OFFICIAL SHADOWCLAN CHATTING AND PLOTTING THREAD

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sorry, not right now, i just starting having an anxiety attack again... sigh
fml

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ah that's not fun, i know how that is. im not very good with advice, but maybe try drinking water or tea if you can and try to breathe evenly to calm down from personal experience. please stay safe checkers <3

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i'm out of my green tea and i can't order any
and basically i just
i had a friend and he was like my best friend for ten years almost
and then the last time he came to my place he ignored me and just fucked around on his phone the whole time and it really hurt me
and now i just see him in photos on facebook with 'friends' and it's like
yeah you really don't fucking care about me at all do you
can't even fucking message me for two years
we bought him a fucking vita because mum pitied him when he got cancer
but he doesn't even fucking talk to me anymore
i'm so tired of 'friends' hurting me like this, i'm tired of having no friends

edit; sorry i just need to rant sometimes, i normally talk to locust but they're afk rn

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ah, i went through something very similar and i've never known how to bonds with friends suddenly being cut off - though, i think the best thing is to try your best to make new friends (though it might seem hard, you can do it!) maybe do something you've always wantd to do where you can make new friends! like if you at some point wanted to learn how to play an instrment, maybe give it a shot and chat with other people who are learning!
im sorry this advice is terrible and im sleepy, and i suppose it isn't yhr best. but just so you know, i care about you checkers!! yiur free to pm me any time you want to or talk to me.

no dont worry!! its never good to bottle up emotions, it only results in you feeling worse

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it's okay, thanks endless
i talked to my dad a little bit and another friend on facebook who said i should just remove him so i did
i'm trying to renovate my room now a little bit
i'm looking for some of my old posters

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ok, i got'cha. i hope everything's okay for you.
youe free to talk to me anytime whether it be fun or serious <3

g'night btw! im going to bed but ill be back on in mrning

[Ruvik]

[member=558]CIRCUSCLOWN![/member] [member=556]endless[/member] DUDE Y U DO DIS TO MEEE IM SCREAMI N GGG MY H EART

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My reaction precisely. Not to mention this might be the most blood Bella has seen since her mother was murdered, so this is gonna scar her :))))

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me rn

[Sunlitkit]

Wtf is happening.
What'd I miss?