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[THESEUS]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: helvetica; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.4;"]1. What is your idea of perfect happiness?
— Theo can't help but frown at the question. It's both invasive and confusing — his first picture is of a calm world, one before the blackout. Far from the life he'd experienced then. Three bedrooms in a suburban neighborhood. He's been there before, only to pick up supplies. The houses had looked nice, and even with dusty furniture and old carpets, he can picture it looking pretty. He doesn't say that, though. Not that and certainly not the rest of the picture. He bites his lower lip instead and shrugs. "World peace?"

2. What is your greatest fear?
— What flashes through his mind is bloody, the smell of copper strong enough to give him a headache. His throat feels immediately tight, close to panic, and he shakes his head. "You don't want to know."

3. What is the trait you most deplore in yourself?
— Self-loathing is evident in the way his arms cross over his chest, and although there's a long list currently flashing in front of his eyes, he mumbles "How manipulative I can be," and leaves it at that.

4. What is the trait you most deplore in others?
— This one comes easier, the word falling from his lips like a snake spitting poison. "Greed."

5. Which living person do you most admire?
— This answer comes easier than most. It's been the truth for as long as he can remember, and Theo's smile is small but warm and genuine."My dad." There hadn't been anyone else there for him for the worst parts of his life.

6. What is your greatest extravagance?
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7. What is your current state of mind?
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8. What do you consider the most overrated virtue?
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9. On what occasion do you lie?
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10. What do you most dislike about your appearance?
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11. Which living person do you most despise?
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12. What is the quality you most like in a man?
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13. What is the quality you most like in a woman?
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14. Which words or phrases do you most overuse?
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15. What or who is the greatest love of your life?
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16. When and where were you happiest?
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17. Which talent would you most like to have?
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18. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
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19. What do you consider your greatest achievement?
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20. If you were to die and come back as a person or a thing, what would it be?
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21. Where would you most like to live?
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22. What is your most treasured possession?
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23. What do you regard as the lowest depth of misery?
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24. What is your favorite occupation?
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25. What is your most marked characteristic?
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26. What do you most value in your friends?
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27. Who are your favorite writers?
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28. Who is your hero of fiction?
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29. Which historical figure do you most identify with?
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30. Who are your heroes in real life?
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31. What are your favorite names?
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32. What is it that you most dislike?
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33. What is your greatest regret?
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34. How would you like to die?
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35. What is your motto?
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[THESEUS]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: helvetica; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.4;"]luxurious + a question + a pet
legal + the kitchen + a towel
young + forgiveness + a pillow [THIS IS SMALL THEO]
flashy + a shower + crossover with the last tv show you watched [criminal minds??]
carefree + intimidation + money
obvious + break up + clothing [well shit]
thankful + training + burgalar AU
married + a rumor + candles
firm + the library + a towel [uh]
miserable + longing + a flashlight
weak + a fire + a blindfold [sad and gay?]
puckish + a nap + a poster
flustered + miscommunication + a gift
aching + resignation + crossover with the last tv show you watched [still criminal minds + o h]
tempting + flirtation + high school AU

[THESEUS]

★★★ // basics (done)
[spoiler= 20 questions]what’s your character’s full name? Theseus, has no last name.

do they like their name? Yes, though he thinks it's amusing too.

if given the opportunity, would they change their name? To what? Nah.

do they have any nicknames? What are they? Theo is the most popular one. Dokte has a few others for him.

how did they get them? It's just a shortening of Theseus. Probably his dad.

do they like the nicknames? Yes.

what’s their designated at birth gender? DFAB.

what pronouns do they go by now? He/him.

how old are they? Do they look their age? 22 and no, he's got a bit of a baby face so he can look really young and innocent sometimes lmao.

how old are they mentally? It's weird, trauma makes him old and young at the same time.

when’s their birthday? I don't actually know.

do they celebrate it? Eh, sorta.

do they believe in any religion? No.

aliens? Yes.

what holidays do they celebrate? Anything presented to him lmao. He likes Valentines and Christmas.

what’s their intelligence level like? Very intelligent, often hidden with his attitude.

what school subject are they best at? Probably English or family consumer science.

can they read? Yes.

what are the languages they are fluent in? English, bits and pieces of others.

what’s their first language? English.[/spoiler]
★★★ // physical (done)
[spoiler= 92 questions]what’s their nationality? Unknown.

