MISERY LOVES ME — private

[dannychan]

he blinked. "hux, you won't become like him if you don't want to be like him. you know how horrible it felt, so you'd avoid ever being like that."

[peridot.]

"I know, I know, it's just..." He took a shaky breath before sighing, "It's just a fear of mine I've always had."

[dannychan]

he kissed his head. "you would make the best father."

[peridot.]

He felt tears come to his eyes, and he quickly his his face again, mumbling, "You stop being so sweet.." He then said, pulling back and looking up at the other, "How many kids would you want?"

[dannychan]

he smiled and kissed the corner of his lips. "mm.. two or three. i always wanted to have two girls and a boy.." he mumbled.

[peridot.]

"Two or three...? Maker, Kylo..." He said softly, moving to kiss the other, "We'd have to find an adoption place."

[dannychan]

his entire face seemed to light up. "wait, really~?"

[peridot.]

He blinked and hesitated before nodding slowly, "Yeah, really. I... Maker, I love you more than anything, Kylo. I wouldn't mind raising children with you.. I even have an idea for a name.."

[dannychan]

he hummed. "you'd make a wonderful father, because you know everything not to do to a child." he mumbled.

[peridot.]

He swallowed thickly and mumbled, hiding his face as he spoke, "I just.... I don't wanna end up like my Father."