ALIAS - I

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[justify]new site, new me!! ok not really because this is a dump/aesthetic i've been trying for ages but with all that has happened, i haven't even got past two characters haha! but i'm hoping that this LASTS because honestly it's long overdue and i'm really happy with what i have so far so it all depends on my lazy ass!! but anyway, yeah, this is my dump, welcome if you know me or maybe you don't, that's cool too. why you're here is beyond me but hey, thanks for visiting me!

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calloway l. lincoln
geneva b. kerrins
isak t. bakke
marcellus d. ström
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amara l. kipling
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aries l. montgomery
jeremiah c. perez
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cataline c. mccarthy
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ésme s. k. kim
calphin d. fraser
jayceon o. jessop
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hi :^)

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[justify][sub]heyo!! i'm strugglin lmao[/sub][/justify]

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me and life tbh

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[align=center][size=11pt][b]calloway louis lincoln - [color=#b0b0b0][size=7pt][i]and a lie is just a lie that only carries our shame.

[align=left][justify][size=7pt]- generally goes by cal or lou
- physical/actual age can range from 19 - 35, mental age can range from 15 - 25
- born on december first, sagittarius
- male at birth, identifies as masculine
- uses mainly masculine pronouns but doesn't mind gender neutral ones
- very very firmly believes that he's heterosexual, but is bisexual and biromantic, if not even homoromantic but he struggles to admit that

- born in seattle, washington but moved to the east coast (portland, maine) when he was two
- kind of a strange kid, which he chalked up the reason to being because that he's an only child
- he's fully french and french is his native tongue, due to his family only speaking french around the house, he never fully learned and understood english until he was in the third grade
- his parents really wanted to follow the "american dream" so his mother was a stay at home mother, his father actually worked in NASA (not typical at all) and they lived in a quaint two-story home w/ a white picket fence. he had a portuguese water dog named prince as well
- although his father was always busy, he somehow always made the time to be the perfect father, the type to come home and play catch with his son and teach cal how to fix cars and stuff. but due to this, cal was also forced to try and adhere to the role of the perfect son, which meant playing football and indulging in sports and stuff even if he didn't like them. this is where the pressures of being straight came in, because his parents had always wanted him to marry a pretty girl and have a couple of kids
- played a hell of a lot of sports growing up, including football, baseball, soccer, rugby, etc. like he hated all of them but his father wanted him to participate. he sucked at hand-eye coordination and just wasn't really into it, not as much as he was into liberal arts like art and music but his dad wasn't a fan of it. he thought art and music were dying
- was a really shy and awkward kid growing up like he was a total outcast. he struggled to make friends since no one really wanted to hang out with the weird french kid but he always told his parents that school was fine and all and he was doing ok

- a really big asshole when you first meet him like he's really self-centered and egotistical and has no time for anyone other than himself. it's a struggle getting to know him just because of how obnoxious and annoying he can be when you first meet him like he wasn't like that when he was younger but once he entered college, he just changed completely from his shy and quiet self
- has no time for everyone else's bullshit, but expects everyone to care about his. he's a bit of an attention whore and really vain. most people tend to tune him out somewhere along the way, so they often miss the part where he self-loathes the hell out of himself
- uh yeah, he actually hates himself a * ton. like he can't stand himself, so he forces other people to be able to. although he never seems like it because of his outward personality, he really struggles to accept himself, so that comes out in a way that tries to seek other people's attention and affection
- never knows what he's getting himself into, he's so impulsive and reckless and never really thinks about the consequences. he loves dragging other people into his messes too, whether it be fun or a literal mess and this comes from the fact that he's a bit dense and doesn't realize when people aren't into the same things he is
- although really full of himself, he's actually quite the charismatic person like he knows how to charm people and keep their attention. this also caters to how flirty he can get when he sees someone he's attracted to (which is often) but it's difficult for him to still feel the same way after awhile
- once he falls in love though, he can become one of the most affectionate and loving people ever, which is really really unexpected, especially from cal