what’s their hygiene like? Very cleanly person.

do they have smelly feet? Nah probably not.

what about their teeth? Keeps them clean, they're mostly straight. Good genetics.

how physically healthy are they right now? Eh. Injured knee and a little underweight, 7/10.

mentally? 9/10.

do they have any permanent injuries? Nope, but he has scars.

do they get uncomfortable when people mention them? Not really.

which is their dominant hand? Ambidextrous, probably. But prefers his right.

what’s their handwriting like? Neat, a little bit looping.

how tall are they? Their weight? 5'6 and around 140 lbs.

do they like their current height/weight? He's fine with it, yes.

what is the shape of their eyes? Color? He has wide, almondish shaped eyes? Doe eyes. A bright brown.

do their eyes lighten up when excited? Idiomatically, yes.

do they have long eyelashes? Thick eyebrows? Very long eyelashes, yes. Kinda thick eyebrows?

what color is their hair? Dark brown.

have they dyed it before? No.

how hairy are they? Not very hairy at all, tends to have fine, sparse body hair.

do they shave? How often? He doesn't have to.

do they style their hair? Not really, it looks pretty nice on its own.

is their hair easy to tame, or unkempt? Easy to tame, mostly.

what is the shape of their face? Somewhere between diamond and heart? I think.

which facial feature is most prominent? Probably his lips or his eyes.

do they have acne? Not right now.

what about freckles? moles? Tons of freckles and a few moles, yes.

body feature? Is this asking me to name one? Uh. Slim shoulders.

what are their hands like? Calloused? Soft? Pretty soft? Slim fingers, strong grip.

is their skin soft or rough? Generally soft.

do they have physical handicaps/disabilities? Currently a torn ACL?

what about mentally? I don't think so?

do they wear makeup? He can but he usually doesn't.

do they have tattoos? Yes, several. "Lucky you" tramp stamp and a red heart on the front of his right hip.

birthmarks? Nope.

what’s their clothing like? Hoodies and skinny jeans, pretty much.

what do they wear to bed? Usually just giant shirt and sometimes really loose pants.

what’s their fancy attire like? Nonexistent right now lmao.

how do they dress when it’s hot? He'll ditch the hoodie but no other changes.

when it’s cold? Add an extra hoodie.

do they have any scars? Where and why? Tons, I'll write this up later.

how do they feel about their appearance? He's pretty fine with himself, honestly. Can have bouts of dysphoria, but they're infrequent.

how do they feel about socks and sandals? He'd probably laugh.

how easily can they bear pain? Super high pain tolerance, unsurprisingly.

how long can your character sit still? Eh it depends on circumstances. If he needs to, a very long time.

do they bite their nails? style them? No to both.

do they have physical habits they can’t control? Not really?

do they stutter? Nope.

what does their voice sound like? Soft and gentle, light and very slightly whiny but in a way that's endearing, not annoying. He sounds like marshmallows and puppy eyes and let me sleep for five more minutes.

what do they sound like when happy? Same vocal range as tone, but bright and fast.

mad? Sharper, words are clipped, but rarely raises his voice.

sad? Words are slow and softer, a little bit mumbled.

scared? He rarely sounds scared, he'll keep his voice level.

how do they act when excited? Bounces on his heels, fidgets with his hands, grins.

how about mad? Sad? Tenses up when angry, balls his fists, isn't afraid to get in faces. When he's sad his body language is small and quiet, so there's not much of it.

what does their neutral expression look like? He tends to keep it playful, but mostly it's just a curious, attentive gaze. Otherwise there's not really an emotion.

do they keep their hands in their pockets? Only if he's very nervous, he recognizes that it limits movement.

at what time do they wake up? He's a surprisingly early bird, he'll usually be up by six. BUT he can definitely sleep in some days.

when do they go to bed? That depends, he. Also tends to stay up pretty late. He likes the night.

do they fall asleep easily? Generally yes.

what is their sleeping position? It shifts a lot, but he generally hugs a pillow or falls asleep on top of one. He's a cuddler.

do they shift around a lot when sleeping? Not if he's wrapped around something.

do they talk in their sleep? No, but you can hold a conversation with him when he's half asleep that he just won't remember when he fully wakes up.

