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name & nicknames; most commonly, usually because people struggle with the pronunciation of zephyra, she's called z. her mother liked the name zephyra and thought it was pretty enough for her daughter. haven was chosen as a middle name because her mother prayed and prayed that z would find a haven and not have to live like her. lastly, jade was a name given to z's mother long ago as a last name because it "fit with what she was" and she decided to pass it down.
gender & sexuality; she identifies as a demi-girl, having a preference for she/her or gender neutral pronouns.
birth date & place & age; zephyra was "born" on december twenty-fifth in a rather run-down, arabian themed hotel and casino in las vegas, nevada. z is four hundred and twenty-three years old, but in human years, she's probably about nineteen to twenty-two.

appearance
hair & face; zephyra has black hair that goes down to about her mid-back. her eyes are a light hazel with visible green flecks in them that really pop and tend to captivate others. with a relatively petite and slender face, z's round eyes seem bigger than they really are.
body; she's very, very slim, nearly skinny. she's five foot five and only one hundred and one pounds, but what can you really do when you're stuck in a bottle for years on end?
modifications & scars; she has a scar across her whole back from an incident when she was getting out of her bottle.

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VICTORIA ELEANOR LIVINGSTONi can't handle these pressures, all ican say is this stress hurts. things are supposed to get better, i just need to put myself first. i'm always trying my hardest not to pick myself apart, this energy's killing my vibes now. sometimes I just wanna drown out all of the thoughts in my mind

basics
name & nicknames; her first name is a family name from her father's side, victoria being the fourth to receive it. her middle name happens to be her mother's name, who couldn't have a child with another person's name. livingston is, obviously, her family name. as for nicknames, she has a few, most commonly being v. she is also lovingly called princess by her dad. her father has always called her princess and doesn't plan on stopping and her friends picked up on it. also, v absolutely hates the nickname tori.
gender & sexuality; v is a cisgender female, having never really questioned herself in that way and identifying as such and preferring she/her pronouns. her sexuality has always kind of been a mystery. victoria has been with a countless number of guys, and there's been rumors of her with girls and people of other genders as well. whenever she's asked about it, she just smiles and shrugs, never giving a definitive answer; even people she's been with in the past are unsure. in reality, v is biromantic, but pansexual. she isn't ashamed of this, she just likes the mystery of it.
birth date & place & age; she was born on june twentieth, the first day of summer, making her a gemini, in newark, new jersey. victoria will generally be eighteen, but depending on the thread she could be as young as sixteen or as old as twenty-five. her mental age usually matches her physical age or is a only a few years older.

appearance
hair & face; her hair is decently long and dark brown, but her eyes are more of a hazel, containing enough green in them to appear green in some lights.
body; since victoria is one third argentine, one third italian, and one third mexican, she has a pretty tan complexion all year round. through yoga and aerobics she keeps an hourglass figure and nearly flat stomach with a shadow of abs. v stands at five foot nine and weighs about one hundred and twelve pounds, still a bit underweight.
modifications & scars; v got a tattoo of dying roses on her rib cage when she was sixteen.

personality
little bit of a bitch, diva, pretty high maintenance, animal lover, nice to most people, queen bee, picky, kinda extravagant, sneaky and smooth, insecure, generous, petty, immature at times, only really lives in the moment, has a short attention span, laughs easy, likes attention, aesthetic, skeptical, lowkey sorta a nerd, hard on herself, entertaining, over dramatic

history
v was born in newark, new jersey through a surrogate to a rich and influential couple, the livingstons. clara, victoria's mother, was a model and didn't want to be pregnant and since they had the money, so her and victoria's father, lionel, opted for surrogacy. to this day, v has not met her surrogate mother.
her father was a narcissist, but the one thing he almost loved more than money or himself was his daughter. he got her the best of best in everything. sadly though, he was almost always busy, being the ceo he was, and her mother was always busy going from fashion show to fashion show, shoot to shoot, causing little victoria to grow up almost entirely with her puerto rican nanny, lupe.
lupe taught her a lot, including conversational spanish, and what it was like to not be rich, which is why v is very generous and not too prissy. v loved this woman and saw her as more of a mom than her own had ever really come close to.
possible trigger warning : anorexia shortly after victoria turned thirteen, lionel fired lupe, believing v was old enough to not need a full-time caregiver any longer. while he was right about that, he was also taking away, what she felt like, was her only support and only one to actually love her. this lead to victoria blaming herself which evolved into extreme body image issues. combined with feeling extremely out of control of anything within her life, she ended up with anorexia nervosa. this went unnoticed until she nearly died because of it when she was fourteen. she was admitted into treatment for a whole year and she still has to be very conscious of how she deals with food.

