> finally making a thing for
ponyboy, jfc. his full name's
ponyboy jackson daniels. mom loved the outsiders, his middle name paired with his last name was pure coincidence.
> oh, this boy. if you don't know who he is you probably don't know who i am.
>
playlist +
bonus void! playlist ( ps. the void one is better, just sayin'
)
> i'm only making this bc i'm making a teen wolf thread and yea. i wouldn't have made this otherwise because i'm lazy and Procrastinate.
> anyway, he has way too much angst and i keep giving him more lmao.
> he was actually born in spain because his parents were over there visiting grandparents. they ended up staying there for five years after pony's birth until their grandparents passed away, then went back to america. pony and his mother have a duel-citizenship.
- he grew up in a bilingual household. his mother often talked in spanish while his dad usually only spoke in english with the little spanish word here and there.
> his mother was diagnosed with frontotemporal dementia when pony was nine, and when he was ten she checked herself into a
( not so great, but it was closest to home
) mental hospital after nearly hurting pony.
-
trigger warning, suicide: pony's moms ended up killing herself in the hospital. she believed ponyboy was trying to kill her and even lashed out at him once because of this belief. ponyboy was eleven when he was told his mom was gone forever. he believed it was his fault, and lowkey still does.
> he was professionally diagnosed with generalized and social anxiety, as well as depression, when he was thirteen. he was put on antidepressants that he still takes. he sometimes forgets to take them and has to be reminded constantly.
> jokes too much about death and shrugs it off but if someone else jokes about hurting themselves or worse he'll get super concerned and keep an eye on them and constantly ask if they're okay.
> he's kind of a hypocrite
he's a huge hypocrite
> he's hella protective over those he really trusts and cares for. someone hurt his best friend? he's got his baseball bat ready to go.
> he literally cannot handle any weapon other than a baseball bat. he's got a helluva swing, though. otherwise just... don't even try.
> he's too clumsy, the least graceful person ever.
> his facial expressions and sass and sarcasm are honestly the best.
> he hides pain with sarcasm. lots and lots of sarcasm.
> he's so tired but does that stop him from continuing to help everyone else? nope. no matter how tired it makes him, he continues to help more and more because he's stubborn and too altruistic for his own good.
> sleep
?? who is she
> he either doesn't eat for a long time before someone tells him to or he stuffs his face with every food in sight, there is no in between.
> he was bullied a lot until he got into high school. his boyfriend saved his ass, along with two other good friends.
> night terrors and nightmares are, other than his anxiety and depression, the root causes of his insomnia, and also causes of his anxiety which makes,, everything worse, it's just an ugly shitstorm.
> sometimes he gets so caught up in school work he forgets to take his meds and eat and someone could literally throw something at him and he wouldn't budge until he was done. he'd probably just throw the thing back without looking back.
> oh yea his dad is the sheriff of the town they live in and pony's always trying to help him figure big shit out, especially if it pertains to the supernatural. pony also knows all his dad's passwords and has made a copy of several keycards and -- you get it.
> he's really fucking smart.
> i'm lazy so this is all he's getting for now
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