how long does it take to get ready in the morning? Not very long, honestly. Quick wash, change of clothes. He doesn't really have to style his hair and he doesn't wear makeup.

how alert are they when they wake up? It depends. If he wakes up on his own he'll be pretty alert, or if someone wakes him up suddenly. But if he's woken up gently he'll wake up gently.

do they do anything to warm up, like a jog? Yes absolutely, when his knee isn't screwed up.

is your character ticklish? If so, where? Absolutely, mostly his sides and the backs of his thighs. Probably his feet?

is there a sensitive part of the body? He's sensitive all over. Particularly the ticklish spots listed above as well as the back of his neck and spine in general.

how do they feel about close contact? He loves it as long as he's okay with the person initiating it.

how do they react to getting sick? Dramatically.

do they get cold or hot easily? Yes to both, but he's alright with that.

how strong are their basic senses? Very, especially hearing and smell.

if they could have only one sense, what would it be? Hmm tough question, he would prefer sight, sound, or touch. Probably sound?

what’s in their diet? Anything? He's not really picky.

is your character a vegetarian? Why? Nope.

do they like sweets? If so, which ones? God yes, and he makes literally everything.

how do they feel about trying new food? He's willing to try pretty much anything.

how often do they eat? That's a tossup. Sometimes he'll eat a lot and sometimes he'll forget.

how strong are they? Surprisingly strong for his size. Like. Really strong, though not nearly as strong as some obviously larger people.

are they agile? Absolutely, it's one of his biggest strengths.

do they get distracted easily? Eh, that depends too. Sometimes no sometimes yes.

do they like being held? God yes. He finds it incredibly comforting.

are they cuddly? Again, hell yes.

is there an item they always carry around? Nah.

do they have any hobbies? What are they? He makes friendship bracelets and cooks.

are there any hobbies they have, but hate? Uh no, he thinks that would be a waste of time.

is there anything they hate doing? Not hate, I don't think?

does your character have a "panic room"/comfort area? He'll hide in a small space near his bed if it's too bad, but it's mostly just his room he finds comfortable.

is your character clumsy? Nope, not unless he's startled or flustered.

what is their posture like? Relaxed, loose, easy.

how do they walk? Again, relaxed, loose, and easy. A little bounce in his step, very light but also strangely controlled.

is your character acrobatic or flexible? Very for both. He enjoys doing regular stretches and flips.

can they swim? Yes.

what energizes them? Life?

what drains their energy? Bad feelings, mostly.[/spoiler]
★★★ // personality (wip)
[spoiler= 100 questions]introvert, extrovert, or ambivert? Ambivert with extrovert leanings.

do they prefer to be alone, or with others? With others, though typically with certain others.

how social are they? Very. He loves people.

are they good at public speaking? He tends to be, yes.

are they dominant or submissive? In what context lmao? He tends to be somewhere in the middle, or just outside of the hierarchy.

do they wait for instructions, or go by their own rules? Mostly goes by his own rules.

do they have a tendency to make rash decisions? Uh, sometimes.

is their heart bigger than their brain? How so? Again, sometimes. He can be both logical and impulsive or overly emotional. Has an enormous love for humanity and that overrides his logical side.

are they curious, or cautious? Curious. Incredibly curious.

would they rather know the truth, or hear what they want to hear? The truth. He can deal with that.

is it easy for them to tell others "no"? Typically.

are they a pushover? Nope.

will they stand up to bullies? Absolutely, that's what he does in his free time.

do they back off if provoked? Ahahaha no.

if they are wronged, will they demand for apologies? No he'll fucking punch them.

are they typically happy or sad? Happy.

what is their self-esteem like? Pretty high, though it dips at times.

do they insult themselves to compliment others? Not really.

is there any situation that makes them hesitate? Not really.

scared? Uh. Nothing yet, but. Soon.

how do they act around strangers? Friendly, light, but watchful.

acquaintances? As above, but with less watchfulness.

friends? Family? As above, but with an added warmth and closeness that he adores.

their partner? Oh boy. Light and genuine and sweet, very playful and cuddly. Enjoys close contact. Incredibly trustworthy and looking forward to the future. It's cute.

what about children? Sweet and excited to be around them, genuine in his care.

how easy is it to gain their trust? Moderately difficult to gain it fully, but he doesn't actively distrust anyone.

is there a certain type of personality they don’t trust? Well. Murderers and such.

