ENRAPTURED BY YOUR TOUCH | MANDATORY MEETING

[Leo]

"woah...thank you!" the femme grinned and let out a small giggle when she heard this. "A feast sounds nice, it's not often we eat together as a clan..."

[checkers]

Belladonna stayed quiet as she came over to the clan meeting - but she flinched at the harsh tone of Fare's voice, seeping with anger. Once Fare had finished, Belladonna gingerly padded up to Fare, dipped her head politely before speaking. "Fare, are you alright? would you like me to fetch anything for your illness?" Belladonna whispered softly, trying not to be too loud.

[CIRCUSCLOWN!]

[align=center][div style="width: 450px;; text-align: justify"][size=9pt]Circusclown didn't really care that Fare seemed somewhat angry - though he did care that she seemed sickly. It was so very clear, and he really wanted her to be alright - he might not be her bestie, but in a way he could respect her. Dipping his head in response to her addressing him temporarily leading during the week, he'd remain rather quiet simply studying her. No doubt that she could easily become a target, considering the fact that often when people got sick it was the best time to hit. Not that he was saying he had intentions to hurt her - it was simply an observation. He just was going to keep an extra eye out. As he blinked curiously, he'd clear his throat. Dawnchaser? Huh. He remembered when he had been a deputy of sorts serving Henri - and oddly, now he could understand his former leader sort of. Though, even then Henri hadn't left him a good impression simply because he wasn't the type to let go of grudges. But whatever, that was then and totally off topic. "Thank you." He'd watch Fare as she finished the meeting, immediately walking over. Though he was worried, his eye was stone hard as Belladonna spoke up before he'd add in. "Get better Fare. I also like a feast better then a prom, but I don't mind either." He just didn't like proms because they reminded him of bad things - but when it came to feasts, he would have the best time of his life. Even then, he was a bit iffy - he's been poisoned after eating by his father, so that also brought back bad memories. Whatever, screw it.

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general ; "drink up baby"
★ circusclown disharmony | nicknames are circ and clown, former names are breadstick, uglyclown and clown | male [ he/him ]
two years three months physically and mentally | born november 13th, 2014 | ages realtime
guard of shadowclan | former exiles leader and blizzardclan head combatant (feralfront)
discord disharmony x npc | generation 2 | head of disharmony family | only loyal to family
demisexual | panromantic | crush unknown | afraid of being in a relationship
has ptsd, alcoholism and depression | will have flashbacks or panic attacks if he: sees overwhelmingly fast moving yellow or cyan colors, him feeling or touching bark, hearing someone with a distorted voice, feeling any type of unexpected rough contact, and having limited moving space


appearance ; "stay up all night"
★ domestic cat | always scowling | always smells strongly of alcohol
he is a light brown feline who has a lot of fluffy fur that's often tangled up covered in dirt and dust, and it also feels very greasy and gross. his head is lacking of the light brown color, and is completely white. he has a scar on the left side of his face, which has a stitched up glasgow smile meeting up with the scar. the other side of his face shares a glasgow smile, which is also stitched together. he has only one eye left which is the right one, and it is a dull blue almost lifeless color that seems to be bagging all the time due to exhaustion. the side of his face which has no eye has stitches on the top of his eye, and his eyelid is often closed over the eye socket that's still there, though it can be open if he is surprised or scared by something. [ reference ].

personality ; "with the things you could do"
★ chaotic neutral | anti-hero | the cynic
— cynical, insensitive, pessimistic, crude, hostile, family-oriented, overprotective, unpredictable
with a quick look at circusclown, somebody would probably be able to quickly dismiss him due to him having common disinterest, distantness or unnecessary complaints about everything. he rarely has anything positive to say or do, and will come off as a very dull person who wants nothing more then for others to go away. he is very unpredictable and capricious in behavior, and can with ease be watching with a bored expression and the next be a violent creature someone should steer clear of. despite the unpredictable nature, he is quick to make a decision he won't regret - he is never unsure about his decisions, which only worsens his unpredictable behavior. he is extremely cynical and pessimistic, and has a continual feeling of mistrust and pessimistic thoughts of the outcome of every situation. he has a tendency to be very vulgar, constantly with gross behaviors like burping and swearing. he has a tendency to be very unfriendly or harsh to others, and he is rarely sensitive unless in a good mood or if he enjoys somebodies company. he is at heart however, a genuine and sweet person who just wants to have a large family, but feels it is impossible due to his self-destructive alcoholic behaviors and is simply frightened that he'd be taken advantage of if he was to.

interaction ; "you won't but you might"
★ hard physically | hard mentally | attack in #c68ee2
doesn't like unnecessary death or etc | will start fights | will fight back | will flee if family is protected | will not surrender
might capture if family is threatened | might torture if family is threatened | will kill if family is threatened

trained to fight | has little to no medical knowledge
air elementals — discovered — can't control properly - if something triggers him it will go off
power — un / discovered — control of power: 000%[/spoiler]

[Ruvik]

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[FARE]

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[size=8pt][font=verdana]if one had been watching, they would have noticed that fare hadn’t left her cabin in days. Nobody had gone out and no one had gone in, but finally, as the sun reached the tops of the trees on a morning hazy with fog, one would be able to see an almost skeletal-looking creature drag itself out of fare’s home. It was no surprise that it was fare herself, her breathing labored and her appearance so very muted compared to what it usually was.

