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+ a few notes as I tried to sleep lmao
- getting into a relationship he doesn't enjoy with some girl. hurting her by letting her off the wrong way. overall not? caring? emphasizing that he's a jerk. it's actually because he's gay. he's not bi/straight at all. he just forces himself to be that way bc of his parents.
- will be very interested in any irish boy he comes across tbh? he was told to follow an Irish bloodline. ginger boys are also super hot to him whether they're Irish or not.
- getting hurt in some way. sensitivity about maculinity. taking care of himself becomes hurting himself more. probably gets some permanent limp, scar, or whatever I decide on. permanent reminder that he's not all that and he does need help.
- really secretive, even among close friends. compulsively lies to make himself look better or to hide shit he doesn't want people to know. will do anything to keep embarrassing things from slipping, which could lead to come future blackmail problems.
- get pretty much everyone male to hate him. enemies, rivalries, whatever. will only treat women nice because he's terrified of somehow becoming attracted to a boy. actually really wants to talk to the guys because all the girls are lesbians and hate him too, probably, lmao. will feel alone tbh. won't show that in anything but sarcasm, though.
- he probably murmurs dumb shit in his sleep. like,, angry Irish slurs. oops
- someone tells rory flynn is dead and he breaks down for the first time in years. he's actually not dead. this character would probably be manipulating him for something? don't know what for yet. get on that tomorrow.