how easy is it to become their friend? text.

are they turbulent or assertive? text.

prospecting or judging? text.

what makes them happy? text.

what makes them sad, or scared? text.

what makes them mad? text.

how do they act when insulted? text.

are they the type to insult others? text.

what do they do if in danger? text.

what happens when they don’t get what they want? text.

are they selfish? Greedy? text.

do they lie? text.

what’s the biggest lie they ever told? text.

do they have secrets? How many? text.

are they good at keeping others’ secrets? text.

is there something that "is a secret", but they tell everyone it anyways? text.

what’s their biggest secret? Have they told anyone? text.

what one of the seven sins are they most likely to commit? text.

is it possible for them to turn evil (or good if bad)? text.

what’s their soft spot? text.

what do they absolutely hate? text.

are they annoyed easily? text.

do they express affection/is comfortable with it? text.

how do they handle affection? text.

how do they give it? text.

who or what influenced their personality? text.

are there traits they picked up from others? text.

do they brag? How often? text.

what’s their biggest strength? text.

what’s their biggest flaw? text.

are they aware of their flaws? text.

what part of their personality would they change? Why? text.

what makes them anxious? text.

are they easily frightened? text.

are they a daydreamer? text.

pig of love or pig of hate? text.

are they a bookworm? How often do they read? text.

are they artsy? Do they draw or do pottery? text.

can they knit? text.

are they good at fixing their mistakes? text.

how much effort do they put into tasks? text.

do they have any short-term goals? text.

long-term? text.

are they determined to accomplish them? text.

are they afraid of growing old? text.

how do they act when embarrassed? text.

is your character naive or experienced? text.

can they be considered wise? text.

are they a role-model to younger children? text.

are they optimistic, pessimistic, or a realist? text.

what is their sense of humor like? text.

what makes them laugh out loud? text.

what words or phrases do they overuse? text.

do they have a catchphrase? text.

how do they see themselves? text.

how do they want to be seen by others? text.

how do they react to praise? text.

to criticism? text.

are they competitive? text.

Do they make quick judgements or take time to consider? text.

what will they stand up for? text.

how long does it take to back down in an argument? text.

who do they look up to? text.

who do they quote? text.

how do they decipher who is better/worse than them? text.

how do they treat those who are better than them? text.

worse? text.

what sense do they rely most on? text.

what do they value most in a friend? text.

what do they consider an overrated virtue? text.

what is their obsession? text.

what are their pet peeves? text.

what are their idiosyncrasies? text.[/spoiler]
★★★ // friends and family
[spoiler= 34 questions]what’s their ideal friend like? text.

how about best friend? text.

who is their best friend? text.

what’s their favorite thing about their best friend? text.

who are their other friends? What are they like? text.

do they have any enemies? What are they like? text.

who are their allies? text.

how big is their family? text.

do they get along well with their family? text.

what is their perception of family? text.

are their parents still alive? text.

what about their siblings, if they have any? text.

do they fight with their siblings? text.

do they have a weird uncle/aunt? text.

how are the cousins? text.

what are their grandparents like? text.

how much of the family tree do they know? text.

are their parents strict? text.

what’s the family motto? text.

is the family abusive, or loving? text.

who is your character closest to? text.

what is the origin of the family? text.

is there a quirky trait to the family name? text.

does the family come from a long line of a certain type of occupation? text.

is the family rich or poor? text.

are there any family friends? text.

is your character fond of pets? text.

what pets do they currently have? text.

do they have any deceased pets? text.

do they want children when older? text.

do they have any children now? text.

do they have a spouse? text.

what was the worst thing they said to a loved one? text.

who do they rely on the most? text.[/spoiler]
★★★ // romance
[spoiler= 26 questions]what is your character’s sexuality? text.

do they believe in love at first sight? text.

are there things they look for in a partner? text.

things they try to avoid? text.

how do they feel about romance right now? text.

do they have a partner? Are they engaged? text.

what’s their past love life like? text.

their current? text.

how do they behave in a relationship? text.

how would they describe their partner? text.

is there anything they don’t like about their partner? text.

is there anything they absolutely adore? text.

do they often say "i love you"? text.

what was their first kiss like? text.

their first date? text.

what kind of gifts do they tend to give? text.

are they a light or passionate kisser? text.

