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as she pulled the door shut behind her, a shutter when through amor's petite frame. the feeling of being watched had become a regular thing for the teen recently. she had become uneasy, looking over her shoulder every few moments in attempt to catch something that would explain the eerie feeling; there was never anything there. when she walked to her car by herself, she could swear she could hear faint footsteps that weren't her own. she couldn't bring herself to tell anyone, figuring she was simply imaging things and was unable to find a reason for anyone to be following her.

that night, it was no different. amor had left a small party she was at, not really feeling too well. ajax had walked her out to her car, kissing her goodnight before going back into the house. the girl was so happy and giddy about this boy that she had leaned against her car, grinning like an idiot as she watched him walk back inside and thought about the encounter. just in the few moments she was sitting there alone, the feeling began to set in and fear started in the pit of her stomach. she then rushed home, believing that being there would solve the problem.

she had been leaning against the wood door, quickly replaying the events in her head and taking a deep breath before locking the door as she usually did. just being at home cured her fear, she was safe and sound. her parents were gone for the night, at some important overnight conference or something, so she was home alone. amor went to get a glass of water then to the medicine cabinet, getting some advil to help her headache. she took a couple pills and washed them down with water then splashed her face with some water. as mor was drying her face, she heard a knock at the door. being slightly naïve, mor thought nothing of it and went to see who was there at this time of night. looking through the window, she saw nothing but the lit up porch. this is when she started to actually get scared; but, she still tried to pass it off as just some kids ding-dong-ditching her or something along those lines. then something hit one of the windows at the back of the house. amor froze.

"amor... you're okay.... it's probably just a branch hitting the window from the... the wind! yeah, that's what it was.." the brunette spoke to herself, her words choppy and her tone coated in absolute fear. she began making her way to the game room, where she was pretty sure the sound had come from. her body trembled as she stuck her head through the door slightly, looking out the big windows. nothing. she gulped, pulling her head back into the dark hallway and closing her eyes, "see. nothing," she whispered to herself once again, tears in her eyes. she felt so incredibly stupid for being so scared, but couldn't shake it. amor knew deep down that something was wrong and had been for the past month or so and it had been gradually building and building.

there was another knock at the door and then a pause, "oh, common, mor. are you still playing hard to get?" she head a muffled voice through the front door. amor had to cover her mouth from making a sound. a few silent moments passed that felt like a century before she heard the door handle being twisted and then they pushed on the door, trying to get it open. "amor! let me in! i know you want to see me!" the voice said again. amor was crying at this point and unable to move. someone was trying to get into her home and had been following her at least, as far as she knew, the last month. a frustrated grumble sounded from the door and then it was quiet. amor stayed against the wall in the hallway like she had been for quite a long time after it went quiet.

she didn't make a move until she was convinced he had left. she couldn't fathom someone sticking around any longer than that to terrorize her. mor started to walk towards the front of her house, still staying quiet and tip-toeing. when she didn't hear anything or see anything from the front windows, she let out a deep breath, feeling pretty relieved. then a face popped up in the window, "ah, there you are.". she screamed, turning and running to her room. she could hear him calling for her and trying every way imaginable to get in that wasn't breaking a window. amor sat against her bedroom door, crying and nearly hyperventilating. the girl was unable to think straight as she pulled out her phone. she called the first person that came to mind. ajax forrester. she was too scared and in too much of a scramble to think of calling the cops or her parents.

"hey.. what's going on?" he answered, a tinge of concern in his voice. "s-someone's t-trying to get into h-house," amor managed to get out between sobs. "what?" ajax asked her in disbelief and confusion. "someone's been following me and-and now they're trying to get in my hou-" she was cut off by her own scream as she heard the guy slamming his body into the front door. "mor!.. amor! are you okay?" ajax yelled into the phone. "please help," amor cried, her body almost shaking too hard to hold the phone. "okay... okay! i'll be right there." ajax said before hanging up the phone.


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"m-mor he came back. he did it again, mor. i need you." the words rang in amor's head, sending her into a rush to help; she was pretty sure it was the only reason she wasn't crying. amor knew exactly what holland had met by 'it', she remember the night holland had told her and she remembered trying to keep it together for her and thinking she was one of the strongest people mor had ever met. she knew how much holland was still struggling with the first time, she didn't even want to think of this time.

grabbing a blanket and a water bottle, she stopped and went through a quick mental list of what she thought she'd need and that she was ready to leave the apartment. then she saw august crawling on the floor, she sighed and picked him up, knowing there wasn't anything else she could do since ajax wasn't home and there wasn't any time for amor to drop him off.

the car ride felt like forever, but in reality was only about five minutes. amor pulled into the parking lot a bit too quick, but she didn't really care because it was like slow motion to her. the parking lot was rather dark and empty, holland's car the only one in it. amor saw that the door was open, but didn't see holland which caused a lump in her throat. pulling into a spot on the passenger side of her car, amor left a fussy august in the car, "it's okay, baby. mommy's gonna be right here," she told august gently, crawling through the front seat to kiss his forehead before she grabbed the blanket and water and shut the door. amor ran to find holland sitting on the ground between the door and her car, it broke mor. she opened her blanket and wrapped it around holland, sitting next to her. "shh, i'm here, shhh, it's gonna be okay." amor tried to calm her, holding basically her cousin and rocking her slightly as sobs shook holland's small frame. she listened to holland's cries, gulping back her own, reminding herself she needed to be there for her, "is there anyone else you want me to call?" she managed to choke out. she didn't get a response. they sat in the parking lot for a little while longer, the only sound coming from holland. "common, holls, let's go home, okay?" amor suggested softly.


"spit it out." bradley demanded across the phone to his brother who was dancing around a subject. it wasn't just any subject, either, it was probably the one subject that could actually bring bradley to his knees: holland.

he was deployed in afghanistan, far away from everybody he cares about since nate got home. sure, he got to talk to them pretty regularly, but a lot can happen in between phone calls and texts and skype dates. something happening while he was so far away was his worst nightmare. this is what was causing him so much anxiety of not being told what was going on. nate stammered some, unable to really make words. then bradley heard him take a deep breath, "holland, uh, holland was raped again... the same guy did it.." nate said, trying his best to get it all out quickly.

bradley froze. he couldn't believe what he had just heard. he felt rage begin to bubble up from his stomach; he had to get home. he wanted to kill the guy. what kind of monster does that once, let alone twice? "bradley, hey, i know this is a lot, but don't freak out, please, think of holland," nate said, bradley didn't answer, "we're all trying to help her. amor's been by her side the whole time. everyone's here, you're fine." nate tried again, attempting to say that he didn't need to come home. "it's not fucking fine. everyone's not there, i'm not there, i need to be there." bradley nearly yelled. the two remained silent for a few moments, bradley clearly fuming, "i'm getting on the first flight home. i don't care if they say i'm going awol, i'm coming home." he said through gritted teeth before hanging up.


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#33
oh FRICK i wasn't ready to see this
let's get this over with and read it
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#34
oops. i forgot about time to prepare
but i don't think it's too bad?


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#35
w o w
my fricking heart
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#36
honestly, if we ever go super in depth with this, i will probably cry for days buuuut


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#37
literally true though
imagine,,,
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#38
i i,,, i don't want to
it's too much


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#39
honestly tho
it really is
what did they all do to deserve what we do to them
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#40
nothing.
they're beautiful angels & we just ruin them


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