- cal does suffer from depression, which he does take medication for and he heavily relies on his medication to get through most of his days. depression is something he'd struggled with since he was thirteen and he's jumped from medication to medication to medication just trying to find something that worked for him, but currently, his meds make him very very sleepy so don't let him drive
- since his parents had always wanted the perfect son, you can probably imagine their disappointment when all of his grades came back with a C and below. the feeling worsened when they found out that he had dyslexia, and school has always been insanely difficult for him growing up

- says he doesn't care but he kinda rlly does
- "oh u were talking to me?"
- king of hook-ups ok
- is suUUCH A GR9 SINGER but he rarely ever does it outside of the shower
- kids literally love him but he can do without them honestly
- doesn't seem like the kind of person to enjoy camping but honestly?? he kinda does
- rlly rlly sexual ok like don't mind him and his crude comments bc that happen 24/7
- he's rlly difficult to understand sometimes bc he could say one thing but mean another n rlly he's making things way more difficult than necessary
- to make things even worse on himself, he is a toootal powerbottom, so that's another thing he's keeping from his family not that he would tell them that he likes taking it from behind hAH

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[size=11pt]geneva brooklyn kerrins - [color=#b0b0b0][size=7pt][i]your twisted mind is like snow on the road.

[align=left][justify][size=7pt]- prefers to go by geneva, only his mom calls him brooklyn or brookie
- physical/actual age can range from 15 - 22, mental age can range from 15 - 20
- born on february fourteenth, aquarius
- male at birth, identifies as demi-masculine
- uses mainly masculine pronouns but doesn't mind gender neutral ones either
- gay as all hell like boys are the thing that keeps him going in life and he's really proud of his sexuality, don't even try because he really could care less about other people's opinions

- [b]trigger warning for abuse + drug abuse
- born in innsbruck, austria but that was only because his mother had a preterm birth. he was born two months early and his parents had to stay in autria for an extra three weeks since he was under NICU. but then they soon returned to the rainy city of seattle, washington
- his father left when he was five and he and geneva have lost all contact since then but geneva could care less. his father never was in his life in the first place since he and his mother had an on and off kind of thing
- lived below the poverty line for all to most of his childhood because his mother would rather spend money on drugs and stuff rather than a nice home or to put food on the table
- his mother obviously never saw things the way he did because she was devastated. she ended up resorting to drugs and alcohol to fill up the void left by her ex-husband. geneva, who was once her pride and glory, became useless to her. she took out her frustrations on him, whether it meant getting verbal or physical. this carried on until he was about eleven
- his mother started attending rehab when geneva was eleven, which, although stressed her out and geneva had to watch her struggle through it, her mood drastically changed. she took more concern for her son, and completely regretted her harsh treatment of him. during this time, geneva grew incredibly close to his mother, even despite her mood swings
- after a particular scare when she overdosed on heroine after she relapsed, geneva was forced to separate from his mother and go into the foster care system. luckily, he was adopted quickly and relocated only a couple of hours away from his home
- although his mother lost custody, she is doing her damned hardest to get clean and win her son back
- he actually really likes his foster parents, anya and mark dailey, along with his younger foster sister, brie dailey. they're a really kind and gentle family, but he'd always felt as if he didn't belong in their family, as if he's always been the outsider

- after all that has happened in his life, geneva has grown much more reserved and quiet than he has in the past and has a bunch of difficulty opening up to people and putting himself out there
- he doesn't respond well to forcefulness, he tends to shut down or clam up and it's impossible to get through to him when he does this. any form of anger can cause anxiety and panic attacks for him, the best way to get through and share frustrations with him is to do it gently. let him down gently or not at all
- despite his seemingly meek and quiet tendencies, he's actually really bold from time to time and will always stand up for loved ones. he also can stand to see anyone in trouble or hurt or something and although he's bad at comforting, he's always going to be there if his friends need someone or even a stranger
- he's insanely independent and isn't a fan of relying on other people. he always believes that he can do it on his own, even when he can't and needs help. he doesn't like bothering others and would much rather struggle through life than drag others down with them
- isn't big on affection, although he doesn't get triggered from touching anymore like he used to, he still has a small bout of fear whenever someone attempts to touch him and they aren't close, especially in public
- when he falls in love, he falls hard, like face first off a cliff hard. it doesn't happen but when it does, he would literally defend the person with his life if he had to, he's the literal definition of whipped. he struggles to say it though, but he tends to show his affection and care and concern through his actions
- although he doesn't seem like the type to be impulsive and chill, he really really is. it's not hard to get him to go with the flow and jump into some fun when invited, but if he's not then he'll keep to himself

