fuck this [open, morning sickness]

[Sel]

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Selena Felix

//tw for vomiting

Well. Salem and Mateo knew, the whole of fucking Bluestem Prairie knew. She had little to no reason to say anything here, there were no potential fathers here. Tragic, in a way, but it made narrowing it down easier. Of course, it would be when she was walking around Los Santos that she got hit with a wave of nausea. Fuck.

She tried to make it back to her room in time, but no such luck. She got sick before even reaching the hotel, vomiting on the side of the road. When she was done she stood back and looked down, frustration and disgust written plain as day on her face. Great.

[spoiler=INFORMATION &&— UPDATED 08/20/19]General —
▪ Selena Felix | Sel or Lena depending on the situation
▪ Biologically Female | Identifies as Female | She/her
▪ 25 years 8 months | 12/18/13 | Ages real time
▪ Member of Bluestem Prairie and Los Santos | Heir of the Felix Family
▪ Former Warchief of the Badlands

Physical —
♦ HUMAN | Health: 100%
— She's small, but not too small, about 5'4" or so. Slender and always moving, pretty blue-green eyes with a mischievous glint in them and you know she's gonna get you into trouble. Dark hair, no doubt dark thoughts as well. Red lips curve into a lazy grin that reveals white teeth - they won't stay pearly for much longer, though, as she's often seen smoking.
— minor injuries: n/a
— major injuries: n/a

Important Info —
▪ Currently pregnant
▪ Trained medic but prefers the war and/or social branches.
▪ Drug dealer and enabler.
▪ Usually untrustworthy, everything is calculated, ambitious as fuck, nefarious motivations.
▪ Opinions, motivations and ambition are Sel's and Sel's alone and are not shared by her roleplayer.

Personality —
— Sel is a very bold, competitive and stubborn person, with a wild side that is shown frequently as well as flirtatious tendencies. She is easily bored and is always on the lookout for adventure, with a spark of curiosity that she hopes will lead to what she seeks: adventure and romance. She seems to not be a very serious person and would rather have fun than be productive, and failing entertainment she can be quite productive and get quite a bit done. She's loud and lacks discipline. While Sel is irresponsible (and oddly bossy) and wild, she is very family-oriented and loves her family dearly. She is usually a cheerful, friendly person but she definitely has a passion for the weird, dark and creepy. She is somewhat vain and egotistical. She has her secrets and one of them is her intelligence and ability to collect information; most dismiss her as a dumb party girl (or something like that) and that's part of her cover, she has her fair share of sins and has to have a way of hiding them, and because she is a good liar and good actress, she succeeds.
— Ambitious; arrogant; bold; bossy; brave; competitive; cruel; curious; cunning; dark; deceptive; egotistical; friendly; flirty; intelligent; irresponsible; manipulative; observant; sadistic; sly; stubborn; vain; wild

Relationships —
▪ Geoff x Eliza | Heir of the Felix Family
▪ Bisexual | Biromantic | Polygamous
▪ 1/2 Sank | 1/2 Selem | Seleo
▪ Romantically single | Crushing on n/a
▪ Generally very friendly but not easy to become close with; flirty and defiant; loyalty is hard-earned and easily betrayed

Interaction —
— Physically Medium | Mentally Hard
— Trained with knives and poisons
— Prefers to fight with poisoned knives
— Relies largely on speed and agility
— No kill/capture/maim without permission
— Will kill/capture/maim with permission
— To attack, [member=183]Sel[/member] & attack in underlined #440349[/spoiler]

[eliza]

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pregnancy was something carter probably ought to be... more concerned about. she was, after all, a married woman, and there was always a risk of pregnancy in her particular situation. luckily, she was the daughter of a doctor, well trained in medicine herself, and though she couldn't entirely prevent it, she understood the precautions to take. and thus far, she'd survived to twenty-nine without a child, and hadn't considered ever having one. she wasn't opposed to the idea, but instead simply hadn't thought of it. their lives, for so long, had been about survival, and living felt foreign to carter.

[color=#C591A5]❝are you alright?❞ the words tumbled from carters mouth as she eyed selena and the plant, having just unintentionally witnessed the scene. it was fairly common knowledge among most people that carter was well trained in medicine, though the precise details and formality were generally not mentioned. [color=#C591A5]❝please tell me it's a hangover and not sickness.❞ she said with a halfhearted sigh, not wanting to deal with some flu spreading around.

[shizuknya]

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to josiah, you were your parents.