This did nothing to diminish her determination, or her anger, for that matter, so as she slowly made her way to where she addressed the clan, her eyes were narrowed. She scrambled up onto the fallen tree and stared down at the ground for a few moments, steadying herself, trying to reign in her anger before calling out to everyone. "shadowclan, assemble for a meeting! now!"

It was obvious that she was upset by her tone and the way she carried herself. Once enough had gathered, she began speaking, the fur around her shoulders bristling. "i understand that i’ve been gone and that i haven’t been around and that the leader is an example activity-wise, but this is no excuse to be so lacking in activity. You all need to step it up, please, because goddess knows i’ll be trying my damn hardest! I’m talking to everyone here, not just high positions, because the clan isn’t just made up of higher-ups, it’s everyone, and everyone needs to make an effort, alright? I’m just…. I’m very frustrated because i know we can do better, i’ve seen it before! I’d like to see more open threads from all of you, myself included. I have a lot of events planned soon, so keep that in mind."

Fare lets out a deep breath, forcing herself to calm down. She was shaking, the movements bordering on shudders now. "i don’t like it when i have to get upset with you all, but this is unacceptable. Now, that’s done and over with, i won’t talk about it unless someone has something they’d like to add. Moving on."

She draws herself up to sit as high as she can, hoping it’ll reduce the horrible trembling in her body. "i’d like to thank circusclown for the amazing job he did in my absence, and i hope that you all respected him as you respect me. That being said, i’m glad to be back up here addressing you all. I’m still not better, not by a long shot, but i hope that i will be soon."

Next up? "ruvik," her tone became sharp suddenly, teeth flashing in the weak sun for a brief moment. "i’d like to see you around more, this is your warning. If you don’t step it up within the next two weeks, you’ll most likely be demoted, ruben."

She would let her gaze roam for a few moments before settling back on a spot in the center of everyone. "i’ve decided that i’ll be creating a vice-leader position just under the leader position," she announced, pausing a bit before continuing with her speech. "leo and circusclown, i’d like for both of you to step up to dawnchaser together. Also, shuuya, i’d like you to step up to be a promise, if you want. As for promotions, i think that’s it."

She would shift her weight a bit, lavender optics blinking slowly as she thought for a few moments. "what do you all think about a prom or a feast soon?" the canine asked, breaking off to cough before continuing on, "meeting dismissed, but i’d like to hear your thoughts and your questions. I’ll be around as usual."

And with that, fare scrabbled off the log and dropped unceremoniously into the dust, sides heaving from the amount of exertion she’d done today in comparison to the last week.

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[spoiler=been granted three wishes ★ march 1][size=8pt][font=verdana]general ; "your body’s a message, send my regards to hell"
★ fare xerses | formerly known as selector | female [ she/her ]
physically 10 months | mentally 12 months | birthday unknown | ages at roleplayer's discretion
leader of shadowclan
daisysteps x bubblebreath | generation 3 | xerses divinius gaudius
bisexual | biromantic | one maybe crush | single [open]

appearance ; "i can hear your thoughts racing from here"
★ coyote | wears a silver chain around her neck
fare is a small coyote, dark in appearance with hints of silver around her face. optimistic lilac-hued eyes peer out at the world, round black pupils within them. she seems to be smaller than the average coyote, almost appearing underfed when it's really just her genetics. she can almost always be seen with a smile on her face. [ reference ].

personality ; "fall upon your knees, sing"
★ mbti personality: ENTP-T
— quiet, polite, cheery, optimistic, dreamer, intuitive, energetic, outgoing, motherly, determined, sometimes sarcastic, caring, secretly manipulative, opportunist
fare likes getting her way, and she isn't afraid to try and manipulate someone in order to get things the way she wants them to be. she'll often take walks or runs in order to burn off energy and will ask someone if she can help them with something if she comes across the opportunity. however, she's very insecure, cynical, and bitter inside and is very scared that everyone is going to find out.

interaction ; "this is my body and soul here!"
★ medium physically | difficult mentally | attack in #41845E
thinks that fighting is a necessary evil on the outside but on the inside, she loves it | will initiate fights
will fight back | will not flee | will not surrender unless under dire circumstances
will capture | will torture | will kill
some training | has medical knowledge
TRUSTS: ruben, circusclown, miles
power — un / discovered — control of power: xxx%
power — un / discovered — control of power: xxx%[/spoiler]

[SHUUYA KANO]

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