BUT WHEN YOU THINK TIM MCGRAW / private

[dannychan]

he hesitated and took out his holopad. "i didn't realise because you were constantly yelling at me.. but if it makes you feel any better.." he set the holopad on the table and holograms of hex just doing simple things or giving speeches come on. lyn knights got footage of you doing cute things when you thought no one was looking and sent them to me.."

[peridot.]

He blinked and looked down at the holopad, saying softly as a sigh left him, "I was constantly yelling at you because it was easier than getting close to you. I know it was my own fault you never realized it, that never made it hurt any less." He then said, still looking down at the holopad, "Your knights really did that? Because you wanted to see me doing stuff like that...?"

[dannychan]

he nodded. "yeah. there was once when you were coming out of a meeting that i guess you had been nervous about, and you came out after everyone and did the little 'ka-ching' fist thingy.. thats my favourite."

[peridot.]

He blinked and turned red, looking down before going back over to Kylo and giving him a long kiss, "That's.... you are a wonderful but ridiculous, ridiculous man. And even though I said all that stuff to Reggi, I'm so glad that you came after me, and even though I panicked when I first saw you, I was really overwhelmed that you had actually cared enough and missed me enough to follow me."

[dannychan]

he kissed back and hummed. "of course i do.. who else is gonna destroy your shit?"

[peridot.]

"I want my house to stay undestroyed. I've worked very hard to make this place look nice." He said, wrapping his arms around the other's neck and gently kissing him again, "Plus now that you're here, I'm actually getting everything I wanted.."

[dannychan]

he hummed. "you sure about that? nothing else you want?"

[peridot.]

"Uhhh, no? What else could I want?" He asked softly, gently kissing the other's jaw and neck.

[dannychan]

he moved away and crossed his arms. "oh, that's right. well, let's hear it then!"

[peridot.]

He blinked and rolled his eyes, saying softly, "Amazing how quick your mood changes." He then said, sighing, "Anyways, if you really want to know - keeping in mind that this is after Starkiller Base and I was wounded and upset and angry - I'll tell you. When I first got here, Reggi was the one who first found me and took me in until I could get a house of my own. He asked me why I was here.. what I was running away from. And I answered honestly. I was running away from an insufferable man who I was in love with, who had never even noticed that I loved him, and who had been idiotic enough to get himself nearly killed in the line of battle and I knew that would be going off to train with a man I was sure would end up killing him. I told him that I hadn't been able to stay and watch that, because it would've been too painful, so I left."