❝ do you need a glass of water, ma’am? ❞ he asked her, a single eyebrow raised as he came up beside his wife. he squatted down to be at selena’s level and offered his arm for her to grab so that he could help her stand up. ❝ we should get you somewhere more comfortable. ❞

[Sel]

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//alcohol/drug tw

Selena Felix

Pregnancy was pretty much always somewhere on her mind, be it deep in her subconscious or closer to the forefront of her mind. She wasn't ashamed to admit that she was a promiscuous woman, and she had long since taken ownership of the insults that people tended to throw at her. Besides it being a risk, it was something she wanted. She wanted to be a mother, more than most anything else in the world.

If Sel was either of her parents, she was most certainly her father. Well, she was her father with just a bit of her mother's tenderness and charm. Geoff was ruthless and cunning, but he wasn't charismatic like Sel was. People feared him, not loved him. At various times, people had done both for Sel. But while she possessed a certain social elegance he didn't, there was no question that she was his protégé, his heir. A more refined but no less cutthroat version of her father, a violence thrumming in her that Eliza could scarcely stomach let alone have.

Was it a hangover or sickness? She wanted to snort. It was about as much of a secret that Sel liked a little drink and smoke as Carter being a doctor. So it wasn't that strange that Carter might guess that; but she'd been trying to cut out the booze and the cigarettes and everything else since finding out she was pregnant. The fewer reasons this had to go wrong, the less likely it was to. Right?

"Sickness of a sort." She said, face shifting to something more neutral as the leaders approached. "It's not contagious, though, so no need to worry. Unless people start getting baby fever." She was all too familiar with morning sickness, so as annoying and vile as it was, she wasn't all that phased by it.

She looked over at Josiah and nodded gratefully. "That'd be wonderful, thank you." Sel took the offered arm and stood, pushing her hair back from her face once she was properly upright once more.

[spoiler=INFORMATION &&— UPDATED 08/20/19]General —
▪ Selena Felix | Sel or Lena depending on the situation
▪ Biologically Female | Identifies as Female | She/her
▪ 25 years 8 months | 12/18/13 | Ages real time
▪ Member of Bluestem Prairie and Los Santos | Heir of the Felix Family
▪ Former Warchief of the Badlands

Physical —
♦ HUMAN | Health: 100%
— She's small, but not too small, about 5'4" or so. Slender and always moving, pretty blue-green eyes with a mischievous glint in them and you know she's gonna get you into trouble. Dark hair, no doubt dark thoughts as well. Red lips curve into a lazy grin that reveals white teeth - they won't stay pearly for much longer, though, as she's often seen smoking.
— minor injuries: n/a
— major injuries: n/a

Important Info —
▪ Currently pregnant
▪ Trained medic but prefers the war and/or social branches.
▪ Drug dealer and enabler.
▪ Usually untrustworthy, everything is calculated, ambitious as fuck, nefarious motivations.
▪ Opinions, motivations and ambition are Sel's and Sel's alone and are not shared by her roleplayer.

Personality —
— Sel is a very bold, competitive and stubborn person, with a wild side that is shown frequently as well as flirtatious tendencies. She is easily bored and is always on the lookout for adventure, with a spark of curiosity that she hopes will lead to what she seeks: adventure and romance. She seems to not be a very serious person and would rather have fun than be productive, and failing entertainment she can be quite productive and get quite a bit done. She's loud and lacks discipline. While Sel is irresponsible (and oddly bossy) and wild, she is very family-oriented and loves her family dearly. She is usually a cheerful, friendly person but she definitely has a passion for the weird, dark and creepy. She is somewhat vain and egotistical. She has her secrets and one of them is her intelligence and ability to collect information; most dismiss her as a dumb party girl (or something like that) and that's part of her cover, she has her fair share of sins and has to have a way of hiding them, and because she is a good liar and good actress, she succeeds.
— Ambitious; arrogant; bold; bossy; brave; competitive; cruel; curious; cunning; dark; deceptive; egotistical; friendly; flirty; intelligent; irresponsible; manipulative; observant; sadistic; sly; stubborn; vain; wild

Relationships —
▪ Geoff x Eliza | Heir of the Felix Family
▪ Bisexual | Biromantic | Polygamous
▪ 1/2 Sank | 1/2 Selem | Seleo
▪ Romantically single | Crushing on n/a
▪ Generally very friendly but not easy to become close with; flirty and defiant; loyalty is hard-earned and easily betrayed

Interaction —
— Physically Medium | Mentally Hard
— Trained with knives and poisons
— Prefers to fight with poisoned knives
— Relies largely on speed and agility
— No kill/capture/maim without permission
— Will kill/capture/maim with permission
— To attack, [member=183]Sel[/member] & attack in underlined #440349[/spoiler]