01-29-2021, 08:57 PM
Hey, it’s Wafture. If you remember me, don’t panic, I’m not returning or anything lmfao.
I was going through my old discord account today and found some heinous shit from three years ago, which kinda hog-tied and dragged me back to my memories of being on BB. Definitely not an amazing place for my mind to be, but I feel like enough has happened within those years to justify me at least recognizing the havoc I caused and to try to make amends for it. To put things in perspective, I was 15 at the time, and around 10-12 when I started roleplaying on wcrpg/FF. Way too young to be on the internet!
I could sit here and explain to everyone here about how horrible shit was at home, how I was being taught to hate my own skin color and body and took it out on just about everyone else, but I’m not here to excuse my actions. I’m here to apologize.
I’m sorry for being racist, ableist, sexist and a plethora of other horrible disgusting things. It was so wrong of me and I wish to the bottom of my heart that I could go back and take my computer away and teach myself right from wrong. I made many people feel bad, I made even more people rightfully hate me for my actions, and again, I’m so, so sorry for all of it.
My views have changed to the extreme. I’ve moved out of my toxic home and for the past two years have been trying to make amends and educate myself as best as I possibly can with the resources I have at hand. It was hard getting out of that toxic mindset, but a lot of people were kind enough to help me along the way, and for that I’ll be forever thankful, especially to those that somehow stuck by me through it all.
Again, not here to return, but I feel like after three years this was the least I could do. If anyone wants to personally message me to catch up or to just grab me by the collar and shake me a little (or a lot) for being such an asshole, feel free! Hope y’all are doing okay too especially in light of last year <3 dk if I’ll get around to replying to this or opening the site up again, so bye in the mean time!
edit: forgot to include this buttttt my discord is shrike#1389, so yeah, do with it what you will
I was going through my old discord account today and found some heinous shit from three years ago, which kinda hog-tied and dragged me back to my memories of being on BB. Definitely not an amazing place for my mind to be, but I feel like enough has happened within those years to justify me at least recognizing the havoc I caused and to try to make amends for it. To put things in perspective, I was 15 at the time, and around 10-12 when I started roleplaying on wcrpg/FF. Way too young to be on the internet!
I could sit here and explain to everyone here about how horrible shit was at home, how I was being taught to hate my own skin color and body and took it out on just about everyone else, but I’m not here to excuse my actions. I’m here to apologize.
I’m sorry for being racist, ableist, sexist and a plethora of other horrible disgusting things. It was so wrong of me and I wish to the bottom of my heart that I could go back and take my computer away and teach myself right from wrong. I made many people feel bad, I made even more people rightfully hate me for my actions, and again, I’m so, so sorry for all of it.
My views have changed to the extreme. I’ve moved out of my toxic home and for the past two years have been trying to make amends and educate myself as best as I possibly can with the resources I have at hand. It was hard getting out of that toxic mindset, but a lot of people were kind enough to help me along the way, and for that I’ll be forever thankful, especially to those that somehow stuck by me through it all.
Again, not here to return, but I feel like after three years this was the least I could do. If anyone wants to personally message me to catch up or to just grab me by the collar and shake me a little (or a lot) for being such an asshole, feel free! Hope y’all are doing okay too especially in light of last year <3 dk if I’ll get around to replying to this or opening the site up again, so bye in the mean time!
edit: forgot to include this buttttt my discord is shrike#1389, so yeah, do with it what you will