ALIAS - I

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yeah i won't kidnap u cause that's weird
buT I MISS U TOOO
i feel ya the site's def changed a lot n a lot of people have left n stuff like honestly i have rlly little threads now
it's mainly just one on ones tbh
buT I OBVI LOVE U TOO
aww my writing legit sucks yo but saME das u for me too
i love u a lot n your writing kil LS me ok

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[align=center][size=11pt][b]ésme sofia kisup kim - [color=#b0b0b0][size=7pt][i]i hate to break it to you babe, but i'm not drowning.

[align=left][justify][size=7pt]- actually goes by sofia a lot as well, often used interchangeably with ésme
- physical/actual age range is 16 - 28, mental age range is 20 - 30
- born on december 19th, sagittarius
- female at birth, identifies as feminine
- uses mainly feminine pronouns, but doesn't mind gender neutral ones either
- she identifies as both pansexual and panromantic, not really considering gender as a factor when it comes to hooking up with someone or falling in love. the thought of limiting herself for something so trivial doesn't make sense to her, quite truthfully

- she was adopted from the moment she was born, leaving south korea for the united states before she was even a week old. her mother simply couldn't keep her, the woman had her whole life ahead of her and sofia was never a part of that plan, so she was put up for adoption right when she was conceived
- her adoptive parents were, and still are, kind souls. she knew from the start that she was adopted, she didn't have their eyes or their hair or their nose, she was too pale and too small, she knew from the start that she wasn't theirs, and it wasn't something her parents hid either
- ésme was blessed to be adopted by wealthy parents, her father was heavily involved in stocks, sponsored some sports players, and the works, whereas her mother was the ceo of some big shot company. needless to say, she was handed the silver spoon and she had always received whatever she wanted
- not to mention, her parents were always in her life, her dad worked from home, after all, stocks could be managed with a laptop and some coffee and her mother returned early in the afternoons, often leaving her miscellaneous duties to her secretary. she truly had it easy
- until they got into a big car crash when ésme was six that things changed. in the accident, she lost her mother and her older brother, leaving only her and her father to try and salvage what they could with their lives. it was difficult, and while her father lived with the guilt weighing on his shoulders, he wanted even more so to provide ésme, his only daughter, with what she wanted
- due to this, she became a child prodigy, basically, being put into various sports and activities that furthered her education and her range of abilities, and while she was shaping up to be strong, her father slowly faded from her life, becoming invested in his job rather than caring for her like he used to
- but life continued on and ésme became independent, she didn't resent her father, but she tried. they talked and they would reminisce and they would learn to cope with it. they would get through it together, and become each other's closest bonds
- it was in her last year of middle school that her father remarried. although she was nice and all and brought in two daughters for ésme to get along with, she knew that her stepmother was only with her father for the money, even if her father was convinced that that wasn't the case
- nevertheless, ésme tried her best to get along with the woman, learning to just accept it and move on. she watched her father grow fonder of his new daughters everyday while ésme was left behind. she was the black sheep rather than a part of the family
- this caused a rift between her and the rest of her family, something that she couldn't change no matter how many times she tried. it wasn't as if they hated her or treated her badly, they were sweet and kind and all, but they weren't close. ésme couldn't get along with them
- she ended up moving out pretty early, being only seventeen before she had her own apartment and basically cared for herself, with the occasional financial help. she couldn't live in the same house knowing that she no longer fit in

- when first meeting ésme, people tend to notice her exuberant aura, always bumbling with happiness and a shine in her eyes that's hard to fake. she's bright and cheerful and fun, tending to attract others to her like a moth to a flame
- she's extremely happy-go-lucky, never really planning for the worst or assuming or expecting it, she's a bit too optimistic and a little too easygoing to seem normal, but she's never really had to worry about much in her life and sometimes, it might seem like she hasn't seen the full scope of reality yet
- despite losing half of her family at a young age, she always does her best to not let it affect her. she misses them, but she knows that she has family around still, which is more than she could ask for, she stays optimistic and knows not to take life, or anything, for granted
- though, she can come off as ignorant from time to time, not always recognizing big problems or things going on in the world that she really should know about. she had always been sheltered from it, so for her, it's not that she doesn't care, but that she doesn't really know any better
- people often notice her wealth from the get go through the way she carries herself. she has a certain delicate poise to her, a grace to her steps, a purpose to her actions. she's what people think of when they think of a leader
- ésme has an overwhelmingly big heart, putting others before herself, considering them before her, she was raised to care for others, not to look down on them
- she's curious and adventurous, very hyper and impulsive, mainly stemming from all the activities she's done while she was young. ésme's never been one to shy away from danger or hesitate with anything. she does things for the thrill, for the competition, for whatever reason

