[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: helvetica; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.4;"]Gladiator by Zayde Wolf is Jason as a person.
[align=center] —–— SAY IT OVER AND OVER UNTIL YOU ARE OUT OF BREATH:
[ I WILL NOT MAKE MYSELF SMALL ]
revelations#8754 ---//--- GONE, THANKS FOR HELPING ME GROW
[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: helvetica; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.4;"]Bad Man by Esterly is also Jason as a person.
[align=center] —–— SAY IT OVER AND OVER UNTIL YOU ARE OUT OF BREATH:
[ I WILL NOT MAKE MYSELF SMALL ]
revelations#8754 ---//--- GONE, THANKS FOR HELPING ME GROW
[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: helvetica; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.4;"]"No!" He roars, and the sound is vicious, deep and booming. His throat will be sore from it later, but he can't bring himself to care. Every piece of his body is tense and stretched out like a piano wire, like a garrote. "He doesn't get out of this so easily. Did you hear me?" A closed fist makes contact first with their chest, a solid thump, before he wraps his fingers tight in their collar and shoves them backwards. "He's going to suffer. He's going to fucking bleed. I want him begging before he dies, do you hear me now?"
[align=center] —–— SAY IT OVER AND OVER UNTIL YOU ARE OUT OF BREATH:
[ I WILL NOT MAKE MYSELF SMALL ]
revelations#8754 ---//--- GONE, THANKS FOR HELPING ME GROW
[align=center][div style="font-size:13pt;line-height:.9;color:#000;font-family:arial black;padding:8px"] 「 I'M A BAD MAN; AIN'T MY FAULT, IT'S ALL I GOT 」
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IT'S SO BAD, MAN. BROKE MY BROKEN WILL AND I CAN'T GO BACK. NOW I AM WHO I AM; YOU CAN'T CHANGE ME 'CAUSE YOU MADE ME. [ ♚ / TAGS / AESTHETIC / ♚ ] [color=transparent]â€â€Ã¢â‚¬â€Ã¢â‚¬â€Ã¢â‚¬â€Ã¢â‚¬â€Ã¢â‚¬â€
[align=center] —–— SAY IT OVER AND OVER UNTIL YOU ARE OUT OF BREATH:
[ I WILL NOT MAKE MYSELF SMALL ]
revelations#8754 ---//--- GONE, THANKS FOR HELPING ME GROW
[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: helvetica; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.4;"]I have so much angry angsty muse for this asshole. I'm not sure if I'm even going to do anything with him, but in the off chance that I do... He's here.
[align=center] PRESSURE'S SO THICK YOU FORGET HOW TO BREATHE
[ YOU GOTTA GET DRUNK ]
INFORMATION â€â€Ã¢â‚¬â€Ã¢â‚¬â€œÃ¢â‚¬â€ JUST TO BLOW OFF SOME STEAM
[align=center][div style="width: 492px; text-align: justify; font-family: helvetica; font-size: 8.8pt; line-height: 1.4;margin-left:-15px"]Jason Matthias Holloway | Jason or Arkham | Cis Male | 21 Years Old | Born 07/07; Cancer
NPC x NPC; Deceased | Brother to Bruce Holloway | ½ Robinhood & Formerly? ⅓ Daredona
TNW: Wanderer | No specific loyalties | Here to attack people and is having such a good time
Biromantic Bisexual | 79% Monogamous | Emotionally Taken & DEFINITELY NOT LOOKING
↳ Owns a horse named Achilles, a stubborn 11 year old buckskin Andalusian stallion. Rarely brings him around because being on horseback confuses him, but he exists.
American with European Ancestry & No References, Rely on Descriptions & Pinterest
 6'1 - 6'2; typically between 190 and 210 lbs. Muscular, solid build, very stocky & imposing.
 Warm-toned, medium tan skin. Has a light dusting of freckles; covered in very heavy scars.
 Cold gray eyes with tints of green and blue. Messy charcoal black hair ( Style, not the white.)
 Layers himself in dark clothing, typically with a worn leather or denim jacket w/ the hood up.
Jason is a large, intimidating figure even to those who once knew him when he was simply snarky or cheerful. He's grown and developed in many different ways, carrying his weight fully as muscle.
70% HEALTH | Despite his resilience, Jason is currently covered in bruises, cuts, stitches, and poorly healed breaks. Has been working himself to exhaustion for quite a while now.
↳ Notable injuries currently include extensive bruising over his ribs, a deep purple bruise on the lower left side of his jaw, a small group of healing cuts on his forearms, and an almost healed, very shallow cut along the back of his left shoulder. Most of these (aside from the bruise on his jaw) are things not readily noticeable while he's wearing clothing.
