WE'LL BE OKAY -- open, origami

[Leo]

The male had a lot of feelings.


First, he had left shadowclan, one of the only places he felt comfortable in. He didn't know why, and he felt awful. He felt as if he betrayed everyone, although nobody seemed to notice. That, too, made him anxious.


Second, he left Clown.

He missed him dearly, and his heart soared at the thought of clown visiting him. He hoped some day he's follow through with his word and see him, even if it's only for a short amount of time.

These thoughts troubled him and nagged away at his brain, so he decided to distract himself.

It was evening, and the male was blending in quite well with the scenery. The bright pink origami cranes, however, were not.

He was currently in the process of making his 15th one, and although he denied it, he wished someone would come over and realize this was a cry for help.


//had a lot of muse + i figured I should make some sort of an intro thread

[inny]

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k

[size=8pt][font=verdana]the sight of the paper cranes brought tears to her eyes, her feelings welling up inside her. silas had made these all the time, had given them to her every week and said "i give you the ones i think are the best." and when she'd told him that she couldn't accept his gifts, he had snuck into her treehouse to leave them on her pillow. she missed him with an ache that wouldn't go away.

ev paused for a few moments, shutting her eyes to block out the memories and force down the tears before she joined leo. she sat down across from him, blue gaze flicking to take in the other. "me and a dear friend of mine used to do this together all the time," she told the black feline, wincing a bit as she adjusted her position. "you look a little down. is everything alright, hun?"

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[spoiler=PUT MY FAITH IN SOMETHING UNKNOWN ★ april 7][size=8pt][font=verdana]GENERAL:
★ EVERGREEN WRAITH GAUDIUS | GOES BY EV | FEMALE
★ panromantic | bisexual | polygamous
★ five years old | december 20th | ages real time | Ancientâ„¢
★ former leader of the rebellion of terminus, former leader of blizzardclan, and ex-commander of the rift (feralfront)

RECENT EVENTS:
★ has been injured in a fight
★ grieving over losing her home
★ is suffering from demetia

PHYSICAL:
★ LIONESS  [main] | health: 52% [ reference ]
— a large, heavily wounded lioness who has black fur all over her body and multiple spots of white that resemble constellations, blue eyes, and a greying muzzle
— [i]major injuries: multiple long lacerations along side, chunk taken out of her neck and cheek, has dementia
— [i]minor injuries: stressed out and exhausted, cuts and bite marks all over

PERSONALITY:
takes charge in situations | helpful | wary | exhausted | compassionate | tries to be wise | restless | scared | motherly | forgetful | defensive

RELATIONSHIPS:
★ married to aly, married to vandeadcarnival [not interested in relationships at the moment]
★ gen 1 | no apprentice [closed]

POWERS:
★ no powers - [un]discovered - [un]mastered

INTERACTION:
★ message this account to plot
★ makes friends easily
★ mentally difficult | physically hard | normal training
★ doesn’t start fights, but will finish them | will not show mercy | will kill
★ attack in bold #2D5A2D
★ can powerplay peaceful or nonviolent actions.
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[Leo]

"really? That's cool. I've never found anyone else who could do this." he nodded slowly before saying: "uh, not really..."

[inny]

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k

[size=8pt][font=verdana]ah, so she had been right. "yeah! it was really fun. i think my paws are too big for it now, though, and my old legs are too shaky these days to do this kind of delicate work." she joked, a smile now appearing before fading at his words. a concerned look came to rest on the girl's features.

"is it something you'd like to talk about? i've been around a long time and i think i could offer some advice, if you'd like it."