- she seems to be diagnosed with ADHD, always doing something, always moving. she tends to forget about her medicine and doesn't take it properly, leaving her with the jitters and the constant need to move all day long. but she is diagnosed with it

- her korean/actual name is kim kisup (kee-sop), but while coming to the us, all the paperwork got messed up and so her name is now very long and tedious
- knows how to play every sport and can do it pretty well?? honestly like she picks up quick and from her youth, she can play basically most sports
- was her high school's valedictorian as well as class president like damn she knows what she's doing ok
- sometimes kinda valley girl-ish like she comes off as a lot dumber when she really is tbh
- she can sing and play the cello rlly rlly well, those are her two favorite activities, even if she doesn't do them often anymore
- always dressin to impress boi
- ball of sunshine duh
- uses facebook more than twitter or instagram tbh it's kinda sad
- makes friends so so so easily n is way too trusting of everyone like she's been pick pocketed at least fives times in different countries honestly
- persistent af?? like she will not stop until someone stops her it's so bad

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[align=center][size=11pt][b]calphin dekody fraser - [color=#b0b0b0][size=7pt][i]i can see a change in you, i see it coursing through your veins.

[align=left][justify][size=7pt]- usually nicknamed cal or finn, they both suit him more than calphin. he's also sometimes called meathead but he tends to take that as a heavy insult
- physical/actual age range is 17 - 28, mental age range is 15 - 20
- born on march 30th, aries
- male at birth, identifies as masculine
- uses mainly masculine pronouns, but doesn't mind gender neutral ones either
- identifies as bisexual as well as biromantic, he's never been afraid to show signs of interest in either gender and gender is honestly such a small detail to him. but although he's not demiromantic, he doesn't fall in love as easily. he's also kind of in a polyamorous situation with three of his friends, where they're not really together but kind of lowkey are

- calphin was born as a result of an affair that his mother had. and for the nine months before he encountered the world, his father had wholeheartedly believed that calphin was their child, never had doubts that his wife was unfaithful for one second. but once calphin was placed in his mother's arms and he pried his tiny eyes open, his father knew. after all, they were both white and calphin? calphin was not
- despite how furious his father was, he spent nine months cooing and fawning over an unborn child that was calphin, and it was not his son's fault and he still loved his wife. so they raised calphin, which should have be fine and all, but from the start, calphin was the black sheep. not only was he the only one with black hair and brown eyes while the rest of his family was fair with blonde hair and green eyes, but his father couldn't treat him the same, no matter how much he tried
- calphin tried his hardest to earn his place in the family, but he just couldn't. school didn't make sense and he was getting straight Cs and Ds in elementary school, had a habit of getting too aggressive out of excitement during recess, he was the bad seed, to say the least
- it wasn't until middle school that calphin threw his entire being into sports. football, basketball, soccer, hockey, anything he could try out for, he did. while his grades kept slipping, he became the most valued player in any and all of the sports. for once, his parents were proud, having been provided the hope that calphin could somehow weasel his way into college with a full ride in sports and that was relieving
- it wasn't until he was in high school that he began to resent being known as the "jock." it was all people saw, before they saw skin and flesh, before they saw his personality and his thoughts, they saw his title and they saw an idiot. and while his parents insisted that he continued in sports, calphin began to dread his life. he hated school, he hated home, he hated being different, he hated being slow and dumb and useless
- despite being popular for sports and making a lot of friends, none of them really knew calphin and the girls that calphin dated decided that he wasn't good enough. he was never enough for anyone, his parents wanted him to work harder in sports, his friends wanted him to loosen up, his girlfriends wanted to use him and calphin didn't know what he wanted
- he did what his parents wanted and got into college with a full ride for basketball. he was set, he was good to go, and yet calphin wasn't happy. he never was, he couldn't be. he spent college living up to his expectations of being the jock with too much time on his hands and not enough parties to attend

