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[marsy]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.2;"]name ideas: vaughn , shepherd , decker , ryker , sawyer , delta / alpha , saint , lynx , oakley , pike / puck , neo , rookie , sutton , ripley , romany , booker , fitz / fritz , penn , champ , hero , blaise / blaze / blaize , bandit , rebel , rogue , whiskey , raiden , valor , percival , bartleby , kincaid , sullivan , macaulay , jaeger , blair , holland , apollo , oasis , genesis , dove , faust , faulkner , teagan , marion , nova , indigo , monroe , britton , kipling , poppy , sherlock , poe , captain , loxley , kingsleigh , cherrycola , cleo , calloway / callaway , clancy , morrison , fern

[marsy]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.2;"]ya bich is tryin out tnw / the badlands again ('':

& with my baby boy baby , fern .

seventeen or eighteen , grew up in a shitty group that gave him the scars on his eyebrow n cheek n on his chest / shoulders , ran away and found his way to the badlands somehow . he had to get through the leader of the group and his right-hand , and ended up killing them , and while he's felt no remorse whatsoever , he does have nightmares of them / of the event .

he's selectively mute , meaning he only talks around certain people in certain situations . he has been since he was probably five , when his parents "disappeared" .

he's very unassuming , a tiny li'l thing , standing at about five-foot-five and always looking smaller than he is because he's always got his shoulders tensed up & his head hanging low . he's unpredictable , although most of the time he just doesn't do anything , if someone comes up to him either just to talk , or to threaten him or something . he's usually good at straying from confrontation , though he's always thinking about beating the shit out of people who Cross him . he doesn't act on it very often , but he's very violent , and remorseless because the people he has violent thoughts about are people who have hurt him and / or people he actually cares about ( which is none , at this point , but in the future , probably very few ) .

will steal , lie , and cheat , and then use his puppy dog eyes and quivering lip and tears to either a) just get out of any consequences or b) deceit people into believing he didn't do it . he will also put the blame on someone else without a second thought , but only someone he hates / doesn't care for .

a little ball of rage , hatred , violence , and vengeance .

but when he cares for you , his loyalty is undying , and he would kill and die for you . he's gentle and sweet , and his genuine smiles are reserved for you and you only . he hates being touched , but there are times he'll let someone he cares for hug him , or he'll hug them , or he'll take their hand if he's nervous or if he can tell they're nervous , or smth like that .

he’s of mexican , english , native american , iranian , french , and swedish decent . his father was born in mexico and his mother was born in texas . & he is fluent in spanish and asl , and understands most italian , french , and romanian .

[dame]

I love him?
also feel free to hmu for plots, I've got both Catalyst and Molly in BL

[marsy]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.2;"]aaa thank you i'm love him A Lot (':
& i will definitely do that once i get his subaccount & thread made tomorrow ( i've stalked around & i gotta say , i love cat 'n' molly ) ! i'm kinda excited to try again and i hope i don't fail miserably as i did all the other thousand times asldkfjs

[dame]

ahh tysm
you got this you can do it !!

[marsy]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.2;"](''': thank you for the encouragement b <3

he's gonna have one ratty old backpack filled with cassettes , a notebook , and a couple of pens / markers , as well as one change of clothes ( a sweater and another pair of ripped jeans , and hand-me-downs and too big for him ) .

the cassettes:
i. skylarking , XTC    ii. eazy-duz-it , eazy-e    iii. boys don't cry , the cure
iv. the queen is dead , the smiths    v. violator , depeche mode    vi. let's get free , dead prez
vii. everybody wants to mix the world , tears for fears    viii. nevermind , nirvana
* these are the ones his father and mother kept with them . if he can find any more , he'll snatch them up , for sure .

[phantomatics]

i love fern he is so good

[marsy]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.2;"]he is my good smort boi

lowkey highkey want to start making playlists and aesthetics 'n' stuff for other people ?? like take " commissions " ?? obvs free bc i have no use for bones and i'm not going ,,, to charge actual money for playlists and aesthetics lmao . i'll just charge one virtual hug for each ' purchase ' . bc i'm bored a sheck and need smth to do lmao . write ?? lol sure jan

[dame]

:eyes:

[marsy]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.2;"]i might make a thread 'n' stuff bc i'd really love to just . make stuff for people . i love making stuff , especially playlists and playlist covers .

also guess who's not doing their work bc they can't Think *finger guns*