Hot-Blooded & Black Sheep & Determinator | Once a somewhat light, easy personality, a little bit shy and bookwormish, Jason is now something of a ticking time bomb. He's filled with a lot of intense anger and hatred both for himself and others. This violent instability is often used to hide vulnerability and weakness. Unrepentantly harsh and at times cruel, snarky and emotionally distant. Has a pretty bad temper and doesn't hesitate to do some immoral things, but sticks to his own very clear code. Though this doesn't much apply now, Jason can be weirdly charming and persuasive, either with threats or smiles. Basically a confused hot mess who's really missing someone and needs hugs for three years.
90/100 Physical Difficulty | 30/100 Psychological Difficulty | 70/100 Short-Term Recovery
Mentally & physically resilient; will fight dirty | Pay Evil unto Evil & No-Holds-Barred Beatdown
 Will use whatever weapons he has handy. Silenced Glock + knives are his common ones.
Attack in bold #A9322A or similar | [member=484]JASON H.[/member] for quick responses | PM for any major plots.
Friendly or nonviolent actions may be powerplayed, but might not be reacted to very well.
 Currently very opposed to any sort of contact and will likely punch someone or move away.
[align=center] PRESSURE'S SO THICK YOU FORGET HOW TO BREATHE
[ YOU GOTTA GET DRUNK ]
INFORMATION â€â€Ã¢â‚¬â€Ã¢â‚¬â€œÃ¢â‚¬â€ JUST TO BLOW OFF SOME STEAM
[align=center][div style="width: 492px; text-align: justify; font-family: helvetica; font-size: 8.8pt; line-height: 1.4;"]added the note about his deafness
Jason Matthias Holloway | Jason or Arkham | Cis Male | 21 Years Old | Born 07/07; Cancer
NPC x NPC; Deceased | Brother to Bruce Holloway | ½ Robinhood & Formerly? ⅓ Daredona
TNW: Wanderer | No specific loyalties | Here to attack people and is having such a good time
Biromantic Bisexual | 79% Monogamous | Emotionally Taken & DEFINITELY NOT LOOKING
↳ Owns a horse named Achilles, a stubborn 11 year old buckskin Andalusian stallion. Rarely brings him around because being on horseback confuses him, but he exists.
American with European Ancestry & No References, Rely on Descriptions & Pinterest
— 6'1 - 6'2; typically between 190 and 210 lbs. Muscular, solid build, very stocky & imposing.
— Warm-toned, medium tan skin. Has a light dusting of freckles; covered in very heavy scars.
— Cold gray eyes with tints of green and blue. Messy charcoal black hair ( Style, not the white.)
— Layers himself in dark clothing, typically with a worn leather or denim jacket w/ the hood up.
— Mostly (not entirely) deaf in his left ear. Tends to only keep very trusted people on that side.
Jason is a large, intimidating figure even to those who once knew him when he was simply snarky or cheerful. He's grown and developed in many different ways, carrying his excess weight as healthy muscle. WIP.
70% HEALTH | Despite his resilience, Jason is currently covered in bruises, cuts, stitches, and poorly healed breaks. Has been working himself to exhaustion for quite a while now.
↳ Notable injuries currently include extensive bruising over his ribs, a deep purple bruise on the lower left side of his jaw, a small group of healing cuts on his forearms, and an almost healed, very shallow cut along the back of his left shoulder. Most of these (aside from the bruise on his jaw) are things not readily noticeable while he's wearing clothing.
Hot-Blooded & Black Sheep & Determinator | Once a somewhat light, easy personality, a little bit shy and bookwormish, Jason is now something of a ticking time bomb. He's filled with a lot of intense anger and hatred both for himself and others. This violent instability is often used to hide vulnerability and weakness. Unrepentantly harsh and at times cruel, snarky and emotionally distant. Has a pretty bad temper and doesn't hesitate to do some immoral things, but sticks to his own very clear code. Though this doesn't much apply now, Jason can be weirdly charming and persuasive, either with threats or smiles. Basically a confused hot mess who's really missing someone and needs hugs for three years.
90/100 Physical Difficulty | 30/100 Psychological Difficulty | 70/100 Short-Term Recovery
Mentally & physically resilient; will fight dirty | Pay Evil unto Evil & No-Holds-Barred Beatdown
— Will use whatever weapons he has handy. Silenced Glock + knives are his common ones.
Attack in bold #A9322A or similar | [member=484]JASON H.[/member] for quick responses | PM for any major plots.
Friendly or nonviolent actions may be powerplayed, but might not be reacted to very well.
— Currently very opposed to any sort of contact and will likely punch someone or move away.