- what a lot of people tend to notice when first talking to calphin is how slow he is, an idiot, really. at least when it comes to academics or trivial matters, he's not the brightest guy out there, but he can get by on charisma alone
- he knows he's dumb, he doesn't need people to tell him. his intelligence is something he's extremely insecure about and he hates it when people refer to him as just a jock, a stereotypical one, or whatever
- calphin's a very friendly, sociable guy. very personable and charismatic, he's just easy to talk to. conversations with him could last for hours upon hours on end, and calphin knows how to use this nature of his to his advantage in order to get him to where he needs to be
- calphin is a very unorthodox thinker, he's never really thought inside the box so much as he has with outside of it. conversations with him could be very enlightening or insanely dumb, depending on where things turn, but other people usually leave with a slightly different perspective on things
- he's a loud, brash, and impulsive guy. he leaps into things head first and thinks about the consequences after, and obviously, that's one of the worst things to do. not to mention the fact that he's pretty hotheaded so getting into fights and arguments are insanely easy for him to do even if he doesn't want to
- despite that, he's a nice guy once you get to know him. he has a big heart that has room for everyone in there and he always welcomes new people with open arms and a big smile

- calphin was diagnosed with dyslexia from very early on, and he's got it pretty bad. learning in a school system is an extremely difficult feat for him, and of course, he tries and he tries very hard, but after trying so hard only to fail, the devastation hurts and calphin's tried enough to know that the struggle isn't worth it
- he's also hypersexual, meaning that he's basically addicted to sex. it tends to interfere with his daily life if he doesn't release his tension at least a couple of times a day, which explains why he's always seen with a new person whenever he goes out.

- part of the bing bong squad it's perf
- his life is a mess, he's a mess tbh
- gives amAZING HUGS HOLY SHIT, he's like a big giant cuddly teddy bear ok
- this also makes him the best person to cuddle with, hands down
- he'd honestly rather shoot himself than go to a family dinner or something like that, his friends are his new family, he doesn't need his parents or his siblings
- drunk ramblings with calphin includes:
- "guys, i think i grew a finger"
- "what if rob lowe robbed lowe's"
- "we technically drink air guys"
- *finger guns*
- "pew pew pew-- guns don't sound like that,,"
- "what if i'm high and i don't know it??"
- "what happens when you're high and you're on a plane??"
- "i know why goose is geese but moose isn't meese,,,, bc if moose were meese then mouse would be meese n then no one would know what you're talking about duhh"

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[align=left][justify][size=15pt]JAYCEON OLIVER JESSOP
jayceon oliver jessop, often recognized as jay or oli, was born in savannah, georgia to a japanese mother and a canadian father on august thirteenth, making him a leo. he was assigned male at birth, and often goes by he/him pronouns, but gender has never meant much to him. he prefers to identify as non-binary or agender, since he doesn't believe in gender conformity and also just due to the fact that he's never quite felt like he were a certain gender anyway. the same rings true when it comes to his sexuality, in which he could care less about what a person identifies as before bedding them. though, jayceon does prefer to spread his legs to people of intelligence, making him sapiosexual (though, intelligence does come in many forms and he doesn't discriminate between any of them). when it comes to romantic attraction, his criteria is a little bit pickier. as much as he would like to say that he doesn't particularly care who a person is before falling in love (which still stands true, to a certain degree), he finds himself much more infatuated with masculinity, making him androromantic.

moving on to fuel jayceon's vanity, he's quite a pretty person. as much as the world likes to echo the words, "don't judge a book by its cover," everyone does it anyway, and jayceon is no exception to curious glances. his features hold a certain delicacy to them, an almost feminine appeal. from his long lashes to his slender frame to his nimble fingers, jayceon likes to think of himself as a work of art. a modern adonis, is what he would say if people wouldn't think he was so vain for saying so. he stands at around five foot eight, weighing in at about 130 pounds, but he likes to tell people that he's five foot nine or ten, just to make up for his "only" flaw. he's rather thin, a body made of skin and bones, not an ounce of muscle to him making him a bit bony, in all honesty. he has sharp, big features, as shown in his strong jawline and his big, pouty lips. his eyes are hooded, and the color isn't too exciting; brown, like many other people's in the world. perhaps the best part about him is his hair, it's soft and silky to the touch, and when grown out, it tends to form gentle waves, making it the best to braid or style.