- geneva struggles with mild general anxiety, this is something that developed after his mother hit a rough patch in her life and took it out on him. this has gotten a bit better over time, but it's still something that's prevalent in his life
- he also has anorexia. he's never been diagnosed for it, but it's more than obvious by how self-conscious he is when it comes to his body and how food just seems to disgust him. even as a kid, he found it difficult to eat, but he's never told anyone about this, mainly because he feels as if it's too feminine to worry about your body and thinks that it's bad and wrong that he feels this way

- hates PDA, like he doesn't hate it but it embarrasses him to no end ok so he tends to keep all his love and affection for indoors
- probs has a high sex drive honestly but whO KNOWS?? i don't
- will go from 0 to 100 real quick like no joke
- he's cute n all until u realize that he's actually a mess, like a total hot mess
- speaks fluent german and english and conversational in ASL
- his mom's german so
- lives off of beer and uh yeah, that's it
- seems rlly bitter and mean at first but he's rlly just a cinnamon roll ok
- /coughs [sub]he's a bottom[/sub]

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[size=11pt][b]isak terje bakke - [color=#b0b0b0][size=7pt][i]if i had it my way, i wouldn't be lost on my own.

[align=left][justify][size=7pt]- doesn't really have any nicknames that he goes by, it's generally just isak
- physical/actual age can range from 15 - 24, mental age can range from 15 - 25
- born on march twelfth, pisces
- male at birth, identifies as masculine
- uses mainly masculine pronouns but doesn't mind gender neutral ones either
- really struggles when it comes to his sexuality but he's open to himself being attracted to any gender. he'd always thought that he was into girls up until he got into high school and he found himself slowly being drawn to guys as well. but his family and friends don't really understand the whole "gay thing," so he's kept this information to himself and hasn't really acted upon his feelings. as far as he knows, he's both biromantic as well as bisexual.

- born in oslo, norway to two teen parents who didn't really know what to do with him. the two of them obviously never meant to have a kid, but isak was born and he was quickly given up
- maybe he wasn't a cute kid or something, but he didn't get adopted until he was fourteen, but before that, he was placed into the foster care system
- for the first five years of his life, he spent his life with an elderly couple on some kind of farm. he doesn't really remember much but he knew that they were the nicest, most closest thing to parents that he's ever had. not to mention, there were a bunch of dogs there
- he was placed back into another foster home when he was six, the elderly couple could no longer support him since he was beginning to start school and there wasn't a school nearby their area, so he was quickly relocated to another family in order to begin his education
- his new family was more of a mess than a family, so he tended to do his own thing. due to this, he didn't really get to know them, and that only made them seem more creepy and eerie to him. they were probably fine, but they were just odd and he never felt comfortable around them
- during the time that he was staying with his new family, he got to know his foster manager. or, well, the person in charge of relocating him as well as finding him adoptive parents and what ever else. she ended up becoming a motherly figure to him, especially during this time
- his foster manager actually ended up adopting him as her own son before they both moved to the states together where she actually kind of just lets him do his own thing too
- he currently resides with three other roommates in a small house, he does visit his adoptive mother and they're still just as close (maybe a bit disconnected, truthfully), he just prefers to live outside of the house

