le chaos. | another marsy dump.

[fuentes]

ranting is great for you as long as you don't like,, overdo it you feel?

marsy i totally get that i always feel super weird around my dad
he came up to visit me last summer and he kept trying to do like dad and daughter alone type things with me and i just couldn't?? like i made my mom come with me each time bc i just couldn't be alone with him

[marsy]

i definitely get ya lmao
especially when it gets to the point where it IS hurting other people like,, Stop No

like ?? i used to be hella close with my dad, like i was a complete daddy's girl but now it's like,, i've jsut realized what a dick he is i guess. like i'm not saying he's a horrible person, because he can be hilarious, and he does care a lot about me and my siblings and my mom, he just,,,,,,,,, doesn't know when to keep his mouth shut. like Story Time: not too long ago, we were at one of my nieces' bday party and we were sitting across from each other in the living room just hangin y'know eatin and out of fuckin nowhere he's like "do you play lacrosse" and i was like tf then i realized, my hoodie (teen wolf hoodie), and i was like "what no lmao" and he was like "then why are you wearing that hoodie" and BOI i wanted to go off but i just stayed quiet and awkwardly laughed and then it turned into this shit about how "everyone these days think they're precious little snowflakes" and this is smth he literally said: "obama isn't president anymore, you precious snowflakes can't do whatever you want anymore" like ooooooo i was so pissed and still am salty about it (((((((((((((((((((((((:

[fuentes]

yeah like if anything gets to the point where it hurts other people then it's Time To Stop

ugh marsy i feel so bad for you and tbh i totally get why you feel anxious around him. you just have to decide if his good qualities outweigh his bad ones, tbh. this is probably terrible advice but fuck it

[marsy]

i mean if it's exposing terrible people, ok
but like,, don't Legit Hurt others, especially those who don't really deserve it
Not Cool

i dunno tbh like it's hard ?? because he's my dad ?? and we used to be so close and i've lived with him my entire life and i love him and i know he loves me, he's shown it on multiple occasions, and i know that if he'd protect me if anyone hurt me, and he works his fucking ass off and that's an understatement, and i think he is the way he is because of where and how he grew up y'know ?? asldkjaslk i dunno, i just don't feel comfortable around him anymore and it sucks

[marsy]

bc it makes me happy ok
first: their outfits, i Love
second: they're freaking adorable look at em
third: kian looks so smol compared to harrison krys looks so smol compared to sammy

[crows]

winks at mars

can i use the fachebook and the tweeeter codes pls and thank

[marsy]

winks back

ofc meh dood

[marsy]

krys' legs are everything

[marsy]

jellybean and nugget got into a car accident and wifey, shi and i are all dying

[marsy]

jude feeling like an item bc everyone saying how talented his friends are and then looking to him and just commenting on how good he looks and he doesn't even think he's good-looking so he's like "wtf" and it just gets to his head and he's Sad and he thinks it's stupid so he keeps it to himself and lets it get Worse : ^ )

thank god for jude's frens tho
and archie and his sisters
and everyone close to him