how does it feel when they kiss? text.

do they hug or cuddle often with their partner? text.

how and where did they first meet their partner? text.

which one asked the other out? How was the moment? text.

where do they want to be with their partner in five years? text.

what does your character desperately want to say, but can’t find the words? text.

have they gotten into any arguments? text.

how do they usually end? text.

are there any traits that clash? text.

are there things that may be scary about the partner? text.

have they ever had their heart broken? text.[/spoiler]
★★★ // past, present, and future
[spoiler= 36 questions]how many homes has your character lived in? text.

what was their first home like? text.

what is their current home like now? text.

do they like it? text.

what’s their dream home? text.

who was the most occurring person in their life? text.

do they still help your character now? text.

what was your character like as a baby? text.

as a child? text.

did they have an imaginary friend? text.

if so, what was it like? How long did it last? text.

did your character grow up on fairytales? text.

what were they like? What was their favorite? text.

what was their biggest fear as a child? text.

do they still have that fear today? text.

what event changed their life completely? text.

are they worried about the future? text.

what was the best thing that’s ever happened? text.

the worst? text.

is there anything they regret from the past? text.

What is the most offensive thing they ever said? text.

was the character alive when the blackout first started? What was it like for them? text.

are they used to it now? text.

was your character bullied when younger? text.

what was their first pet? Is it still alive? text.

what is their favorite memory? text.

their least favorite? text.

is there a part of their past they refuse to tell? text.

is there a part they want everyone to know of? text.

what was their greatest achievement? text.

what are their current ambitions? text.

what advice would they give to younger self? text.

current self? text.

future self? text.

what smells/sounds/sights remind them of their childhood? text.

when was the last time they were heavily disappointed? text.[/spoiler]
★★★ // combat
[spoiler= 35 questions]does your character rely more on endurance, strength, or speed? text.

do they use flexibility to their advantage? text.

are they "flashy"/acrobatic when they fight? text.

are they trained? How much? text.

are they currently training anyone? text.

what was their training like? text.

did they have an instructor, or were they self-taught? text.

is there any specific martial arts/fighting style? text.

are they a defensive or offensive fighter? text.

how focused are they when fighting? text.

brains or brawn? text.

do they block often, or try to dodge? text.

do they rely more on kicks or punches? text.

do they have a "signature move"? text.

what move are they currently trying to learn? text.

do they use any weapons? text.

are there any weapons they refuse to use? text.

how do they use their weapon? text.

will they ever kill? text.

have they killed anyone before? text.

what’s their biggest fear for fights? text.

are they a threat in fights? text.

who can they take down easily? text.

what types of fighting styles do they struggle against? text.

is there anyone they refuse to fight? text.

what do they first do in a fight? text.

what happens if they’re cornered? text.

if they’re pinned to the ground? text.

are they a dirty fighter? text.

how many fights have they won? Lost? text.

do they ever let themselves lose? text.

how far will they go to win? text.

do they limit themselves in terms of ruthlessness? text.

is there any partner they fight alongside? text.

how do they balance each other’s strengths? text.[/spoiler]
★★★ // favorites and least favorites
[spoiler= 36 questions]favorite animal? text.

least favorite animal? text.

favorite color? text.

least favorite color? text.

favorite place? text.

least favorite place? text.

favorite food? text.

least favorite food? text.

favorite book? text.

least favorite book? text.

favorite day of the week? text.

least favorite day of the week? text.

favorite month? text.

least favorite month? text.

favorite season? text.

least favorite season? text.

favorite toy? text.

least favorite toy? text.

favorite type of weather? text.

least favorite type of weather? text.

favorite time of day? text.

least favorite time of day? text.

favorite thing about themselves? text.

least favorite thing about themselves? text.

favorite thing about their current home? text.

least favorite thing about their current home? text.

favorite holiday? text.

least favorite holiday? text.

favorite shirt? text.

least favorite shirt? text.

favorite activity? text.

least favorite activity? text.

favorite word? text.

least favorite word? text.

favorite smell? text.

least favorite smell? text.[/spoiler]
★★★ // this or that (done)
[spoiler= 27 questions]dog or cat? both?

ice cream or snow cone? ice cream.

muffin or donut? muffin.

toast or eggs? toast.

meat or vegetables? vegetables.

cardio or weights? cardio.

form or function? both?

