scent of a car which made his nose scrunch up in distaste. Trying to sniff past that as he continued in the direction of the wail, he eventually came to a stop when he saw the small form of a snow leopard cub.

Crouching low on the ground, he'd cautiously approach softening his steps as to not scare him. "Hey little guy. Was that you?" He'd murmur, his voice low and missing a small amount of it's raspiness. Regardless of whether the cub had been or not, he was definitely not going to leave him out here. He was trying his best to seem less threatening, though it was a bit hard with the scar covering a portion of his face. His often hard blue eye was softened the second he had laid it on the snow leopard cub. The poor thing - he didn't know whether he was lost or just abandoned, but he sympathized for him. It wasn't something he did often, though young children were the sort of things that tugged at his heartstrings. It was his soft spot, which might be considered unfortunate because he could never expect to hurt one. Even now, the anxious thought he might be attacked still dwindled on his mind. But as of now, he was mostly fixated on the tiny one.

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[CIRCUSCLOWN!]

[align=center][div style="width: 450px;; text-align: justify"][size=9pt]As the cub tried to move towards him, his curious and nervous expression lit up into a large smile. He'd take a few quiet steps forward, trying to pick the snow leopard cub up, who might be heavier then a kitten would, though he'd still try. "You lost?" He'd ask gently. Of course, he didn't know to what degree the cub could talk - likely not much, he guessed. So he'd just have to take care of him until he could? Whatever the case, the cub had absolutely melted his heart the second he saw him.

[Leo]

"Aw, the poor baby!"

The black cat rushed over, instantly trying to rub up against the kit, hoping to share her warmth. "Are you lost? Are you okay? Here, let's get you back to camp..."

[CIRCUSCLOWN!]

[align=center][div style="width: 450px;; text-align: justify"][size=9pt]Circusclown frowned a little as Leo approached, though as his eye trailed back to the cub he'd smile a little. "I don't see any injuries, though I worry he might be sick depending on how long he's been out here since it's a bit. Not sure." He'd mumble. Looking at the blanket he had been set in, he'd flick his ear. "I think something left him here, so he'll be one of us." He'd add in, trying to keep his voice down as best as he could.

[spoiler=tags]
general ; "drink up baby"
★ circusclown disharmony | nicknames are circ and clown, former names are breadstick, uglyclown and clown | male [ he/him ]
two years three months physically and mentally | born november 13th, 2014 | ages realtime
guard of shadowclan | former exiles leader and blizzardclan head combatant (feralfront)
discord disharmony x npc | generation 2 | head of disharmony family | only loyal to family
demisexual | panromantic | crush unknown | afraid of being in a relationship
has ptsd, alcoholism and depression | will have flashbacks or panic attacks if he: sees overwhelmingly fast moving yellow or cyan colors, him feeling or touching bark, hearing someone with a distorted voice, feeling any type of unexpected rough contact, and having limited moving space

appearance ; "stay up all night"
★ domestic cat | always scowling | always smells strongly of alcohol
he is a light brown feline who has a lot of fluffy fur that's often tangled up covered in dirt and dust, and it also feels very greasy and gross. his head is lacking of the light brown color, and is completely white. he has a scar on the left side of his face, which has a stitched up glasgow smile meeting up with the scar. the other side of his face shares a glasgow smile, which is also stitched together. he has only one eye left which is the right one, and it is a dull blue almost lifeless color that seems to be bagging all the time due to exhaustion. the side of his face which has no eye has stitches on the top of his eye, and his eyelid is often closed over the eye socket that's still there, though it can be open if he is surprised or scared by something. [ reference ].

personality ; "with the things you could do"
★ chaotic neutral | anti-hero | the cynic
— cynical, insensitive, pessimistic, crude, hostile, family-oriented, overprotective, unpredictable
with a quick look at circusclown, somebody would probably be able to quickly dismiss him due to him having common disinterest, distantness or unnecessary complaints about everything. he rarely has anything positive to say or do, and will come off as a very dull person who wants nothing more then for others to go away. he is very unpredictable and capricious in behavior, and can with ease be watching with a bored expression and the next be a violent creature someone should steer clear of. despite the unpredictable nature, he is quick to make a decision he won't regret - he is never unsure about his decisions, which only worsens his unpredictable behavior. he is extremely cynical and pessimistic, and has a continual feeling of mistrust and pessimistic thoughts of the outcome of every situation. he has a tendency to be very vulgar, constantly with gross behaviors like burping and swearing. he has a tendency to be very unfriendly or harsh to others, and he is rarely sensitive unless in a good mood or if he enjoys somebodies company. he is at heart however, a genuine and sweet person who just wants to have a large family, but feels it is impossible due to his self-destructive alcoholic behaviors and is simply frightened that he'd be taken advantage of if he was to.

interaction ; "you won't but you might"
★ hard physically | hard mentally | attack in #c68ee2
doesn't like unnecessary death or etc | will start fights | will fight back | will flee if family is protected | will not surrender
might capture if family is threatened | might torture if family is threatened | will kill if family is threatened

trained to fight | has little to no medical knowledge
power — un / discovered — control of power: 000%
power — un / discovered — control of power: 000%[/spoiler]

[Ruvik]

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