- isak tends to try and act a lot older than he really is, often wanting to take on more than he can manage or suppressing his own feelings and intentions since that's what he thinks being mature is
- tends to be pretty dense and doesn't really understand when he's done something wrong or offended someone, so it's best to just guide him whenever he says something dumb because really, he probably doesn't even know what he did
- insanely forgetful, he probably has the memory of a goldfish. he often makes notes for everything due to this, since he's aware of how absent-minded he can be
- although it might not come off upon first meeting him, isak's very much still a child, so to speak. he's pretty innocent and naïve, he doesn't know right from wrong and can be impulsive. as much as he likes to think that he's older and smarter, he's still just as immature and childish sometimes
- he's a total sweetheart even despite his insensitive words from time to time, he always does his best to please and puts others before him, or at least tries to. he's also very sincere in his actions and words, so he means everything he says and his words generally have a purpose, even if they're rude or demeaning but again, he doesn't know what he means when he talks so just correct him if he says something wrong
- isak is very socially intelligent, he normally is charismatic and knows how to weasel his way anywhere if he tried. he doesn't really try to do this often since it seems manipulative to him, but he doesn't think it's a super bad thing either. despite being socially adept though, he only has a few close friends and likes to keep people at a distance, he's just very much an introvert
- he falls in love easily, way too easily, quite truthfully. he adorns his heart on his sleeve and could award it to the first stranger he meets without a problem, but in the end, he's usually the one that gets too invested and ends up with his heart broken
- tends to clam up and grow quiet whenever around someone he likes or he's been dating for a couple of weeks. he doesn't know why, and he always tries to open up and be as outgoing as he usually is, but it just never happens, not until later on in the relationship but he does care for his partner, he's just bad at showing it
- he loves affection, but struggles to show it to others. he's not affectionate, but he loves affectionate people, so to speak. he often shows love verbally, and grows insanely shy around affection but he does enjoy it

- probs drinks and smokes a shit ton of weed tbh
- speaks norwegian and english fluently, tends to revert back to norwegian whenever he's upset or drunk or, even occasionally when he's high
- he's knows he's cute ok shut up he hates being called cute,,,, not really buT STILL
- lITERAL SINNAMON ROLL I S2G
- spends 98.2% of his days in his room lmao like what does he do?? who knows
- jk he's usually sleeping or on his laptop, his life is insanely boring
- "it's not that i don't like u, it's that i don't like the outside and u, don't get too haughty"
- forgets to eat?? like all the time?? it's not that he's trying to starve himself it just happens so he sets alarms on his phone to eat every two hours bc he usually only eats snacks
- honestly he forgets everything, it's so annoying tbh bc he's locked himself out of his apartment like 3/4 times he gets home,,, and his car,,, and everything rlly
- spends hours in the shower,, like no joke he could spend hours in there n his usual showers are already like an hour and a half bc he just likes standing there
- loves dogs ok like they're his favorite animal and he rlly rlly wants one but one of his roommates is allergic so yeah that sucks for him

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[align=center][size=11pt][b]marcellus dax ström - [color=#b0b0b0][size=7pt][i]it's because of you that i believe in me for first time.

[align=left][justify][size=7pt]- known as marcel to everyone, really, his older brother calls him dax or marcy
- physical/actual age can range from 16 - 27, mental age can range from 15 - 20
- born on january 29th, aquarius
- male at birth, identifies as masculine, mainly just because he's ignorant
- uses mainly masculine pronouns, but honestly he could care less about what people call him, he's insanely comfortable in his own masculinity
- has no idea who he's attracted to, honestly. like he rarely feels any sort of sexual pull, but he does fall in love, making him greysexual, and most likely demiromantic. but whether he's straight or gay or whatever else, he has no clue. he doesn't often see people in the whole gender light, and often falls for people for their personality or their appearance, not so much what they identify as