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[align=center][div style="width:450px;text-align:justify;color:#000;font-size:10pt;font-family:verdana;"]
[spoiler=PUT MY FAITH IN SOMETHING UNKNOWN ★ april 7][size=8pt][font=verdana]GENERAL:
★ EVERGREEN WRAITH GAUDIUS | GOES BY EV | FEMALE
★ panromantic | bisexual | polygamous
★ five years old | december 20th | ages real time | Ancientâ„¢
★ former leader of the rebellion of terminus, former leader of blizzardclan, and ex-commander of the rift (feralfront)

RECENT EVENTS:
★ has been injured in a fight
★ grieving over losing her home
★ is suffering from demetia

PHYSICAL:
★ LIONESS  [main] | health: 52% [ reference ]
— a large, heavily wounded lioness who has black fur all over her body and multiple spots of white that resemble constellations, blue eyes, and a greying muzzle
— [i]major injuries: multiple long lacerations along side, chunk taken out of her neck and cheek, has dementia
— [i]minor injuries: stressed out and exhausted, cuts and bite marks all over

PERSONALITY:
takes charge in situations | helpful | wary | exhausted | compassionate | tries to be wise | restless | scared | motherly | forgetful | defensive

RELATIONSHIPS:
★ married to aly, married to vandeadcarnival [not interested in relationships at the moment]
★ gen 1 | no apprentice [closed]

POWERS:
★ no powers - [un]discovered - [un]mastered

INTERACTION:
★ message this account to plot
★ makes friends easily
★ mentally difficult | physically hard | normal training
★ doesn’t start fights, but will finish them | will not show mercy | will kill
★ attack in bold #2D5A2D
★ can powerplay peaceful or nonviolent actions.
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[Leo]

"Sure, I suppose..." he shrugged before going into it. "I,uh, just left shadowclan, and some people I value behind. I'm just afraid they'll forget me, and they won't bother to make an effort to see me again. I dunno, one of them also hurt me recently, and it's all sort of confusing." his face burned as he looked away. He didn't want to show weakness, he had to act edgy. He couldn't let her know he was struggling.

[inny]

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k

[size=8pt][font=verdana]ev considered his words for a moment, nodding a little as she thought of the right words to say. she was choosing her words carefully, speaking with measured tones. "i definitely understand your worry, goddess knows that i've been there before, but if they really care about you? and they want to keep up a friendship or relationship with you? i think they'll make an effort to come see you. it shouldn't matter whether you left, they're still your friend and you are theirs. i know things can be difficult, but with the help of your friends - new and old - then i can say for sure that things should resolve themselves. also, just ask yourself: if they hurt you recently, are they really worth hanging on to?"

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[align=center][div style="width:450px;text-align:justify;color:#000;font-size:10pt;font-family:verdana;"]
[spoiler=PUT MY FAITH IN SOMETHING UNKNOWN ★ april 7][size=8pt][font=verdana]GENERAL:
★ EVERGREEN WRAITH GAUDIUS | GOES BY EV | FEMALE
★ panromantic | bisexual | polygamous
★ five years old | december 20th | ages real time | Ancientâ„¢
★ former leader of the rebellion of terminus, former leader of blizzardclan, and ex-commander of the rift (feralfront)

RECENT EVENTS:
★ has been injured in a fight
★ grieving over losing her home
★ is suffering from demetia

PHYSICAL:
★ LIONESS  [main] | health: 52% [ reference ]
— a large, heavily wounded lioness who has black fur all over her body and multiple spots of white that resemble constellations, blue eyes, and a greying muzzle
— [i]major injuries: multiple long lacerations along side, chunk taken out of her neck and cheek, has dementia
— [i]minor injuries: stressed out and exhausted, cuts and bite marks all over

PERSONALITY:
takes charge in situations | helpful | wary | exhausted | compassionate | tries to be wise | restless | scared | motherly | forgetful | defensive

RELATIONSHIPS:
★ married to aly, married to vandeadcarnival [not interested in relationships at the moment]
★ gen 1 | no apprentice [closed]

POWERS:
★ no powers - [un]discovered - [un]mastered

INTERACTION:
★ message this account to plot
★ makes friends easily
★ mentally difficult | physically hard | normal training
★ doesn’t start fights, but will finish them | will not show mercy | will kill
★ attack in bold #2D5A2D
★ can powerplay peaceful or nonviolent actions.
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[Leo]

He thought about it for awhile. hm...I mean, he did seem genuine, with the cookies and everything. He had always been there for me, he even trusted me. It was just...the kiss... he eventually nodded, feeling lighter. "alright. Thanks a lot, I guess."