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[anastasia.]

[color=transparent]u rock !

[color=transparent]YOU'RE AMAZING, DON'T FORGET IT <3

[color=transparent]u rock !

[align=center][abbr=claire made this!]―[/abbr] ANASTASIA.

i. angels — the xx
"and everyday, i am learning about you. the things that no one else sees. and the end comes too soon, like dreaming of angels."

ii. sedated — hozier
"darlin', don't you, stand there watching, won't you come and save me from it."

iii. organs — of monsters and men
"i cough up my lungs, 'cause they remind me how it all went wrong. but i leave in my heart, 'cause i don't want to stay in the dark."

iv. holy — jamila woods
"my cup is full up, what i got is enough. nobody completes me, don't mess with my stuff."

v. white blood — oh wonder
"i’m ready to hope, swing me out of the low. wide awake in the glow, can't do it alone."

vi. tessellate — alt-j
"bite chunks out of me, you're a shark and i'm swimming. my heart still thumps as i bleed, and all your friends come sniffing."

vii. before i ever met you — banks
"before i ever met you, i never knew i could be broken in so many ways."

viii. i love you — alex clare
"i was never good with words, my tongue always got it wrong, hoping that you knew all along."

ix. all in the value — honne
"i never thought that i’d have the nerve to tell you my world is crushed now without you."

x. power lines — riz la vie
"lashes like petals stack us all together, blown away in a dandelion breeze."

[anastasia.]

[justify][i]— history.[/justify]

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[justify][font=times new roman][size=9pt][color=black][b]SOMETHING SOMETHING more somethings to figure out.

[anastasia.]

[justify][i]— personality.[/justify]

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[justify][font=times new roman][size=9pt][color=black][b]SOMETHING SOMETHING more somethings to figure out.

[anastasia.]

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[spoiler=AS IN LOVE WITH YOU AS I AM 27/7]･ﾟ ❀ i am sorry this is always how it goes, the wind blows ( loudest ) when you've got your eyes closed. but i never changed a single colour that i breathe, so you could have tried to take a closer look at me. i am tired of punching in the wind, i am t i r e d of letting it all in, and i should eat you up and spit you right out. i should not care but i don't know h o w.

GENERAL [sup]┏[/sup] so i take off my face [sub]┛[/sub]
∆ anastasia | sometimes goes by ana
∆ feminine | she/her pronouns
∆ dob: july 10th | cancer | 15 years old | mentally late teens
∆ race: japanese | parents: npc x npc | zero siblings
∆ tnw: children of abaddon | farmer | joined 28/07
∆ fluent in only english

APPEARANCE [sup]┏[/sup] and i pull out my tongue [sub]┛[/sub]
∆ 5'3" | 92 lbs. | 85% health | no current injuries, no current illnesses
∆ anastasia is a rather careful individual, so she is pretty healthy for the time being. that said, she is rather underweight for her age and height, mainly due to malnourishment. she also tends to skip meals, passing her food onto others. she's not a big eater and prefers to share meals to the other kids who may be hungrier than her.
∆ anastasia doesn't have many scars, but she does have a couple. the most noticeable being a faint scar across her left ankle.
∆ she takes utmost pride in her hair. it's a pure, jet black that is silky in texture, to the point where it doesn't budge much in the heat. she doesn't style it, due to this reason, so it's normally down or occasionally in a very loose braid. it's very long, and she also has straight bangs that she cuts short normally, to keep them out of her way.
∆ her eyes are a deep brown, almost seemingly black. the brown is only detectable in the sunlight.
∆ everything she has for clothing tends to be too baggy and oversized for her, not that she has much. anastasia prefers practicality over any sense of fashion, and she's normally sporting a pair of navy trousers and an ill-fitting blouse, or an a-line denim dress with a pair of black bermuda shorts. she also has a large, brown field jacket that she tends to throw over her ensembles as well. most of her clothes have been through a lot of wear, and tend to be pretty ragged and worn down.

PERSONALITY [sup]┏[/sup] and i cough up my lungs [sub]┛[/sub]
∆ infj-t, "the advocate" | goody two shoes | lawful good | phlegmatic
∆ kind: anastasia is probably as merciful as they come. her gentle disposition leads her to be a forgiving girl even in the worst of deeds. she's soft-hearted, perhaps to much so for her own good. altruistic; she's generous and benevolent of her own accord, preferring to do things to benefit the good of the group, rather than herself.
∆ meek: she doesn't have much of a spine, quite truthfully. she struggles to stick up for herself and tends to let herself become the sheep in a pack of wolves. anastasia is quite shy and introverted, often finding herself on the outskirts of conversations, too quiet to be heard.
∆ curious: anastasia is so bright, so willing to learn and accepting of new knowledge. she's clever, yes, but she isn't fooled for one second that she doesn't have many things to learn. she has a child-like naïvety that encourages open-mindedness on her part, but it does lead her to be too trusting at times. while perceptive, she can be pretty gullible, due to her belief that people around her are all good.
∆ obedient: she isn't one to stand and lead, nor does she have the desire to do so. she tends to follow the crowd, and do her best to please and fit in. she is passive and respectful, often loyal towards those she puts her trust in. though, she's well aware of her constant need to be faithful, so she is quite cautious when first meeting people in order to see if their actions are well-intentioned.

INTERACTION [sup]┏[/sup] but i leave in my heart [sub]┛[/sub]
∆ greysexual | panromantic | single, open for future relationships
∆ physically very weak | quite clever and intelligent
∆ will not fight unless forced to | weak at hand-to-hand and long range
∆ no kill | ask for torture | ask for capture
∆ attack in #816687 | powerplay non-violence
∆ speak in #CD8C95 | interacting [/spoiler]

[anastasia.]

[justify][i]— opinions.[/justify]

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[justify][font=times new roman][size=9pt][color=black][b]SOMETHING SOMETHING more somethings to figure out. And the top isn't centered if I don't type more so let me add something.

[anastasia.]

   

[align=left][i]— ANASTASIA.

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[justify][font=arial narrow][size=9pt][color=#DB9EA6]SHE WAS THE GENTLE SIGH OF THE WINDS AND THE TWINKLE OF THE STARS ABOVE, YET RESIGNED TO A FATE SHE COULD NOT ESCAPE.

[font=arial narrow][size=9pt][color=#DB9EA6][ [b]storage ∆ pinterest ∆ jams ∆ tags ∆ opinions ]

[anastasia.]

[justify][i]— directory.[/justify]

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[align=center][font=arial narrow][size=9pt][color=#DB9EA6][ intro ∆ [b]directory ∆ moodboard ∆ playlist ]

[justify][font=arial narrow][size=9pt][color=#DB9EA6]WELCOME TO THE STORAGE OF ANASTASIA, A MEMBER OF THE CHILDREN OF ABADDON. IF YOU'D LIKE TO PLOT WITH HER, FEEL FREE TO MESSAGE ME AT MY MAIN ACCOUNT ( [member=7]pari.[/member] ), OR ANASTASIA'S SUB ( [member=9073]anastasia.[/member] ). DISCORD ALSO WORKS ( it's just trin#8297 ), IF THAT'S MORE YOUR STYLE.

[font=arial narrow][size=9pt][color=#DB9EA6][ history ∆ personality ∆ tags ∆ opinions ]

[anastasia.]

[abbr=claire made this!]―[/abbr] ANASTASIA.

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