- born in toronto, canada to two swedish fathers. his surrogate mother was a close friend of his parents, and so he's known his surrogate mother since he was born. his childhood hasn't been much different from other kids, except for the fact that he has two fathers
- he was actually quite privileged as a kid, his parents were upper-middle class, and they often spent their free time traveling. by the time marcel was ten, he'd already visited most of the cities in canada. they also travelled out of the country a lot more once he was ten, including returning to sweden during the summer in order to visit his family still living over there
- he grew up as an outcast. he's always been the more unorthodox kid, even in the way he learns and the activities he enjoys. he hated tag or participating in anything that didn't seem 'useful' to him. he was a smart kid, but not the most friendly, that's for sure
- his brother his eight years older than him, and yet, they're still insanely close. his brother is actually paraplegic and suffers from depression, marcel has always treaded carefully around him. but upon growing up, they've managed to relax around each other a bit more and marcel has made it a habit to go to his brother for advice
- marcel was found to have leukemia when he was thirteen, but they managed to treat it since it was still in its early stages. he entered remission when he was fourteen, only to have it return when he was fifteen. they've managed to still keep it in control, though a future with remission looks bleak, so he's just trying to get through the days one by one
- he moved out when he was seventeen despite his parents' worries. he wanted to show them that he could be independent just fine, and so he got a job in order to provide for himself, and rented out an apartment with minimal parental aid. he does have a roommate, though they don't really get along, ironically enough

- when first meeting marcel, he's known to be quite absent-minded and spacey, never fully in the conversation or invested, really. gaining and keeping his attention is an insanely difficult feat and people tend to think he's disinterested when really, he probably is
- despite probably being the smartest among peers, marcel enjoys acting like, well, an idiot. he makes rash decisions, acts upon impulses, and does whatever else can get him into trouble. despite this seeming like his personality, it's really a comfort measure. he doesn't feel comfortable with his own intelligence, so he prefers to rag on himself rather than embrace it
- a big thing to note about marcel is his never ending sarcasm. he has an extremely dry sense of humor, which usually involves self-deprecating himself, but to others, he uses sarcasm like ammunition. every sentence he's ever said has probably been riddled with sarcasm
- he's blunt. he could care less about other people's feelings before saying what he means. even more so when they willingly allow him to do so. his rude candidness has landed him in awful situations as well as tore his friendships apart before. he doesn't know how to censor himself, quite truthfully
- marcel is a rather detached person, both emotionally and physically. he doesn't form attachments easily and tends to go with the flow, so rather than getting wound up about the little things, he can just let it go and move on with his life
- but whenever he does end up growing attached to someone, he becomes insanely vulnerable, and tends to act like a lost puppy without them around. opening up to people and showing his love and attachment is a difficult task for him, but when he gets attached, he's literally whipped

- marcel suffers from hairy cell leukemia, or HCL. this is a slow evolving type of leukemia, and occurs when the bone marrow makes too many B cells (white blood cells that fight infection) and overtime, the rate of healthy white blood cells and red blood cells decrease.

- he doesn't grow attached often, but when he has, it's only ever been for like one person and one item, and when he and his ex broke up, marcel literally took a year or two just to get over her. and they were only dating for three or four months tbh and the one item is a pair of holey, ripped jeans from like second grade bc his crush at the time spilled juice all over the cuff of the right leg and she became famous, so he likes to tell people that he knew her lmao
- he has a bo burnham sense of humor honestly like it's kinda weird and v self-deprecating but hilariOUS
  - marcel in a nutshell: "is he skiing or is he in a gay porn?"
- he's rlly musically talented, he plays like fifteen different instruments and sings too. he enjoys playing his cello the most tbh
- tap danced for a long long time and the urge to tap comes out when he drinks so beware
- dropped out of high school for three weeks once, everyone thought he was just sick honestly. he only returned bc school food was cheaper than buying groceries lmao
- lives off of poptarts and dinosaur chicken nuggets
- likes telling made up stories w/ no context whenever he's stuck in a boring ass conversation like he just cuts off the other person and says somethin like "i saw a frog w/ quadruple two legs and it hid under a log byE"
- never tells people he has leukemia, so when he coughs up blood sometimes he's just like "yeah so satan posessed me two years ago and we kinda fight over my body sometimes"

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sits
also
isak and troy?? we should do something,, i don't have troy's bio up yet but he has henrik as a fc so
[s]me: can barely manage my one thread that's also with you but thinks that making more will help

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wow marcellus is a god