Haunted by the Ghost of You *Private*

[Leafwing12]

He glanced away. "...For hurting you like that. Making you think I've been dead this whole time. I never wanted to do that to you. If there was another way, I would have done it. But..." he trailed off

[dannychan]

he blinked. "it's ok, sherlock." he said. "i understand now."

[Leafwing12]

Sherlock seemed to relax a bit. He gave a faint nod, watching him. "...I really did miss you, John." He whispered

[dannychan]

he smiled weakly. "i still miss you.."

[Leafwing12]

"...Still?" Sherlock asked. He was right here. Did John not believe he was alive? Did he think that this was all a hallucination?

[dannychan]

he hesitated. "i.. i hardly ever see you anymore, sherlock. of course i miss you."

[Leafwing12]

He watched him, frowning. "I know, but....You seemed really mad at me. To the point where you were never going to forgive me. And with Mary....Shes your fiance. She told me you two were getting married soon. I understand, John. Things happen in life. She's going to be your wife. Maybe you'll even start a family. Things changed. They're not how they used to be. And chances are they're not going to go back to how they were. We just need to accept that and find a way to move on." He said.

[dannychan]

he blinked. "yeah, i was mad at first, but just this week i've called you twenty times but.. you declined all of my calls."

[Leafwing12]

He blinked, frowning. "...Calling? John, I don't have my cell phone on me. The first week I came back and started doing cases again with Lestrade I lost my phone. Someone must have picked it up." He said.

[dannychan]

he frowned. "i tracked it, and it's somewhere at 221." he said, pulling up the app n