04-15-2017, 05:24 PM
(This post was last modified: 04-15-2017, 05:25 PM by CIRCUSCLOWN!.)
[align=center][div style="width: 450px;; text-align: justify"][size=9pt]Circusclown had noticed Fare had disappeared completely, and it had seemed to be when he found those dead bodies. Which meant she likely did that... She must have had a reason. Whatever the case, that also meant something else - Shadowclan was leaderless unless someone stepped up soon. And he would be who stepped up, considering he was the vice-leader. This whole thing had left him having multiple panic attacks at night, mostly because of the fact Fare was gone now. She could be hurt or dead. Hell, maybe the murder was out of self-defense and she was captured. Whatever the case, it stressed him quite a bit and it had left him anxious, and it had shown from his constant pacing in camp and how he bordered the territory for Fare.
He eventually got a grip on reality, and he had gotten to work on his leader tasks writing down what he needed to do. He had remembered the meeting of course, and come to think of it it's been about a week since one was held. He'd quietly pad up to where he's called meetings before. This time he felt grounded to it, this wasn't a temporary thing. But he'd get through it, right? "Uh, Shadowclan, gather for a meeting!" He'd call out, trying to do his best to calm down. He'd do fine, he just had to. Sure, The Exiles hadn't been kind to him, but Shadowclan would be. He'd be safe here. He hoped he didn't freak out in the middle of this. He had to get through it, or he'd mess everything up.
"Fare has seemed to disappear, so I will be taking her place." He'd say, blinking a lot as he'd continue to look to the side trying to avoid looking down at the crowd that had gathered. "Meetings will now be held on Saturday." He'd pause a little, before continuing. "I want everyone to begin to pick up the pace. Things have been slow around here. Make more threads to reply to, and please try to be active more then just at the beginning of every week. Try to respond to threads after you post in it once, and always be welcoming." He'd frown a little as he felt a little dizzy, and taking a small step backwards he'd come to a more comfortable seat.
"Shuuya, I'd like to promote you to either advisor or guard if you want, and if so you can choose which you like better. Belladonna, I would like to promote you to Doctor if you want to. To the rest of you, there is a lot of positions open, so if you want to get one just work towards it. No demotions for now." That was nice, when he didn't have to demote anyone - people could end up angered by things like that. Bleh, when was he such a worried guy? Heh. "I have no plans to make any new allies or enemies yet, but I am going to be checking up on our current allies since we haven't seen either Bloodclan or Stea Bastion recently to notify them of the leader change, and perhaps make new allies as well. We'll try to do something that involves our allies as well, so we can interact more."
He'd think for a moment. "That's all - meeting dismissed. I'll be around if you want to ask me something or talk to me." Circusclown would say with a nod, before leaping down and feeling relieved to be touching the ground. Coming to a seat a little away from everyone after the meeting, Circusclown would perk his ears forward hoping to hear criticism or something. Bah.
//If you haven't already, please give input on what you want in Shadowclan here!
[spoiler=tags]
general ; "drink up baby"
★ circusclown disharmony | nicknames are circ and clown, former names are breadstick, uglyclown and clown | male [ he/him ]
two years four months physically and mentally | born november 13th, 2014 | ages realtime
shadowclan leader | former exiles leader and blizzardclan head combatant (feralfront)
entropy x leila | generation 2 | head of disharmony family | only loyal to family
demisexual | panromantic | crush on leo | afraid of being in a relationship
other facts ★
★ has ptsd, alcoholism and depression.
★ always looks tense and ready to fight
★ can be very irritable one second and then completely switch the next
★ has flashbacks about his mother dying and killing leonidas
★ can cook but dislikes doing so. loves writing and reading.
appearance ; "stay up all night"
★ domestic cat | always scowling | always smells strongly of alcohol
he is a light brown feline who has a lot of fluffy fur that's often tangled up covered in dirt and dust, and it also feels very greasy and gross. his head is lacking of the light brown color, and is completely white. he has a scar on the left side of his face, which has a stitched up glasgow smile meeting up with the scar. the other side of his face shares a glasgow smile, which is also stitched together. he has only one eye left which is the right one, and it is a dull blue almost lifeless color that seems to be bagging all the time due to exhaustion. the side of his face which has no eye has stitches on the top of his eye, and his eyelid is often closed over the eye socket that's still there, though it can be open if he is surprised or scared by something. [ reference ].
personality ; "with the things you could do"
★ chaotic neutral | anti-hero | the cynic
— cynical, insensitive, pessimistic, crude, hostile, family-oriented, overprotective, unpredictable
with a quick look at circusclown, somebody would probably be able to quickly dismiss him due to him having common disinterest, distantness or unnecessary complaints about everything. he rarely has anything positive to say or do, and will come off as a very dull person who wants nothing more then for others to go away. he is very unpredictable and capricious in behavior, and can with ease be watching with a bored expression and the next be a violent creature someone should steer clear of. despite the unpredictable nature, he is quick to make a decision he won't regret - he is never unsure about his decisions, which only worsens his unpredictable behavior. he is extremely cynical and pessimistic, and has a continual feeling of mistrust and pessimistic thoughts of the outcome of every situation. he has a tendency to be very vulgar, constantly with gross behaviors like burping and swearing. he has a tendency to be very unfriendly or harsh to others, and he is rarely sensitive unless in a good mood or if he enjoys somebodies company. he is at heart however, a genuine and sweet person who just wants to have a large family, but feels it is impossible due to his self-destructive alcoholic behaviors and is simply frightened that he'd be taken advantage of if he was to.
