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[marsy]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.2;"]you really do , it's so . Cleansing
& dude i'm Suffering but i'm almost done with high school and it almost makes the suffering worth it (': and BRO i am so DONE with this GOTDAMN weather i stg but anyway how've you been ?? how's life been treatin ya ??

[fuentes]

i moved?? which has been wild but also super cleansing and really fun so far but i haven’t been to school in like a month so that’s a lil crazy but other than that i’ve been good!!

[marsy]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.2;"]ooo that's exciting !! i'm glad you've been doing okay <33
i'm gonna be moving to texas this summer at some point and tbh . . . . i'm Ready bc i can finally be a the good bi cowboy i was always meant to be

[marsy]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.2;"]since my school blocked discord on the chromebooks ,,, i'm forced to post here


my Favorite Fashion Icon tm

i've said it before ( a thousand times ) and i'll say it again
i heckin' missed rob and i hope he and his career Thrive like he rightfully deserves

[marsy]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.2;"]damb , i wish i could be as creative as all of ya'll on here , wow
like ,,,, Goals . writing goals and development goals tbh

& honestly if anyone sees this and has any tips for writing and developing worlds / ideas / characters and honestly just Create Things in general ( when you're highly unmotivated and stressed [ but writing is your go-to to destress yet you can't ,, write lmao ] ) , please ?? post them here , that would be Amazing . bc i really want to be able to write and develop my characters n stuff when i'm stressed bc it's helped in the past , and it just feels good to Actually Develop worlds / ideas / characters .

• && tell me what inspires you !! give me songs , aesthetics , whatever that gets your Creative Juices flowing and helps you when you're writing , developing , and trying to think of new ideas . i love hearing about what inspires and helps other people , and i know firsthand that it feels so nice to tell someone else what inspires me !

i just have so many ideas in my head , and such a Yearn and Urge to develop some characters , but i just can't seem to do it ?? like i want to so bad , and sometimes i'll even sit down with a google doc open so Ready to write , but then i just ,,,, Don't lmao . i dunno if it's because i'm super stressed or what but ('''': ( part of it is probably because of my Need For Validation , and i know that most of the time i definitely won't get that validation and Love so it kinda discourages me , but i feel like that happens to everyone ?? so i try not to let it discourage me too much but even then it's like i physically can't write lmao ?? ? )

&& part of the reason i'm even making this post is bc i really want to start a novel , possibly even a series . i have a very tiny inkling of an idea forming in the back of my mind and i Need to Write it , it's eating away at me lmao . i've wanted to be an author since i was like six but even if i do end up writing a full novel and it doesn't get published , i'd be disappointed but still feel pretty good because i actually wrote something that's not just a oneshot or tiny drabble ( not that those aren't great , because they are !! ) yk ?

[marsy]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.2;"]anyway i think i'm in kind of a good mood bc i started drawing more recently ?? and even tho it can frustrate me to all hell bc i can never get proportions or anatomy right , it feels so good to draw again ?? bc i've always loved drawing and my art teacher told me she "loves the figures" i draw ( fully body figures / busts / etc. ) and i'm just !! so glad i changed my schedule when i did to put in an art class instead of business bc if i would have kept business i probably would be in an even worse place than i already am lmao . and it's not just bc of the assignments and the fact i would have to present every other day ( no exaggeration ) , but because the students in that class are just ,,,, Wow . when i have multi occ with them they made me want to bash my head into a wall lmao

[marsy]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.2;"]yeah i challenge myself . i look at memes / funny screencaps during class when i'm supposed to be paying attention to a video or a lecture and try not to laugh out loud .

[fuentes]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.2;"]damb , i wish i could be as creative as all of ya'll on here , wow
like ,,,, Goals . writing goals and development goals tbh

& honestly if anyone sees this and has any tips for writing and developing worlds / ideas / characters and honestly just Create Things in general ( when you're highly unmotivated and stressed [ but writing is your go-to to destress yet you can't ,, write lmao ] ) , please ?? post them here , that would be Amazing . bc i really want to be able to write and develop my characters n stuff when i'm stressed bc it's helped in the past , and it just feels good to Actually Develop worlds / ideas / characters .

• && tell me what inspires you !! give me songs , aesthetics , whatever that gets your Creative Juices flowing and helps you when you're writing , developing , and trying to think of new ideas . i love hearing about what inspires and helps other people , and i know firsthand that it feels so nice to tell someone else what inspires me !

i just have so many ideas in my head , and such a Yearn and Urge to develop some characters , but i just can't seem to do it ?? like i want to so bad , and sometimes i'll even sit down with a google doc open so Ready to write , but then i just ,,,, Don't lmao . i dunno if it's because i'm super stressed or what but ('''': ( part of it is probably because of my Need For Validation , and i know that most of the time i definitely won't get that validation and Love so it kinda discourages me , but i feel like that happens to everyone ?? so i try not to let it discourage me too much but even then it's like i physically can't write lmao ?? ? )

&& part of the reason i'm even making this post is bc i really want to start a novel , possibly even a series . i have a very tiny inkling of an idea forming in the back of my mind and i Need to Write it , it's eating away at me lmao . i've wanted to be an author since i was like six but even if i do end up writing a full novel and it doesn't get published , i'd be disappointed but still feel pretty good because i actually wrote something that's not just a oneshot or tiny drabble ( not that those aren't great , because they are !! ) yk ?

this might be a little late but i have a few myself
1) see your ideal life and project it onto your characters. i wished i was an only
child with a younger sibling to take care of, so i made ximena. i think being a music producer would be cool, so i made jazlene. and the inspiration to keep going with them comes from the drive to be them, in a sense
2) start with the oneshots and drabbles! challenge to come up with a new plotline and characters for each one and if you find some you like, you can turn that into your novel, which i can’t wait to read )

[marsy]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.2;"]UGH thank you so much fue , you're an Actual Angel <33

i'm kind of juggling between ideas so writing those multiple oneshots / drabbles with the different characters would definitely help a lot in deciding which one i really want to focus on for my first novel .

&& this has nothing to do with anything but these boys are my current life force , thank you , goodnight

[fuentes]

kaksks thank you babe <3

for sure, and the best part is if you try out a concept and don’t like it, you can always try something else. it’s good practice for character and plot creation and world buildinf, too, and practice always makes better

the first one.....who is he