12-23-2020, 04:19 PM
hey y'all !
i've been inactive for a while now, but i've been trying to pop in whenever i can. but i thought it would help myself and everyone to just put it out there why i've been inactive for so long - mostly so i don't feel pressured to reply when i am not really feeling able to, and also so you guys know why and don't start to worry or anything. don't think i've dropped off the face of the earth y'all i'm still lurking ASDFADSF
but basically for the last couple of months i've been in a lot of pain. i feel a lot of pain every day. debilitating pain. which makes it hard to do anything - even if it's something that sounds as simple as sitting at a computer and trying to type for a few hours. i've had a lot of appointments, and i've been getting a lot of labs done, and i think i'm close to a diagnosis - it's tough because chronic problems involves more "ruling out" others, than actually pinpointing one single disease - which would then mean i could get pain management, and all of my symptoms under control, and hopefully be more active for all of y'all.
so i just thought i'd say that to let everyone know. i still love bb. and i have a lot of muse and a lot of motivation. it's just that usually i try and do the more important things first before the pain becomes too much. which means most days bb gets kinda put to the side. but hopefully once i get to the bottom of this, i can go back to being as active as i used to be. i might even try and get a few replies out today. i just miss you guys, and wanted to make sure everyone understood my inactivity, instead of me just leaving you guys in the dark as i always do aASDASDF
i miss you guys : ' ) can't way to be around more soon
i've been inactive for a while now, but i've been trying to pop in whenever i can. but i thought it would help myself and everyone to just put it out there why i've been inactive for so long - mostly so i don't feel pressured to reply when i am not really feeling able to, and also so you guys know why and don't start to worry or anything. don't think i've dropped off the face of the earth y'all i'm still lurking ASDFADSF
but basically for the last couple of months i've been in a lot of pain. i feel a lot of pain every day. debilitating pain. which makes it hard to do anything - even if it's something that sounds as simple as sitting at a computer and trying to type for a few hours. i've had a lot of appointments, and i've been getting a lot of labs done, and i think i'm close to a diagnosis - it's tough because chronic problems involves more "ruling out" others, than actually pinpointing one single disease - which would then mean i could get pain management, and all of my symptoms under control, and hopefully be more active for all of y'all.
so i just thought i'd say that to let everyone know. i still love bb. and i have a lot of muse and a lot of motivation. it's just that usually i try and do the more important things first before the pain becomes too much. which means most days bb gets kinda put to the side. but hopefully once i get to the bottom of this, i can go back to being as active as i used to be. i might even try and get a few replies out today. i just miss you guys, and wanted to make sure everyone understood my inactivity, instead of me just leaving you guys in the dark as i always do aASDASDF
i miss you guys : ' ) can't way to be around more soon