interaction ; "you won't but you might"
★ hard physically | hard mentally | attack in #c68ee2
doesn't like unnecessary death or etc | will start fights | will fight back | will flee if family is protected | will not surrender
might capture if family is threatened | might torture if family is threatened | will kill if family is threatened
trained to fight | has little to no medical knowledge
air elementals — discovered — can't control properly - if something triggers him it will go off
power — un / discovered — control of power: 000%
ALL OPINIONS ARE IC[/spoiler]
He eventually got a grip on reality, and he had gotten to work on his leader tasks writing down what he needed to do. He had remembered the meeting of course, and come to think of it it's been about a week since one was held. He'd quietly pad up to where he's called meetings before. This time he felt grounded to it, this wasn't a temporary thing. But he'd get through it, right? "Uh, Shadowclan, gather for a meeting!" He'd call out, trying to do his best to calm down. He'd do fine, he just had to. Sure, The Exiles hadn't been kind to him, but Shadowclan would be. He'd be safe here. He hoped he didn't freak out in the middle of this. He had to get through it, or he'd mess everything up.
"Fare has seemed to disappear, so I will be taking her place." He'd say, blinking a lot as he'd continue to look to the side trying to avoid looking down at the crowd that had gathered. "Meetings will now be held on Saturday." He'd pause a little, before continuing. "I want everyone to begin to pick up the pace. Things have been slow around here. Make more threads to reply to, and please try to be active more then just at the beginning of every week. Try to respond to threads after you post in it once, and always be welcoming." He'd frown a little as he felt a little dizzy, and taking a small step backwards he'd come to a more comfortable seat.
"Shuuya, I'd like to promote you to either advisor or guard if you want, and if so you can choose which you like better. Belladonna, I would like to promote you to Doctor if you want to. To the rest of you, there is a lot of positions open, so if you want to get one just work towards it. No demotions for now." That was nice, when he didn't have to demote anyone - people could end up angered by things like that. Bleh, when was he such a worried guy? Heh. "I have no plans to make any new allies or enemies yet, but I am going to be checking up on our current allies since we haven't seen either Bloodclan or Stea Bastion recently to notify them of the leader change, and perhaps make new allies as well. We'll try to do something that involves our allies as well, so we can interact more."
He'd think for a moment. "That's all - meeting dismissed. I'll be around if you want to ask me something or talk to me." Circusclown would say with a nod, before leaping down and feeling relieved to be touching the ground. Coming to a seat a little away from everyone after the meeting, Circusclown would perk his ears forward hoping to hear criticism or something. Bah.
//If you haven't already, please give input on what you want in Shadowclan here!
[spoiler=tags]
general ; "drink up baby"
★ circusclown disharmony | nicknames are circ and clown, former names are breadstick, uglyclown and clown | male [ he/him ]
two years four months physically and mentally | born november 13th, 2014 | ages realtime
shadowclan leader | former exiles leader and blizzardclan head combatant (feralfront)
entropy x leila | generation 2 | head of disharmony family | only loyal to family
demisexual | panromantic | crush on leo | afraid of being in a relationship
other facts ★
★ has ptsd, alcoholism and depression.
★ always looks tense and ready to fight
★ can be very irritable one second and then completely switch the next
★ has flashbacks about his mother dying and killing leonidas
★ can cook but dislikes doing so. loves writing and reading.
appearance ; "stay up all night"
★ domestic cat | always scowling | always smells strongly of alcohol
he is a light brown feline who has a lot of fluffy fur that's often tangled up covered in dirt and dust, and it also feels very greasy and gross. his head is lacking of the light brown color, and is completely white. he has a scar on the left side of his face, which has a stitched up glasgow smile meeting up with the scar. the other side of his face shares a glasgow smile, which is also stitched together. he has only one eye left which is the right one, and it is a dull blue almost lifeless color that seems to be bagging all the time due to exhaustion. the side of his face which has no eye has stitches on the top of his eye, and his eyelid is often closed over the eye socket that's still there, though it can be open if he is surprised or scared by something. [ reference ].
personality ; "with the things you could do"
★ chaotic neutral | anti-hero | the cynic
— cynical, insensitive, pessimistic, crude, hostile, family-oriented, overprotective, unpredictable
with a quick look at circusclown, somebody would probably be able to quickly dismiss him due to him having common disinterest, distantness or unnecessary complaints about everything. he rarely has anything positive to say or do, and will come off as a very dull person who wants nothing more then for others to go away. he is very unpredictable and capricious in behavior, and can with ease be watching with a bored expression and the next be a violent creature someone should steer clear of. despite the unpredictable nature, he is quick to make a decision he won't regret - he is never unsure about his decisions, which only worsens his unpredictable behavior. he is extremely cynical and pessimistic, and has a continual feeling of mistrust and pessimistic thoughts of the outcome of every situation. he has a tendency to be very vulgar, constantly with gross behaviors like burping and swearing. he has a tendency to be very unfriendly or harsh to others, and he is rarely sensitive unless in a good mood or if he enjoys somebodies company. he is at heart however, a genuine and sweet person who just wants to have a large family, but feels it is impossible due to his self-destructive alcoholic behaviors and is simply frightened that he'd be taken advantage of if he was to.
interaction ; "you won't but you might"
★ hard physically | hard mentally | attack in #c68ee2
doesn't like unnecessary death or etc | will start fights | will fight back | will flee if family is protected | will not surrender
might capture if family is threatened | might torture if family is threatened | will kill if family is threatened
trained to fight | has little to no medical knowledge
air elementals — discovered — can't control properly - if something triggers him it will go off
power — un / discovered — control of power: 000%
ALL OPINIONS ARE IC[/spoiler]
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oh who would ever want to be king
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