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Adrenaline continued to pulse through him even after washing the blood and dirt from his face, from his body, from under his nails. It mixed with a feeling of pride and satisfaction that filled his previously hollow chest. It was this feeling he would continue to chase his entire life. But for now, it merely contributed to the swiftness in his steps as he hiked the porch steps, brushing through the entrance of the house he had occupied since arriving at the tightly knit neighborhood.

”Rosie,” He called as he entered, walking about the small house in search of her.

”Hey-“ He cut himself off as he found her standing in the kitchen. Instead, he smiled, extending his hands as he approached to cup her face and kiss her lips as if in celebration. Pulling away the slightest, he smiled, and announced gently, ”I did it,” He placed another kiss upon her forehead. ”He’ll never lay another hand on you or Levi ever again, doll.”

Ever since Rosie had murmured the words aloud, wishing her uncle would just disappear, Jasper had been determined to grant her wish. He was tired of seeing new bruises upon her skin, new scratches and marks that made her glance away when they caught Jasper’s attention. Despite having the urge to bury the man long ago, he had restrained, unsure how Rosie would react, and not wanting to make her upset by prodding the sore subject. But once the words left her lips, Jasper had already begun planning.

They had never had any form of a relationship- Jasper and her uncle- despite having known one another since Jasper was just a child. He would often come by their house, questioning where Levi and Rosie were, and why they couldn’t come out to play today. Often would he disregard the man’s authority entirely, not understanding why his friends had to listen to the angry man who smelled of beer and whiskey. He had never grown out of this disregard, either. When he was a teenager, he’d give into the man’s taunts and argue with him, but he soon learned the twins would receive the brunt end of his anger long after Jasper had left the residence. He knew then to keep his mouth shut and his hands in his pockets no matter the temptation. Nowadays, he’d not even enter the house, but reside on the porch steps, his words nonexistent but his demeanor burning with resentment. Often would the older man prod at him, questioning where his spirit went, but Jasper would only stare back with dark eyes, his expression blank and ominous. It was the look of a predator, knowing nothing but of hunger and calculation.

Perhaps it was this patience that made the act itself so sweet. Perhaps this or the satisfaction of telling Rosie, of having gifted her safety, a truly priceless present. Or maybe it was the way his skull had cracked when Jasper sunk the knife into his skin. Nevertheless, he found himself excited to share such a feat with Rosie, delivering the news as if eager to please her.

”It’s over, you’re safe now.”
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[align=center][div style="width: 400px; text-align: justify; font-size: 12px; font-family: times new roman; letter-spacing: .6px;"]the morning sun began to shine through the dirty window, slowly moving over rosie's face as the day began. she woke up with a soft yawn, stretching her arms over her head before shifting herself to look out the window. she had pretty much taken residence in the group's shack since the incident that took place this past weekend. it wasn't ideal, when it got windy during the night it would shake the walls and cold air would find it's way through the gaps in the thin plywood. the couch was old enough to where you could feel the springs if you moved around the wrong way and rosie found herself waking up with constant back aches, but she would put up with it if it meant she wasn't under the same roof as her uncle. just the thought of him had made her nauseas, for a few moments she could feel the pain of the knife entering her eye.

it had been going onto the fourth day, though. her clothes began to feel uncomfortable and she didn't want to bother jasper or levi about getting anything for her from the house. for a moment, rosie sat there in silence as she debated if she were really ready to go back, and after a minute she got up with a sigh.

the walk back to the neighborhood wasn't terrible, only taking about five minutes if you remained on the trail. rosie walked with her arms crossed around her body, head down as she just focused on her steps and what was in front of her. she still didn't like people staring at her, even though they would swear they weren't, she knew it was a lie. it was hard to look away from. she hated to see the pity in their eyes, often times she found herself pulling away and drowning out their words. it was like she wasn't even the one in control anymore, just watching on the sides as she interacted with people. at this point she just wanted to disappear for awhile.

eventually she reached the house, standing outside as she looked up towards it. the house was quiet from the street, some windows cracked open to let the breeze in. she hesitated to take a step, before finally pushing forward up the steps and towards the door. she didn't walk inside fully at first, only peaking her head through the door to look around the living room. things seemed normal and empty, empty was good. rosie stepped inside the house and carefully shut the door behind her. taking timid steps, she walking further into the room and looked around, her sight immediately going to the larger bloodstain on the carpet by hers.

an eerie silence surrounded rosie and the breath hitched in her throat, frantically looking around the room, but remained frozen in place. what had happened? did their uncle take his anger out on levi when rosie never returned home? a million different scenarios raced through her mind as she finally began to move around the house to see if there was anything else that would indicate what happened. the front door opened when she was in the kitchen, anxiety coursing through her as she stopped what she was doing.

"rosie-"

she finally took a deep breath when she heard it was jasper, relaxing as he walked into the kitchen. "jasper, i -" she cut herself off as she heard him speak up again, her hands reaching up to hold his when he cupped her face. "did what?" she began, eyebrows furrowing together as she looked up at him.

her stomach began to sank as jasper continued, hands beginning to shake lightly. "jasper," rosie whispered, tears beginning to form in her eye. "what did you do?"

