12-25-2018, 08:06 AM
a million dreams is all it's gonna take.
well, it’s that time of year again.
It’s been a while, hasn’t it? Brendan thinks it has; it genuinely feels like all those events from last yearâ€â€like his foot, the badlands raid, yada yadaâ€â€are from eons ago, like they haven’t even come somewhat close to being around his most recent birthday. So many things have happened since last year, and it’s wild for Brendan to think of as he sits on his bed, fiddling with one of the long staffs he owns, drowned in his thoughts.
Roosty lies near him, feathers all fluffed out and scooted in close. With one hand, Brendan carefully scratches the back of the rooster’s soft head, however the teen finds that his attention goes elsewhere.
He’s fourteen todayâ€â€Ã¢â‚¬â€and, well, it’s also Christmas. He’s heard himself being called the "lucky child" for such a factâ€â€and he guesses for a lot of people, yeah, maybe that is luckyâ€â€but he doesn’t really...understand what’s so special about his birthday. Sure, it’s on Christmas, but that’s all there is to it; anyone else can be born on Valentine’s Day or Halloween...shouldn’t that mean they’re lucky, too? That’s a whole lotta lucky people. As far as Brendan knows, shouldn’t luck be a rare and valuable thing?
it probably is, his mind supplies for him. Yeah. but that’s okay.
Honestly, most peopleâ€â€Brendan includedâ€â€would call Brendan unlucky for all the junk that’s happened to him (as mentioned earlier: his foot situation, the badlands raid, yada yada). But those events have passed now, and it finally feels like life is settling down for him. Sure, there’ll be new obstacles thrown his way, but...he’s learning, he’s growing, and he’s getting better.
His left foot, for exampleâ€â€Ã¢â‚¬â€the pinky toe doesn’t really move...ever, but the hole is gone. There’s a scar where J hurt him, but that’s all it is now: A scar. Is Brendan still frustrated about it? Well...yes, he is; "frustrated" is honestly a bit of an understatement. Either way, Anyone would be upsetâ€â€Brendan especially, the once-over-naive kid to the now-introverted-as-heck kid. (Well, he’s always been shy to an extent, really.)
With a small sneeze from the rooster beside him, Brendan quickly snaps out of his thoughts, hues falling down to the cute little thing beside him.
"bless you, bud," Brendan murmurs, gingerly patting the rooster’s back. He pauses for a bit, then softly adds: "hey, roosty, do I look fourteen to you?"
The rooster doesn’t even look up to examine Brendan’s features, and instead promptly finds comfort in just scooting in closer to Brendan. With his typical small and sheepish smile, Brendan bends down and lightly kisses the top of the rooster’s beak.
"love you too."
This is sincerely how Brendan wishes to spend his Christmasâ€â€and birthday. Alone, with the chicken(s), and not really being bothered by anybody else. As he sets down his staff, he figures that hey, maybe he’ll go out and practice with that a little, too. But that’s really the only work he wants to do today (he doesn’t like to consider taking care of the chickens as "work," because he loves them all too much to think like that).
It’s a good day to turn fourteen, he thinks.
(( literally 3am for me but merry Christmas fam ))
It’s been a while, hasn’t it? Brendan thinks it has; it genuinely feels like all those events from last yearâ€â€like his foot, the badlands raid, yada yadaâ€â€are from eons ago, like they haven’t even come somewhat close to being around his most recent birthday. So many things have happened since last year, and it’s wild for Brendan to think of as he sits on his bed, fiddling with one of the long staffs he owns, drowned in his thoughts.
Roosty lies near him, feathers all fluffed out and scooted in close. With one hand, Brendan carefully scratches the back of the rooster’s soft head, however the teen finds that his attention goes elsewhere.
He’s fourteen todayâ€â€Ã¢â‚¬â€and, well, it’s also Christmas. He’s heard himself being called the "lucky child" for such a factâ€â€and he guesses for a lot of people, yeah, maybe that is luckyâ€â€but he doesn’t really...understand what’s so special about his birthday. Sure, it’s on Christmas, but that’s all there is to it; anyone else can be born on Valentine’s Day or Halloween...shouldn’t that mean they’re lucky, too? That’s a whole lotta lucky people. As far as Brendan knows, shouldn’t luck be a rare and valuable thing?
it probably is, his mind supplies for him. Yeah. but that’s okay.
Honestly, most peopleâ€â€Brendan includedâ€â€would call Brendan unlucky for all the junk that’s happened to him (as mentioned earlier: his foot situation, the badlands raid, yada yada). But those events have passed now, and it finally feels like life is settling down for him. Sure, there’ll be new obstacles thrown his way, but...he’s learning, he’s growing, and he’s getting better.
His left foot, for exampleâ€â€Ã¢â‚¬â€the pinky toe doesn’t really move...ever, but the hole is gone. There’s a scar where J hurt him, but that’s all it is now: A scar. Is Brendan still frustrated about it? Well...yes, he is; "frustrated" is honestly a bit of an understatement. Either way, Anyone would be upsetâ€â€Brendan especially, the once-over-naive kid to the now-introverted-as-heck kid. (Well, he’s always been shy to an extent, really.)
With a small sneeze from the rooster beside him, Brendan quickly snaps out of his thoughts, hues falling down to the cute little thing beside him.
"bless you, bud," Brendan murmurs, gingerly patting the rooster’s back. He pauses for a bit, then softly adds: "hey, roosty, do I look fourteen to you?"
The rooster doesn’t even look up to examine Brendan’s features, and instead promptly finds comfort in just scooting in closer to Brendan. With his typical small and sheepish smile, Brendan bends down and lightly kisses the top of the rooster’s beak.
"love you too."
This is sincerely how Brendan wishes to spend his Christmasâ€â€and birthday. Alone, with the chicken(s), and not really being bothered by anybody else. As he sets down his staff, he figures that hey, maybe he’ll go out and practice with that a little, too. But that’s really the only work he wants to do today (he doesn’t like to consider taking care of the chickens as "work," because he loves them all too much to think like that).
It’s a good day to turn fourteen, he thinks.
(( literally 3am for me but merry Christmas fam ))