growing up, jayceon never had too many friends. not that he wanted any in the first place. but either way, he had a couple, mainly ones that were in it for what he could provide them with. see, jayceon had a cushy, rather luxurious childhood. he's been in private schools since he was able to attend school, never had to make his own food, or even walk home, much less. he's never had to scrap by with his parents around, and he didn't have the sob story of never having his parents around. his father ran some kind of oil company, his mother was the ceo of their big family business on her side of the family. his parents always loved each other, they always loved him, and they were always around whenever jayceon needed them. consider him a blessed kid who didn't understand how well off he was.

either way, coddling him wasn't the best plan of action, as his parents realized when he began to grow up. his life wasn't tumultuous enough, so jayceon made sure it was. he enjoyed getting into trouble, from stealing food from convenience stores, to underage drinking, breaking and entering, whatever he could do to get in trouble with authority, he did. and with his parents being such big names all over the globe, they had to bury the fact that their son was a hot mess. and how did they do that? obviously they paid it off. paid off his crimes, paid off angry suers, paid off whatever they could, all the while jayceon continued to commit small crimes to meet the sheriff's hot son. though, once his parents found out about his little fling with the goodie-two-shoes, it wasn't long before his parents finally decided to put an end to it all.

and off to boarding school jayceon went. something about limiting his resources and having eyes on him at all times. of course, jayceon never quit anything, especially not when forced to. instead, being away from home meant hooking up with a new guy every couple of days (his parents didn't seem to notice that attending an all-boys boarding school was a bad idea), smoking weed with his roommate when they were bored, and proceeding to steal things from the campus convenience store. either way, he's still had it good. really, he's never stepped a foot into the real world before.

although jayceon seems pretty two-dimensional to most people, he can get quite complex when trying to understand why he does what he does. when first meeting him, it's obvious that he's got quite a sum of money to him. he's never noticed it, but he has a tendency to look down on people, whether it be judging them from afar or being truthful about it, he's a pompous, pretentious asshole. he loves gossip, and he isn't afraid to spread it. due to his arrogance, he kind of has tunnel vision, often only seeing things from his angle and wanting people to conform in order to back him up. he isn't a fan of opposing opinions and he isn't afraid to make that known. what with him being so brave to confront people, he's known to be blunt, cold, and calculative. his words have bite and he knows exactly what to say to get on people's nerves or make them break down. he likes hurting people, watching them crumble before his eyes. he likes being on top. and due to this nature of his, jayceon can also be labeled as spiteful, and that spite makes him cynical, the type that's lost hope in humanity and prefers to rain on everyone's parade. happiness isn't his forte, excitement and joy and all the other happy things in life are mainly just bullshit to him.

although he's harsh and mean and can be classified as the big, bad wolf in most cases, he's not all bad, despite popular belief. consider him lawful evil, often being the type to stand up for people getting picked on (even though he does it to other people as well) or the type to help out even if he doesn't want to. he does kind things, he tries to be nice and all even if he's a bit grumpy while doing so. and when all is done and over with, he's always the one in the aftermath, ready to pick up shattered pieces, especially when he's the one that broke them in the first place. he has a conscious, and that's the issue. his conscious is the one that makes him run back to apologize and make excuses as to why he did it.

he also has his quirks, such as being a neat freak. he hates having things out of place, he hates being messy. it's not OCD or anything, but his organization and cleanliness is quite a feat. he can also be kind of cute, from time to time, in the whole, "when i say i hate you, i mean that i like you," kind of way. when he falls for someone, he tends to fall hard, and tries to be subtle when it's truly obvious. even so, he gets tongue-tied and never says anything and instead, gets fussy and grumpy. he can't bring himself to speak his mind, the one thing he enjoys doing so much. he also has insanely amazing memory, and likes to surprise people with their favorite food or what they might want with the phrase, "i was doing something else and i saw it so i guess i just got it. you can have it."