Dancing Underneath The Skies of Lust *Private*

[Leafwing12]

Sherlock closed his eyes. He leaned into John, but didnt hug him back. "I...Thats why I'm the way I am now. I know how much it hurts to lose someone you love. Thats why I dont want to take that chance. I dont want to get attached to another person." He whispered.

[dannychan]

he frowned. "i understand.. but you can't just push people away, or they'll end up dead before you can give them the time of day and then you regret it for the rest of your life.."

[Leafwing12]

Sherlock opened his eyes. He glanced down. He slowly pulled away from him. "I'm sorry John. But whatever you feel for me...You need to push away. Find someone else. I know there are others out there who are better suited for you." He whispered

[dannychan]

he frowned. "no." he said simply.

[Leafwing12]

Sherlock frowned. "John, I...I can't convey those feelings back to you. All that's going to do is hurt you in the end." He whispered

[dannychan]

he frowned. "sherlock, you're lying to yourself. you showed me exactly what you're capabilities of feeling the night that o got drunk, and ever time i have a night mare. the way you try to hold me back when i get angry." he said a bit angrily. "lying to yourself if the worst kind of lying you can get." he muttered. "and remember what you told me? your life isn't your own? well, yours isn't either. you've already let me in, and i'm not getting out."

[Leafwing12]

Sherlock stared at him silently. He blinked, looking down. "I'm sorry." He whispered.

[dannychan]

he looked at him, and gently hugged him, kissing his cheek gently.

[Leafwing12]

Sherlock froze at the kiss, but didn't pull away. He closed his eyes.

[dannychan]

he rest his ching on his shoulder. "sherlock, i am going to make everything better, ok? i'll help you trust agin. to feel again.."