my hiatus + whether i'll return

[grayflower]

hey, folks.
so, to get started: i am not currently active in any RPs. i tried to start a few and they flopped. the places i want to be active just aren't. i don't really have the energy to keep something alive on my own.
my mental health is trash. i haven't been this bad in two years. my family is certainly not helping. every single day i live with them takes a toll on my mental state, and it's just getting worse. until i get out of this house and into therapy, i probably won't be back.
maybe if i can get better on my own, i'll be able to come back and start posting again, but i'm sure you can feel how tired this post is.
i love the people i've met on bearbones and i'm grateful for y'all. send me a message if you want to stay in contact- i might check once in a while. but right now i need to save the energy i have.
see ya later.

[grayflower]

you too hon have a good time <33