headcanons
• started a youtube channel after she got out of rehab. she started posting videos of her singing and they began getting popular and now she's gotten record deals, but has yet to sign one.
• after she got back to school, she was told to tell everyone she had gone and studied in spain for the year. her parents did this as well to keep their image up.
• one time she adopted three dogs ( misdemeanor, red, mahalo) in a weekend and also bought a three acre farm for them to live on and she goes and visits at least twice a week while someone she hired cares for them on a day-to-day basis. she continues to collect dogs that need homes, usually decides which one she wants by seeing which ones have been there the longest.
• started drinking and smoking and partying when she got anorexia and it continued once she got out of rehab. it's a pretty good distraction for her.
• has had sugar daddies before.
• she is actually quite the fan girl
• loves shows like the x-files and is super into conspiracy theories. some of her favorites include the twenty-seven club, white lighters, anything aliens, and the mandela effect. she's made videos discussing theories before.
• when she's nineteen, she finds out lupe passed away and has a relapse with anorexia and bulimia and gave her depression, which landed her in the hospital.

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jude jastrow;
sienna hope;

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LUX HAILEIGH BLACKWELLyou say you can't live without me, so why aren't you dead yet? why are you still breathing?

basics
name & nicknames; lux was given her name to be somewhat edgy, her parents liking having the harsh 'x' in it and the fact that it was short, as well as the twist on the oh-so-common 'haley'. she adores her name and is glad there aren't any nicknames that go along with it, but she does love pet names.
gender & sexuality; she's a gender fluid who usually identifies as a girl, but sometimes feels more masculine and more like a boy, but she has a preference for she/her pronouns because of her outward appearance. she's bisexual and biromantic, but has a preference towards men.
birth date & place & age; she is fourteen to twenty years old (usually sixteen-eighteen), with a mental age that can vary from sixteen to thirty, depending on the situation. lux was born on march twenty-third, making her a fiery aries, in denver colorado.

appearance
hair & face; her eyes are a bright, light blue color. she has blonde hair with darker roots, which she usually wears straights and the occasional loose curl. it is usually soft, but sometimes gets dry due to heat damage and it goes down to the middle of her back.
body; lux stands at exactly five feet and weighs one hundred and six with a quite slim build.
modifications & scars; none yet.

personality
lux is surprisingly really smart. she picks up on a lot of things and easily understands things. her grades tend to reflect this, in classes she enjoys at least. she lacks to see the value in trying to excel in things that she believed wouldn't help later on or interested her.
she's kind of picky, only taking a liking to very specific things. also, she only likes a very few things and the things she likes, she loves.
lux is a sarcastic girl, responding to most things with a snarky comment. because of this, she struggles to be around people who don't understand sarcasm, don't have a sense of humor, or anyone who doesn't like sarcasm.
she puts on a tough outward appearance, wanting to look like a heartless badass on the outside, but she's actually quite different on the inside and behind closed doors. she's pretty soft and gentle and actually embraces her feelings instead of burying them. as well, she can be pretty sweet and caring.

history
lux was born in denver, colorado to a jennifer and tyler blackwell. she was a third of four children and the only girl. her brothers' names are tanner, ian, and asher.
she grew up in a sea of testosterone, learning to be quite tough and boyish. her father may have been the root of this, being a drunk and wishing that lux was another boy or never born in general. he was verbally abusive while he was drunk to her and only her and passive aggressive when sober. she never spoke about this. she just tried to please him as much as she could.
her mom treated her as a princess, though. whenever her mother wasn't working she'd take lux to go do various mother-daughter things.
when lux turned thirteen, she finally hit her breaking point and began rebelling, projecting the pent-up hate onto her whole family.
her mother became furious with tyler and divorced him. she got lux and her oldest brother tanner while her dad got the other two boys.
lux still doesn't have the best relationship with her mother or older brother and has no contact with the other part of her family.

headcanons
• she's now in the process of getting her last name changed to her mother's maiden name, fitzgerald.
• her style is kind of hard to describe. it's kind of grungy, but also a bit more on trend. her wardrobe is basically all black as well.
• has panic disorder from her father. it is an anxiety disorder characterized by sudden panic attacks that can put a strain on day-to-day life. as well, lux struggles with times of depression due to having very little self worth.
• lux has pretty bad trust issues, especially with concerning males.
• went to her first party at fifteen and had her first drink. this became her favorite substance that started as just a social thing, but it actually helps calm herself down.
• she adopted a female pitbull puppy from the humane society that she named vega. she did this without permission from her mom, so she has to keep her hidden and lux actually does pretty well.
• lux loves flowers. she generally doesn't talk about it, but it's like her secret.
• she has a pretty dark and dry sense of humor.
• actually kind of twitter famous? she has created some viral posts that have been stolen time after time again, but it's mostly because of her "relatability" of being a edgy teen. her @ is luxsux.
• she can sing, but since she doesn't feel as though her voice is good enough to sing alternative so she generally doesn't.
• tends to forget to eat. she doesn't really mean to or want to hurt herself with it, she just believes that there's more more important things to do within a day.

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sCREECH
beauty
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i love her??
a lot??

she needs frens


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don't we all
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wow my girls
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i decided to make sim a dj
her & daisy can work on music together


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please?? yes?
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yes!!


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