le chaos. | another marsy dump.

[phantomatics]

#mybrotherisoverparty

#mybrotherisoverparty

#mybrotherisoverparty

[fuentes]

#mybrotherisoverparty

this sounds like Teaâ„¢,,,

[marsy]

basically he's a heavily hypocritical least-considerate asshole fuckhead little shit

[fuentes]

well alrighty then marsy spill that shit
i'm just glad i'm an only child tbh

[marsy]

alright here we go

my brother is a gamer, it's literally all he fucking does besides eat, sleep, and now go to school. he's got the most anger issues i've ever seen anyone have. i understand he has mild autism, very mild, as well as adhd i'm pretty sure, but that doesn't give him the right to be cussing up a storm on his games, calling people f*ggots and c*nts and bitches and every other cuss word you can think of. he literally tells people to kill themselves, or tells other people that so-and-so should kill themselves, and even if it's just in-game, it's still fucking a stupid thing to do. i understand he's fourteen and he's going to cuss, but one, he does it when our parents are home too, and two, the AMOUNT this boy cusses is ASTOUNDING. he drops the f-bomb every other word, and i have video proof of him calling a group of people "little bitch-ass c*nts" or smth like that. he has literally no consideration for anyone around him. he will push you, he will poke you and slap your shoulder and grab you roughly even if you've told him MILLIONS OF TIMES THAT YOU BRUISE EASILY AND YOU WANT HIM TO STOP. and he calls ME names, like bitch and asshole, but his fav now seems to be bitch, even when i've done literally nothing wrong to him?? like i'll explain something to him and tell him he's wrong and maybe we'll fight a little going back and forth even when he's obviously wrong and then he'll call me a bitch and stomp - LIKE A FUCKING ELEPHANT, EVEN THOUGH OUR DAD IS SLEEPING - to his room and SLAM his door. he does this with every little inconvenience, too. like once we had no mayo, and he was like "WHY DIDN'T MOM GET MAYO, SHE KNEW WE NEEDED MAYO" blaming it on mom even though she WORKS HER FUCKING ASS OFF - she's a social worker on top of it, so her life is literally in danger all the time ?? - and also we're fuckin poor as shit and i try to explain this to him and he just gets MORE PISSED, and gets pissed at ME and calls me a fucking BITCH ?? i don't fucking think so, you little shit. and he gets pissed at my sister for eating bologna plain ?? he's like "that's not what it's for" BITCH IT'S FUCKING F O O D THERE'S NO SET WAY OF HOW TO EAT IT STFU. and every time we tell him this he insists that it's not the "proper" way and then stomps to his room and slams his door bc he's mad there's no bologna left for him to make him three or four damn sandwiches he always eats. i'm so done. i love the kid, he's my brother, i would protect him with my life, but he's an actual asshole. not to mention one time i think he said smth, or someone else on the internet did or SMTH i don't remember and i pointed out that it was racist, like really racist, not fucking funny, and what did he say? "i don't care." i almost punched him in the face. i was so close.

i'm so done with his bitch ass. and i have the right to call him these names, because that's what he fucking is.

[Asyli]

wheeze it took me forever to build up the courage to ask but?
do you think i could use the twitter aesthetic bc it's beautiful as
fuck n i cry

[marsy]

aaa ofc bb !! go right ahead !! & tysm asldkjsk <3 <3 <3

[phantomatics]

[B][I]I'M GOING TO FUCKING DECK HIM I SWEAR TO GOD

[marsy]

try living with him and not being able to punch him
not only would he retaliate physically (maybe, maybe he'd just be a li'l bitch and cry for mommy) but verbally and it'd mess with my head and i'd feel guilty af even though it's completely justified and i'd want to fuckin die

the first day of school and i already want to launch myself into the sun :^)
i'm trying to stay hyped and positive but it's very difficult

[phantomatics]

hey, at least your first day went well, right?