( you look so good in green ) dump

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also, i feel terrible because i have like two threads to start that i should have had finished such a long time ago but i am literally trash so. hopefully, no scratch that, they ARE getting done tomorrow! edit: two weeks later and they still ain't done lmfao i hate myself

anyways, i am going to watch larry stylinson videos until i feel better, even though these videos simultaneously make me feel awful because we still got people out here thinking larry isn't real and i can't handle that kind of negativity

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-- long story short, LETS BE FRIENDS

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jason joaquin lannister && "ace"

― age range: twenty to twenty seven (typically, twenty one)
― bad boy, but not in a cute way; actually, he's kind of scary
― has probably killed a man before..
― yes actually he has killed a man before (he was sixteen and the two of them were in some argument or something, technically it was self-defense and the man was like thirty but i mean, ace didn't have to be so brutal about the guy's death...or did he)
― he never got caught and kinda just internalized the traumatic event
― he has daddy issues, oh and mommy issues
― doesn't trust anyone, like he might be a bit paranoid
― demisexual homoromantic
― as a kid he witnessed his dad abusing the crap out of his mom until she just decided to leave him, taking ace with her. his mom's a bit crazy though and never trusted any man after that, except her son. their relationship was a bit weird, think bates motel but not as creepy - it was just an odd relationship until ace was old enough to understand that his mom was a freak show and he kinda just dipped out and hit the streets by the age of fourteen
― he's very unstable, but he's very good at hiding it. he can be quite charming but there's something off in his eyes, like something is missing
― trust me, something is missing

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maddox kelly rockholt && "rocco" && mad kelly

― awww yeah this mah boiii right here, mgk all day
― grew up on the streets, he's in a gang but he wants to get out (he was young and dumb and he's not even actually a bad guy so he doesn't belong there)
― he can sing and rap and he's trying to get out of his shitty life by making a big break in the music industry; he's lowkey going to college, but he's just a part time student because he doesn't want the gang he's in to find out because he doesn't want to wind up dead
― parties too much and does petty crimes (one time a bank robbery went bad though and he almost had to kill a guard, he let him go though because he'd rather be arrested than have that guilt with him)
― just wants a better life and he's trying to do just that
― doesn't get close to people, if you get close then someone gets hurt
― kinda doesn't pay attention to anyone, he just doing him
― loves getting tattoos (might have a slight pain kink but shhh it's not that big a deal) his body is littered with them
― smokes too much
― a drug dealer, but no hard drugs
― should probably stop drinking but whatever
― actually very smart tbh