06-04-2018, 04:34 AM
[align=center][div style="borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; color: black; text-align: justify;"]100th post hells YEAH
darling
- short, chubby, stocky
- oct 31st (scorpio) - 23
- face covered in scars from when they had a hallucination-induced breakdown, also has numerous scars on their forearms and thighs
- genderless (they/them)
- has borderline personality disorder and depersonalization/derealization disorder
- usually likes to downplay their serious symptoms and kind of makes everything into a big joke
- on that note, is pretty self-deprecating. usually passed off as a joke, but after awhile the atmosphere kinda becomes uncomfortable because you realize oh shit they aren't joking
- alos has a very, very weird sense of humor. can go from light, cheesy jokes or puns to full on, morbid, horrifying dark/black/gallows comedy but still keeps the same smiling face and doesn't really see anything wrong with it
- even though they're deeply depressed and psychologically messed up, they have a very cheery outlook on the future. while they think their current situation is incurable, they believe the world is a genuinely good place and they have high hopes on it
- is horrified of drowning. absolutely petrified of water. won't go near it; even has trouble showering/bathing
- puts up a sort of front so no one can see the real them, because is terrified people won't like them for who they actually are, because they hate their true self
- has bad family issues and a really fucked up past
- see: alcoholic/abusive father, careless mother
- their only happiness in life was their sister, adeline, who was murdered
- killed their parents after they killed adeline
- doesn't really consider anyone their friend. doesn't really want any, either, because they're scared to get attached to someone and lose them again
- enfp, chaotic neutral
- really downplays how intelligent they are. most people think they aren't smart at all, but is actually really bright
- constantly moving/making noise. picks at their nails/cuticles, rocks on their heels, hums, clicks tongue, sways, etc
- hobbies are taxidermy, reading, writing poetry
- has a very skewed moral compass. doesn't really have normal morals, because their code of ethics was messed by their parents/living environment
- came from a desert area (unsure of specifics) so adores the heat. doesn't like being cold, they get kind of grumpy in cold weather
- bronze skin, freckled, choppy dyed silver hair with dark purple/gray shadow roots. doesn't care at all about their appearance. doesn't think they're pretty/handsome and kind of just accepts it at this point
- very, very, very manipulative. doesn't even realize when they're manipulating someone anymore, it's just second nature at this point
- loves the arts, but can't draw/paint/sing/play music for the life of them
- appears to hate children, but is really just jealous of all the opportunities they have and all their innocence
- has very bad empathy issues. used to be severely empathetic, but since that only led to heartache, they completely shut down their empathy and doesn't quite know how to turn it back on to have a healthy balance
- for example, if someone would be crying/hysteric over losing a loved one, wouldn't understand it at all and would be no good comforting them. however, sometimes if they see little things, like someone crush a flower, they absolutely lose it
- really, really just wants to be accepted for who they are
darling
- short, chubby, stocky
- oct 31st (scorpio) - 23
- face covered in scars from when they had a hallucination-induced breakdown, also has numerous scars on their forearms and thighs
- genderless (they/them)
- has borderline personality disorder and depersonalization/derealization disorder
- usually likes to downplay their serious symptoms and kind of makes everything into a big joke
- on that note, is pretty self-deprecating. usually passed off as a joke, but after awhile the atmosphere kinda becomes uncomfortable because you realize oh shit they aren't joking
- alos has a very, very weird sense of humor. can go from light, cheesy jokes or puns to full on, morbid, horrifying dark/black/gallows comedy but still keeps the same smiling face and doesn't really see anything wrong with it
- even though they're deeply depressed and psychologically messed up, they have a very cheery outlook on the future. while they think their current situation is incurable, they believe the world is a genuinely good place and they have high hopes on it
- is horrified of drowning. absolutely petrified of water. won't go near it; even has trouble showering/bathing
- puts up a sort of front so no one can see the real them, because is terrified people won't like them for who they actually are, because they hate their true self
- has bad family issues and a really fucked up past
- see: alcoholic/abusive father, careless mother
- their only happiness in life was their sister, adeline, who was murdered
- killed their parents after they killed adeline
- doesn't really consider anyone their friend. doesn't really want any, either, because they're scared to get attached to someone and lose them again
- enfp, chaotic neutral
- really downplays how intelligent they are. most people think they aren't smart at all, but is actually really bright
- constantly moving/making noise. picks at their nails/cuticles, rocks on their heels, hums, clicks tongue, sways, etc
- hobbies are taxidermy, reading, writing poetry
- has a very skewed moral compass. doesn't really have normal morals, because their code of ethics was messed by their parents/living environment
- came from a desert area (unsure of specifics) so adores the heat. doesn't like being cold, they get kind of grumpy in cold weather
- bronze skin, freckled, choppy dyed silver hair with dark purple/gray shadow roots. doesn't care at all about their appearance. doesn't think they're pretty/handsome and kind of just accepts it at this point
- very, very, very manipulative. doesn't even realize when they're manipulating someone anymore, it's just second nature at this point
- loves the arts, but can't draw/paint/sing/play music for the life of them
- appears to hate children, but is really just jealous of all the opportunities they have and all their innocence
- has very bad empathy issues. used to be severely empathetic, but since that only led to heartache, they completely shut down their empathy and doesn't quite know how to turn it back on to have a healthy balance
- for example, if someone would be crying/hysteric over losing a loved one, wouldn't understand it at all and would be no good comforting them. however, sometimes if they see little things, like someone crush a flower, they absolutely lose it
- really, really just wants to be accepted for who they are
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