swimming or sunbathing? swimming.

rain or snow? rain.

indoors or outdoors? outdoors.

tornado or hurricane? hurricane.

hot or cold? hot.

pop or indie? indie??

big party or small gathering? both in different settings.

rich friend or loyal friend? loyal.

work hard or play hard? both.

sneakers or sandals? sneakers.

knife or sword? knife.

hands or gun? either.

pen or pencil? pen.

blinds or curtains? curtains.

save or spend? save to spend.

fight or flight? fight.

ocean or mountains? either?

winter or summer? summer.

sweater or hoodie? both, hoodies.

ninjas or pirates? pirates.[/spoiler]
★★★ // miscellaneous (wip)
[spoiler= 20 questions]what is their archetype? text.

would they dress up for halloween? As what? Ha, yeah. A cat?

what would they do if they won the lottery? Buy a house for himself and his dad.

if they had a superpower, what would it be? What would they do with it? He doesn't want one.

what would they ask a fortune teller? He wouldn't, he doesn't really care to know.

If your character could travel through time, where would they go? Everywhere?

can your character use chopsticks? Yes.

what do they do when they can’t sleep? text.

what would they impulse buy at a store? text.

what kind of coffee would they order? text.

what apps would they have on their phone? text.

what kind of tv shows would they watch? text.

what’s their hogwarts house? text.

their patronus? text.

who is their Greek patron god/goddess? text.

do they have a set Pokémon team? What is it? text.

who’s their Disney face-claim? text.

their dreamworks face-claim? text.

who’s their superhero face-claim? text.

who’s their voice-claim? text.[/spoiler]

[THESEUS]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: helvetica; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.4;"]— Theo is small, looks deceptively delicate when fully clothed. It only works for his favor in a fight, when his strength comes as a surprise. It's not quite that now, when he's shirtless. He looks more like a picture than a weapon. The Badlands has kept a warm tone to his skin, darkening the freckles along his cheeks and shoulders. Muscles stretch and pull underneath scars as he lifts his arms above his head, sighing happily.

— He makes a contented noise and burrows himself deeper into the pillows, eyes half-closed, smile soft. The blankets pool at his hips when he arches his back into a stretch, though he falls back with a whine instead of following through and getting out of bed.

[THESEUS]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: helvetica; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.4;"]He doesn't know how to put words to his feelings, but they amount to crushed glass and a car crash. The fluttering of butterflies has turned to razor blades, still the most delightful thing, and something in his chest softens when they touch.

[THESEUS]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: helvetica; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.4;"]I am afraid of the dark.
I am fearless.
I trust no one.
I have never dated anyone in my entire life.
I am afraid of commitment.
My eyes are hazel.
My life is always one big mess.
I am naïve as hell.
When someone tells me something as though it is fact, I tend to believe them.
I am too trusting.
I am a mythological creature.
I have a large family.
I have a small family.
I don’t want any kids.
I am married.
I have kids.
I hate television.
I hate social media.
I have my life mapped out.
When things don’t go my way, I tend to freak out.
I ride the bus to get around.
I have never owned my own car.
I am a teenager.
I am angsty.
I have very few friends but the ones I have I am very close to.
I have never cared to be popular.
I was or am a cheerleader in high school.
I was or am a band or choir nerd in high school.
I am athletic.
I hate to dance.
Crafts are my escape from reality.
I love to read.
I am the cutest person in my family.
I have been homeless before or am currently homeless.
I love my job.
I get along with my boss.
My high school teachers did or do inspire me.
I live in a house.
I live in an apartment.
I am part of the LGBT+ community.
I was or am bullied in middle school.
Tall people intimidate me.
I am 5'6 or shorter.
I am 6'3 or taller.
I love being in nature.
I love takiing photos.
Photography soothes my soul.
McDonald’s is my favorite fast food chain.
I love grocery shopping.
Fooooood! … yes please! (I love food!)
My favorite element is fire.
My favorite element is water.
I like kissing and cuddling more than I like sex.
I was the first of my family to graduate college or university.
I dropped out of high school or middle school.
I can never commit to one job.
I ride a bike everywhere I go.
I am spiritual but not religious.
I believe in witchcraft.
I believe in magic.
I believe in ghosts.
I believe in a higher power.
I am lighthearted.
I like to make people smile & laugh.
I am too kind sometimes.
I always like to say it like it is.
Once you lie to me once, I never trust you again.
I love all animals.
I am committed to every person I date.
I have been cheated on.
I have cheated before.