[spoiler= tags - updated 10/15]BASICSI AM CONTAGIOUS
&. rosie elliot porter | ❝ ro ❞ | female [ she / her ] .
&. 19 years old . | july ninth ; cancer.
&. no position of no group ; currently affiliated with no group in the loner lands with a group of friends .

PERSONALIYI AM BREAKING DOWN
&. timid , empathetic , anxious , loyal , malleable , meek , intelligent , curious ,  .

APPEARANCEI AM NOTHING
&.  5'3 & 108 lbs ; reference .
↳ long and straight / wavy hair ; naturally a dark blonde / light brown shade ; colors her hair frequently, currently a light pink
↳ big doe eyes ; light green with grey tones ; brown specks in her right eye due to partial heterochromia ; long doll-like eyelashes
↳ quite pale ; dainty freckles covering her nose and cheeks as well as her shoulders
↳ her style isn't super consistent , however it is often very feminine ; typically a mix of dark academia and indie / alternative
↳ has a some tattoos ; has one on her collar bone , behind her left ear , & then a few on her fingers and hands
↳ has a scar over her right eye extending from the top of her eyebrow to her cheekbone ; the injury is what caused the heterochromia and she can no longer see out of that eye
↳ also has a few less noticeable scars scattering her back as well as other areas of her body due to past trauma

INTERACTIONSI AM NO ONE'S FAULT
&.  [ 9/10 ] physically  |  [ 6/10 ] psychologically .
↳ difficulty w/ guns [ medium ] | difficulty w/ melees [ medium ] | difficulty w/ hand-to-hand [ easy ]
↳ is pretty trained in fighting , but is very hesitant to actually engage and participate in such activities .
&. attack in bold #8C7271 | [member=122]finny.[/member] | pm for any major plots .
&. friendly or nonviolent actions may be powerplayed .

INVENTORYI AM CONTAGIOUS
&. [ 0 ] weapons | [ 0 ] armor pieces | [ 0 ] consumables | [ 0 ] aid items | [ 0 ] misc .
↳ inventory .

RELATIONSHIPSI AM PLAGUED WITH LIES
&. heather x stephen | her mother passed away when rosie was only nine years old from being ill ; her father couldn't bare being without his love and ended up leaving rosie under the care of her uncle and disappeared not too long after .
↳ after being left under the care of her uncle , things took a turn and he began to grow violent towards rosie and often took his anger out on her , between this and the loss of both of her parents at a young age is what formed her into being such a timid people pleaser , often doing whatever she can to keep people she loves close .
↳ has an older twin brother named levi ; is extremely close with him and quite dependent at times .
&. pansexual ; panromantic ; mongamous . | currently in a relationship with jasper .[/spoiler]


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i’ll pull it out without questioning why. — info
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[align=center][div style="width:500px;text-align:justify;line-height:1.2;font-size:9pt;"]Her expression began to change, from relief to fear, but Jasper shook his head, confident she didn't quite understand him yet. His hands moved to grasp hers tightly, holding them between the two as he spoke. "I took care of it, just like you wanted," His tone was a mix of pride and reassurance, pleased to deliver such a service to Rosie and her brother.

"He's dead, Rosie. I killed him."

And he had enjoyed it. Jasper had relished in his death, craved it and wanted for it for years. So when Jasper finally had him, sniveling and stumbling in the corner of the very kitchen they now stood in, his smile had shone with a violent omen. He had taken his time toying with the man, letting him bleed and shiver with pain. And when the blade was eventually buried in his skull, Jasper had exhaled with relief, a weight seemingly lifting off his back. Never again would the pig harm the girl he fought to keep safe.

It was no secret Jasper had wanted the man dead for as long as he had known him, but he had waited for the cue despite his own desire. His entire life, Jasper had never looked kindly in his direction, instead his dark eyes burned with hatred and disgust. So when the older man had looked up at Jasper in surprise, Jasper had chuckled cynically, amazed the man had not seen it coming at one point or another. Of course it was him. The boy was surrounded by devilry so thick it seemed to rise off him like steam. He should have heeded such a warning.

He had never been a good kid. He had been malice and vengeance and anger. His aura was black with eyes to match. There was a feeling deeply seated in him that he had been wronged by forces much larger than him, that he had been snubbed by the universe, and he was not meant to endure it the way he had. There was a clear path from his youth Jasper had refused to take, instead branching off in a way the fates did not prepare for, and he became something that was never meant to be created. It was no secret to those around him that Jasper had been a sort of byproduct of a horrible darkness that had shadowed his life since youth and only crawled closer.

But where there was darkness, there was a great passion and want for something not had. For him, that was Rosie, the sun kissed girl who did not look at him with pity or fear, but instead a softness and curiosity he had not been greeted by before. She understood him and did not ask him to change or flinch away from him. He felt like a person worthy of something around her, and the two had been inseparable since their relationship began. Although Jasper knew she was worthy of someone better than him, someone cleaner and kinder, now they would have to go through him. However messy and gory his way was, Jasper would do just about anything for her.

Including killing the man who raised her.
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