❪ the crown is getting ʰᵉᵃᵛʸ ❫ › dump.

[marsy]

i probs will for awhile
it really like it oof

i'll tell you about that dude i had for a possible connection for beck in a bit ! since ya Always got muse for beck , and my stace muse ( tbh it's mostly motivation-loss ) has gone down the drain , i wanna see if we can get another connection w/ him going !

i want to write so fuckin bad
wHY CAN'T I W R I T E

[marsy]

someone: compliments me on my writing
me: where . where is the writing that you deem worthy of complimenting . where is the writing that i myself wrote . where is it . what is writing . i don't know her .

[phantomatics]

uh hell fuckin yeah my dude! hit me up on discord with that new connection!

i’ll write something with you!!

[marsy]

[align=center][div style="width: 350px; text-align: justify; font-family: work sans, roboto, arial; font-size: 7pt; line-height: 1.2; color: #404040;"]LIVING IS A CURSE
— HOLLOWAY'S PLAYLIST

PARALYZED , NF .
i'm paralyzed ; i'm scared to live but i'm scared to die ; and if life is a pain , then i buried mine a long time ago—but it's still alive , and it's taking over me . where am i ? i wanna feel something ( i'm numb inside ) , but i feel nothing—i wonder why .

BURY ME FACE DOWN , grandson .
when i go into the ground , i won't go quietly ; i'm bringing my crown . when i go into the ground , oh , they gotta bury me , bury me face down . / from the rubble , what do i see ? there's a whole damn army thinkin' that they're gonna harm me . say goodnight ; i'll never get free . oh , i got troubles that won't let me be , but i won't get tired—set the town on fire , 'til my troubles got trouble with me .

IF I HAD A HEART , fever ray .
this will never end , 'cause i want more , more ; give me more , give me more . this will never end , 'cause i want more , more ; give me more , give me more . if i had a heart , i could love you ; if i had a voice , i would sing after the night when i wake up—i'll see what tomorrow brings .

CAVES , haux .
settle the bets from your change , unbuckle the belt that's your pain . it's all the slack tide — or when you can't cry , you follow the words , you follow the words from the caves . take your last supply , to leave this home behind . tear up all the letters you've saved , from all the love you've left astray—it's from the white lies .

NATURAL , imagine dragons .
that's the price you pay—leave behind your heartache , cast away . just another product of today ; rather be the hunter than the prey—and you're standin' on the edge , face up , 'cause you're a natural , a beating heart of stone ; you gotta be so cold to make it in this world .

I DON'T CARE , ariana grande .
'used to cry 'bout some crazy shit before . i used to feel so obligated to be so much more , i used to let some people tell me how to live and what to be—but if i can't be me , then what's the point ? no . i don't care about it anymore , i don't care about it anymore . now i laugh about the things that used to be important to me , used to have a hold on me .

NEXT LEVEL , zayde wolf .
go ahead , dig a grave ; you can't kill me . don't you know it's in my bones ; do you feel me ? go to church , roll the dive ; you can't trick me . this is history . i'm gonna keep on reaching for the next level , i'm gonna keep on searching for it forever . let's get to work .

I DON'T EVEN CARE ABOUT YOU , MISSIO .
depressed again . morning comes too fast and i'm tired of the routine . depressed again . let me sit alone in the tone that you crave . angry again . no , i don't wanna have a conversation with you . angry again . let me sit alone with the kerosene . i don't even care about you ( i don't know why ) .

LOVELESS , x ambassadors .
i can't give you love , 'cause i'm loveless . fickle heart , fickle mind . i gave it all , she robbed me blind . when i met you , i was half a man , with half a heart and half a chance . i can't find it , i can't find it ; the road i traveled on is gone . i can't find it , i can't find it .

UNCLEAR , kodaline .
so you swallow your heart and you swallow your pride ; you gotta be tough if you wanna survive—they'll chew you up and they'll eat you alive . you shouldn't give up on the dreams in your mind , when your future's so unsure , when your future's so unclear .

I DON'T GIVE A . . . , MISSIO ( ft. zeale ) .
you don't know what's in my head ; i think it's time to put you under oath . you don't know what's in my head ; i don't care about what you promote . you don't know what's in my head ; this monotone feeling's not the note . you don't know what's in my head ; i'd still like to hit you in the throat .

RUN , AWOLNATION .
i am a human being , capable of doing terrible things . there's lightning striking all over the world . i am a human being capable of doing terrible things . ( run . ) you people are mistaken if you think that i'm awake and celebrating anything that i've become .

ALIVE , sia .
i had a one-way ticket to a place where all the demons go , where the wind don't change , and nothing in the ground can ever grow — no hope , just lies , and you're taught to cry into your pillow — but i survived . i'm still breathing , i'm still breathing ; i'm alive .

EMPTY , PVRIS .
you took these starving limbs , tried to see what they could be . i thought i would be something , i thought you'd complete me , that you'd erase all the pain that i felt in my brain . if you fill my heart with love , then you'd fill my voids above , and now you see that didn't change a thing . what do you want from me ? i'm empty .

NUMB , meg myers .
when all is said and done , tell me how to write this , tell me how to fight this war . i'll keep marching on , like a broken robot , money back guarantee . i'm in your custody , but i'm not a criminal ; i can be your next big thing . look at what i've become , silly little monster ; should've just held my tongue .

[marsy]

i want to sleep
i need to sleep
but the urge to just w r i t e is Too Strong
but i can't write ??
me @ my brain: what the fuck do you want from me

[marsy]

my mom gets to see theory of a deadman live tonight and i'm Angery

[marsy]

guys !! i met cody ko and got a pic with him !!

[marsy]

jake gyllenhaal can sing ?? ?

who wants to make a ryan reynolds to my jake
they'd be absolutely stupidly iconic

[phantomatics]

hell fuckin yeah!!!

[marsy]

if you're up for it el , hmu my dude

made a new template !! now i gotta focus on making the one for vix . it was pissing me off last night so i gave up aslkfjlask . i feel like it's just ,,, not gonna look nice at all (''':