BEEKEEPER | open, meeting

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Belladonna winced softly at Shuuya's distress about his mother, although he had a point. They should transcend borders unlike warriors, but, Bella was unsure. She'd never tested that resolve. Staying silent, Belladonna just swivelled her head away, expression unsure.

[BUCKY]

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I WAS BROKEN FROM A YOUNG AGE

Wow, a promotion! He got to pick between two positions thus it made him think a bit before he trotted over with a sip of his cranium "I'll take advisor, Circ! Thanks for the promo, I'll do my best to serve you and the clan." He sat down listening to what Shuuya began babbling about his mother not dying or whatnot, he felt bad knowing that he would have felt the same if his own beloved mother was at risk here. Yes, food shortages not so good for them and despite how the muscled purebred seemed to be holding up the hunger clenching his belly didn't really feel good at all. Maybe he'd hold more hunting patrols? That would be a brilliant idea.

[CIRCUSCLOWN!]

[align=center][div style="width: 450px;; text-align: justify"][size=9pt]Fuck! He's been so busy - god, he can't believe this. He had slept all day yesterday after drinking the last of his alcohol. Why was he the leader? He didn't have anyone to help him at all - nobody to emotionally support him, nobody to advise him, nothing. Quickly leaping onto the log his voice was clearly nervous. "Shadowclan, gather!" He would choke out, his tail whipping some. His form was frail, his eyes soft and sad.

"Please don't panic about our food situation - we'll figure something out eventually! Everyone just hang in there. I promise that we'll have more prey by next week." He would say, his eyes looking somewhat exhausted. It was a promise he was going to break, and he hadn't really written anything down to say that he might slip up on. So now he was making empty promises, huh? Whatever - he didn't care anymore.

"Until then, I'd like to give a shoutout to Shuuya. Stark is promoted to either a guard or an advisor, whichever he'd prefer." Circusclown would nod. That is, if he wanted to have any sort of rank. Of course should the other deny it, that was fine - Circusclown could understand. His dull blue eye would look over those gathered, clearing his throats. "Riverclan - is our enemy now. Do not let any Riverclanner trespass our territory for any reason,
you immediately kill them - unless they're young. We do not kill youngsters unless they are an actual threat." Circusclown would nod.

"Besides that, the meeting is dismissed. I'll be around to talk if you need something." Circusclown would nod, jumping down and coming to a seat right next to it.

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general ; "drink up baby"
★ circusclown disharmony | nicknames are circ and clown, former names are breadstick, uglyclown and clown | male [ he/him ]
two years four months physically and mentally | born november 13th, 2014 | ages realtime
shadowclan leader | former exiles leader and blizzardclan head combatant (feralfront)
entropy x leila  | generation 2 | head of disharmony family | only loyal to family
demisexual | panromantic | no crush | afraid of being in a relationship
other facts ★
★ suffers from ptsd, depression & alcoholism
★ always looks tense and ready to fight
★ can be very irritable one second and then completely switch the next
★ has flashbacks about killing his mother
★ can cook but dislikes doing so. loves writing and reading.
★ smells like alcohol - smell is strong enough that it nearly blocks out shadowclan scent
★ has a very rough and raspy voice. even when he is being gentle he sounds somewhat aggressive.
★ if he yells, he is very loud for a domestic feline.

appearance ; "stay up all night"
★ domestic cat | has resting bitch face | has a few teeth missing
he is a light brown feline who has a lot of fluffy fur that's often tangled up covered in dirt and dust, and it also feels very greasy and gross. his head is lacking of the light brown color, and is completely white. he has a scar on the left side of his face, which has a stitched up glasgow smile meeting up with the scar. the other side of his face shares a glasgow smile, which is also stitched together. if someone examined it closer, they'd find the scar was infected though he refuses to let anyone touch it to take out the stitches. he has only one eye left which is the right one, and it is a dull blue almost lifeless color that seems to be bagging all the time due to exhaustion. the side of his face which has no eye has stitches on the top of his eye, and his eyelid is often closed over the eye socket that's still there, though it can be open if he is surprised or scared by something. [ reference ].

personality ; "with the things you could do"
★ true neutral | being evil sucks | the atoner
— family-oriented, protective, cautious, calm, friendly, unpredictable, extroverted, reasonable, irresponsible, secretive
circusclown loves the aspect of family, and sees family as valuable and is desperate to keep them safe. he has a tendency to be very protective, though he tries to be reasonable when he feels something is unsafe. he can be far too cautious, and never seems to let down his guard. while circusclown seems rather laidback, that does not mean someone should assume he will be calm if they happen to anger him. it is hard to anger him, but even when he is angry he is reasonable and under a mask of fury is still managing to keep himself under control, even if it does not seem so. he is however very irresponsible, at least with his own life. he seems to be careless about his own health, never caring when he does something foolish that could bring him pain. he rarely opens up to people unless he sees it as beneficial to do so, and if you betray such trust he will remain closed off from you. he's fairly friendly, and though his neutral expression doesn't always look so nice he is more likely to be smiling or grinning, and he is quite a jokester always liking to joke about and finds himself to be extremely comical even when nobody does. deep down, he remains unhappy, though that doesn't mean he's incapable of laughing or being happy. though, often when he has nothing to laugh at or smile about he has a feeling of discontent hidden in his heart.

interaction ; "you won't but you might"
★ hard physically | hard mentally | attack in #c68ee2
doesn't like unnecessary death or etc | will start fights | will fight back | will flee if family is protected | will not surrender
might capture if family is threatened | might torture if family is threatened | will kill if family is threatened

trained to fight | has little to no medical knowledge
air elementals — discovered — can somewhat control
conjuration — discovered — can somewhat control
teleportation — discovered — can fully control
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[SHUUYA KANO]

"What it-- My mother-- Please let me see my mother." Shuuya choked out nervously, ear twitching. "Please let her see me. She's just a medic, and that's supposed to transcend clan rivalries -- right?" He questioned, not sounding completely sure. He was fine killing anyone, anyone except for her. She'd shown him too much kindness to kill her or let her die. While he was happy with the shoutout, it was the least of his worries at the moment.

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