if i survive then i'll see you tomorrow — oleanderpoison's dump

[Asyli]

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- maybe delete avatars and put them below its illnesses

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[align=center][div style="borderwidth; width: 450px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; line-height: 12px; font-size: 8pt"]bumping this because i need to keep track of the songs while i revamp ollie... again

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Oleanderpoison. X
Oleandertea. X
Oleanderflower
Oleanderleaf
Oleander

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bumping this so i can edit it and shit

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retracking

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[div style="borderwidth; width: 450px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; line-height: 12px; font-size: 8pt"]just a place where i'm going to drop most of the information regarding oleanderpoison. ✦

[Asyli]

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✦ F-3 by SKY-HI — "what's the deal? even blinking is a waste, what on earth is going on? a few words from above: there are no problems! blindness. they don't want their hands to get dirty so they soil their hearts only and keep a clean appearance, high end brands and dark sunglasses, pitch black down to their wrists. a rap star under a black spotlight, smoke from a caster smells awful, with all the stars that exist, everyone polity shows such gratitude for the stars and stripes. inside and outside, copy & paste, happily killing each other's personality. orderly queueing in a single line, always saying: it's trendy in NY right now! getting carried away is what trends are about and before you know it you're falling head first down a waterfall. the 'justice' people use is a card, hiding the front and back and just pushing the joker onto us. cross-fading love and hate a masquerade wearing thin masks, there isn't enough happiness for everyone; money, cash, hoes day trade."

✦ GIVE IT TO ME by AGUST D — "gi-give it to me: money, honor, whatever it may be, bring it to me. fame, flash, light gi-give it to me, gi-give it to me, i don't mind whatever it may be so bring it to me. i can't live like a dog when i'm born to be a tiger, pour me whatever you have, liquor, money or honor. i never beg for it, whatever you're holding in your hands, i have no desire, i only do what i have to do, law of the jungle? the political world within the word 'success'. you guys keep going after each other's throats, yeah, right assholes yeah, yeah, keep fighting; i don't care if you keep digging your own grave or wasting yourself so, please, continue living like that. don't touch me, don't even put your hand on me, you might end up in a coffin if you keep fooling around sloppily; one for the money and two for the show. fame, flash, light gi-give it to me."

✦ BULLET by HOLLYWOOD UNDEAD — "my legs are dangling off the edge, the bottom of the bottle is my only friend, i think i'll slit my wrists again and i'm gone, gone gone. my legs are dangling off the edge, a stomach full of pills didn't work again, i'll put a bullet in my head and i'm gone, gone, gone. gone too far and yeah i'm gone again, it's gone on too long, tell you how it ends; i'm sitting on the edge with my two best friends, ones a bottle of pills, ones a bottle of gin. i'm twenty stories up, yeah, i'm up at the top, i'll polish off this bottle, now it's pushing me off, asphalt has never looked so soft. i bet my momma found my letter, now she's calling the cops, i gotta take this opportunity before i miss it. 'cause now i hear the sirens and they're off in the distance, believe me when i tell you that i've been persistent 'cause i'm more scarred, more scarred than my wrist is. i've been trying too long with too dull of a knife but tonight i made sure that i sharpened it twice, i never bought a suit in my life but when you go to meet go, you wanna look nice. so if i survive then i'll see you tomorrow, yeah, i'll see you tomorrow."

✦ DEAD END IN TOKYO by MAN WITH A MISSION — "in a dead end street in tokyo, i finished my bottle all alone. where i'll end up, well, i just don't know, another dead end in tokyo. there's a thousand glowing street signs all in a row and there's a rich man toasting to the people below, he's just standing at his window sipping dom perignon because he feels like the king of kabuki-cho, wohohohohohoh. she's got a suitcase full of big dreams, she's in a city full of bigger lies; he's shinjuki james dean, keep on living but you never leave alive. hey mister, i got it, whatever it is you want dream on, chaotic. just another dead end in tokyo, tururututu, just another dead end in tokyo, tururututu, just another dead end in tokyo, tururututu. one thousand tired people all scattered like rats and there's a drunk man sleeping in a pile of trash. he hears the sounds of karaoke and a mercedes benz, he wakes up and checks his reflection in a broken glass, wohohohohohoh."

✦ FUCK AWAY THE PAIN by DIVIDE THE DAY — "fuck away the pain, erase him from your brain; fake it like you love me, come on baby touch me. show me where it hurts, this dirty little curse, don't have to be ashamed if you wanna scream my name while i fuck away the pain."



You hate the way he fooled around behind your back
A slave to him but now with me, no strings attached
But if you wanna use me up and leave me in the bed
If that's what you need go right ahead

Fuck away the pain, erase him from your brain
Fake it like you love me, Come on baby touch me,
Show me where it hurts, this dirty little curse
Don't have to be ashamed if you wanna scream my name
While I fuck away the pain

Stronger than a shot of whiskey or any pill you take

Fuck away the pain, erase him from your brain
Fake it like you love me, Come on baby touch me,
Show me where it hurts, this dirty little curse
Don't have to be ashamed if you wanna scream my name
While I fuck away the pain





✦ SONG NAME by ARTIST — "lyrics lyrics lyrics."

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BROWN TABBY x WHITE MASKING BROWN TABBY & maine coon x maine coon

✦ ACCESSORIES —

✦ SCARS —

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