❪ the crown is getting ʰᵉᵃᵛʸ ❫ › dump.

[marsy]

it's been so long since i've even been the slightest bit okay , but when i was on that horse and then when i held that cuddly puppy , i felt okay , and now i just feel even worse than before and life is just so great isn't it where's the fucking serotonin & dopamine you piece of shit @ my brain

[marsy]

anyway

post horseback riding & puppy holding depression are kicking my ass

[marsy]

AND i also suck , like , as a person and in general , so there's that , too

i need to read a book but i can't focus on reading for more than two seconds i just . Cannot .

& i'm freaking out again about the future yee -100/10 time do not recommend

and tumblr Sux as always

[marsy]

xoxo Gossip Boi

[phantomatics]

this is FALSE
you’re the BEST

i made another snap for evie i gotta do another for sinny and him

[marsy]

nah man i'm literally . horrible lmao
i was This Close to posting a stupid rant on here
my 100th rant damn where's my prize

yee i would make another one for all of em but
i can't fuckin do anything rn lmao i want to not exist

[marsy]

i'm gonna eat my gummy worms and do absolutely jack shit because i have nothing actually productive to do

i'm really close to making this tumblr rp but i really suck as an admin and i'd have . sm difficulty and the rp would end up ded not even a day after i open it for apps . and also i don't know what tf i'm doing ever

[marsy]

ya know what's funny tho
is that i'm taking several college courses next year
but the thing i'm stressing about over the most is strength training , bc i have the one teacher that i didn't want out of the three of them i could have had ( and i bet if i switch it to p.e. i'd have the same damn teacher , and i hAVE to take a physical education course . everyone does every single year . )
at least i don't have to take ia assessments anymore yEE
lowkey excited for the vet class & that's about it ngl , i'm dreading everything else , especially physics oh god i'm gonna fail lmao

[marsy]

technically that was a rant but ,,, look ,,, ok ,,, the other one was like ,,, Feelings ,,,,,,,

[phantomatics]

do you wanna talk about things?

you really aren’t horrible! really