Dancing Underneath The Skies of Lust *Private*

[Leafwing12]

She blinked, watching John. Sherlock blinked, resting a han son his worst. "John calm yourself." He said. He glanced over at Sally. "So what's the reason for you coming here? I know you don't care about my well being." He said. She blinked.

"I just came to see how you were doing." She said

[dannychan]

john narrowed his eyes, clenching his fists.

[Leafwing12]

He blinked. "Well...Thank you for the concern. But I'm fine." He said. She nodded.

"Good. Glad to hear that." She said. She then turned, leaving the room. Sherlock frowned, looking down after she had left. His shoukders slumped a bit.

[dannychan]

he frowned softly and frowned. "bitch.." he muttered when she left.

[Leafwing12]

Sherlcok kept his gaze down. He sighed before looking up. "No she's...She's right." He whispered

[dannychan]

he frowned. "no, she's not. listening to her just makes things worse, ok?"

[Leafwing12]

Sherlock blinked, looking down. He sighed. "...John that's all I've heard my whole life. I was a freak. I wasn't normal. I'll never fit in. My father even called me worthless. I'm so used to it now." He whispered. Sherlock looked down. He sighed. "...Thata why I've resorted to drug use. Ever since I was an early teenager. That's the only time I felt good. The only time I was pain free. One day I overdosed. Mycroft brought Neto the hospital on time. But sometimes I...I wish he had never brought me in. I was peaceful. I was easy to die." Sherlcok whispered

[dannychan]

he frowned. "sherlock, im saying that you're perfect. you're none of those things. you're perfect and amazing and one of the smartest men i know." he said softly.

[Leafwing12]

Sherlock closed his eyes. He merely shook his head. "John, I..." he trailed off.

[dannychan]

he frowned. "no. i'm telling you the truth. anything else is lies."