[align=center] —–— SAY IT OVER AND OVER UNTIL YOU ARE OUT OF BREATH:
[ I WILL NOT MAKE MYSELF SMALL ]
revelations#8754 ---//--- GONE, THANKS FOR HELPING ME GROW
[align=center][div style="width: 492px; text-align: justify; font-family: helvetica; font-size: 8.8pt; line-height: 1.4;"]Jason Matthias Holloway | Jason or Arkham | Cis Male | 21 Years Old | Born 07/07; Cancer
NPC x NPC; Deceased | Brother to Bruce Holloway | ½ Robinhood & Formerly? ⅓ Daredona
TNW: Guardian of ND (with Marine) | Here to attack people and is having such a good time
Biromantic Bisexual | 79% Monogamous | Emotionally Taken & DEFINITELY NOT LOOKING
↳ Owns a horse named Achilles, a stubborn 11 year old buckskin Andalusian stallion. Rarely brings him around because being on horseback confuses him, but he exists.
American with European Ancestry & No References, Rely on Descriptions & Pinterest
 6'1 - 6'2; typically between 190 and 210 lbs. Muscular, solid build, very stocky & imposing.
 Warm-toned, medium tan skin. Has a light dusting of freckles; covered in very heavy scars.
 Cold gray eyes with tints of green and blue. Messy charcoal black hair ( Style, not the white.)
 Layers himself in dark clothing, typically with a worn leather or denim jacket w/ the hood up.
 Mostly (not entirely) deaf in his left ear. Tends to only keep very trusted people on that side.
Jason is a large, intimidating figure even to those who once knew him when he was simply snarky. He's grown and developed in many different ways, carrying his excess weight as healthy muscle. With broad shoulders and strong thighs, it's clear that he has the strength to back up his colorful threats, but more often than not, his hands tend to be gentle. Overall, his strength is in his combination of physicality and intelligence, tempered with kindness.
70% HEALTH | Despite his resilience, Jason is currently covered in bruises, cuts, stitches, and poorly healed breaks. Has been working himself to exhaustion for quite a while now.
↳ Notable injuries currently include extensive bruising over his ribs, a deep purple bruise on the lower left side of his jaw, a small group of healing cuts on his forearms, and an almost healed, very shallow cut along the back of his left shoulder. Most of these (aside from the bruise on his jaw) are things not readily noticeable while he's wearing clothing.
Hot-Blooded & Black Sheep & Determinator | Once a somewhat light, easy personality, a little bit shy and bookwormish, Jason is now something of a ticking time bomb. He's filled with a lot of intense anger and hatred both for himself and others. This violent instability is often used to hide vulnerability and weakness. Unrepentantly harsh and at times cruel, snarky and emotionally distant. Has a pretty bad temper and doesn't hesitate to do some immoral things, but sticks to his own very clear code. Though this doesn't much apply now, Jason can be weirdly charming and persuasive, either with threats or smiles. Basically a confused hot mess who's really missing someone and needs hugs for three years.
90/100 Physical Difficulty | 30/100 Psychological Difficulty | 70/100 Short-Term Recovery
Mentally & physically resilient; will fight dirty | Pay Evil unto Evil & No-Holds-Barred Beatdown
 Will use whatever weapons he has handy. Silenced Glock + knives are his common ones.
Attack in bold #A9322A or similar | [member=484]JASON H.[/member] for quick responses | PM for any major plots.
Friendly or nonviolent actions may be powerplayed, but might not be reacted to very well.
 Currently very opposed to any sort of contact and will likely punch someone or move away.
[align=center] PRESSURE'S SO THICK YOU FORGET HOW TO BREATHE
[ YOU GOTTA GET DRUNK ]
INFORMATION â€â€Ã¢â‚¬â€Ã¢â‚¬â€œÃ¢â‚¬â€ JUST TO BLOW OFF SOME STEAM
[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: helvetica; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.4;"]Hurt/kill the doe boy eventually. Jason's pissed off and hurt at the same time. Feels helpless, angry. Inconsolable for several days.
[align=center] —–— SAY IT OVER AND OVER UNTIL YOU ARE OUT OF BREATH:
[ I WILL NOT MAKE MYSELF SMALL ]
revelations#8754 ---//--- GONE, THANKS FOR HELPING ME GROW
[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: helvetica; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.4;"]He likes Shakespeare, Sylvia Plath, Edgar Allan Poe (he'll happily recite The Tell-Tale Heart from memory), Frost, Dickinson, Langston Hughes, E.E. Cummings, Oscar Wilde. He's definitely a fan of Lord Byron. Hemmingway, Orwell, Twain, Fitzgerald. LoTR dork, Star Trek and Star Wars. Can probably do an excellent Chekhov impression. Would die for Leia.
[align=center] PRESSURE'S SO THICK YOU FORGET HOW TO BREATHE
[ YOU GOTTA GET DRUNK ]
INFORMATION â€â€Ã¢â‚¬â€Ã¢â‚¬â€œÃ¢â‚¬â€ JUST TO BLOW OFF SOME STEAM
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