[THESEUS]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: helvetica; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.4;"]bold the habits your character has

nail biting | throat clearing | lying | interrupting | chewing the ends of pens | smoking | swearing | knuckle cracking | thumb sucking | muttering under their breath | talking to themselves | nose picking | binge drinking | oversleeping | snacking between meals | skipping meals | picking at skin | impulse buying | talking with their mouth full | humming/singing to themselves | chewing gum | leg jiggling | foot tapping | hair twirling | whistling | eye rolling | licking lips | sniffing | squinting | rubbing hands together | jaw clenching | gesturing while talking | putting feet up on tables | tucking hair behind ears | chewing lips | crossing arms over chest | putting hands on hips | rubbing the back of their neck | being late | procrastinating | doodling | shredding paper | peeling off bottle labels | forgetfulness | running hands through hair | overreacting | teeth grinding | nostril flaring | slouching | pacing | drumming fingers | fist clenching | pinching bridge of nose | rubbing temples | rolling shoulders

[aureate]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: helvetica; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.4;"]— By the time they're limp, head falling backwards, the anger has dissipated. Like steam from boiling water, except it's been kept on so long that there's no water left, just hot metal. He sighs and it comes out hot, forcing himself to relax the fingers clenched too tightly around the unconscious man's collar. His head drops with an unceremonious thud, Theo himself too tired to lower him gently. Blood splatters his hands and his jacket and his face and he realizes that he wants to scrub all of it off, but instead he's left with a knocked out piece of waste — there's not as much anger as he thought there would be, and instead his breath starts to shake.

— will write this later bc 1am but something with the guy chained up after he's woken up so theo can go back to interrogating him. then him dragging him around + the phrase "he's not mine"

[aureate]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: helvetica; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.4;"]His mouth tastes of copper and it takes him a long time to remember why. It's dry on his tongue and down his throat, but he swallows through it with a gag, tongue running over the backs of his teeth. Two, four, eight, sixteen on top, bloody but intact. Seventeen, twenty-five, thirty-two. He's not sure why he's bothering with that right now, with the way that he feels jostled and nauseous and out of it. It's comforting, maybe. He feels like he could vomit, but there's nothing in his stomach. His mind searches for the last time he ate even though he can't remember what feels like days — the last thing he remembers is worlds away, trying to swallow the color on his own cheeks as he handed Doktè a folded shirt. Things come back in pieces, Tybalt's questioning meow, waving at people on the streets. The world went on turning, it felt so strange to look back on that. A headache begins to throb behind his eyes, keeping pace with the ever-increasing racing of his heart. He tries to keep his shifting subtle even though he's panicking now. Think, Theseus. You're not dead yet. You're not dead yet.

Why?

His day had started normally. It starts as a guess and then becomes an assertion, then a memory. He remembers Tybalt on his back, standing between his shoulders. Sharp claws dug in and out, voice demanding. The sun warming the back of his head was another sign that he had overslept. He remembers how warm it had felt, how quietly he'd found himself missing something that he wouldn't put words to. He remembers stretching, and just how good it had felt to move until something popped. Things had been simple from that point on, feeding the cat and pulling on the softest clothing he could find. He'd gone for a walk, thinking it best to avoid the crowds. Clear his head, everything like that. He's remembering now, things are clearing up. His settings come a little bit more into focus.

Something feels both sickeningly warm and cold on his skin. Being held has always been a comforting thing. It meant that his dad was around, and that he was safe. He'd always been too small to keep up with abysmally long legs. He would cling to his back or chest when they walked, slowly dozing off with the rocking motion and comfortable warmth. Theo was older now, so much older, and

wip bc i'm lazy

[aureate]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: helvetica; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.4;"]Wanna talk about the fact that for Theo, arousal and affection and all of those lovely feelings physically hurt, especially when they're new feelings / for a new person. It's stomach clenching on razor blades and lungs trying to crawl up through his throat. It's feeling a little bit dizzy and trying not to squirm. It's everything feeling tight and tense and kind of really good at the same time. He recognizes that it's love (or whatever it is), and that feels nice, and he's grown used to it after all these years of being his gay af self, but it's still physically painful.