08-08-2020, 02:15 PM
[align=center][div style="width: 400px; text-align: justify; font-size: 12px; font-family: calibri; letter-spacing: .6px; color: #494949;"]the concept of starting a new family made joey sick, she already had a family. and, even though she was blessed with a pretty good upbringing and parents, any spawn she gave life too would not be anywhere near as lucky. the resentment she already harbors has damned the child before anything else could, except maybe its genetics; her and will, arguably, have little redeeming qualities. she knows this isn’t throwing her into domestic life, that, quite literally, is her own personal hell; she can’t imagine will feels much different. there’s an element of spite that runs in joey that makes her want to force it onto the man for doing it to her. she doesn’t want a family, she wants, needs in all reality, for william to be around so she can dump the kid off whenever she wants. she didn’t do this to herself, so she won’t deal with it herself.
at least joey feels like she’s liked by the stirling’s, enough to not have them write her off by will’s request. she also still really enjoys being around his brother, freddie, so losing that friendship definitely would feel like a loss. clearly, she willing put herself in his bar to try and cheer herself up. joey offers a little laugh through a puff of air out of her nose, “ just want to say fuck it and have a drink, “ she jokes, but knows it’s in everyone’s best interest that she doesn’t. she shifts in her seat, sitting up a bit, but feels dragged down by her stomach. his suggestion brings a grin to her face, a couple nods of her head, “ [color=#990000]okay, okay, i might be able to hang on till then, “ she wants nothing more to just be able to do what she wants again.
she doesn’t even know eddie’s in the bar until he speaks up, asking what joey thinks she’s going to have. this earns a bit of an aggravated sigh from her, turning to look at him. she’s not frustrated with edmund himself, enough though his threats on aiden’s killer has made her incredibly nervous around him, she just wants to escape everything and wishes it would all stop. joey offers a shrug, eyes on the floorboards, “ [color=#990000]havent thought about it, “ she states, “ [color=#990000]don’t care. “ joey adds bluntly. and it isn’t a heartwarming ‘i don’t care’, it’s a complete disinterest. she tries to avoid as much about the pregnancy as possible, trying to keep an arms length even though it’s all going on inside her.
[spoiler=tags, updated 07/30/2020]◜BASICS ┊ [color=#990000]I HAD A DREAM◞
&. ❝ josephine elena van doren ❞ | joey, joy, hoey | female [ she/her ] .
&. 21 years old . | november first ; scorpio .
&. reaper of flintlock lodge .
◜PERSONALITY ┊ GOT EVERYTHING I EVER WANTED◞
&. impulsive . outgoing . femme fatale . flirtatious . seemingly emotionless . guarded . self-destructive . obsessive . hot headed . reckless . kleptomania tendencies . selfish . brat . assertive . loyal to those close to her . intuitive . stubborn . passionate . self-preserving . quick . nosey . reliable . non-committal . determined . secretive . resentful . resourceful . distrusting .
◜ APPEARANCE ┊ NOT WHAT YOU THINK ◞
&. five foot six & one hundred and seventeen pounds ; reference .
↳ blonde hair just past her collarbone, grows a dirtier blonde, lightening up as soon as any sun touches it .
↳ slim, muscular build. legs on the longer side .
↳ big blue/green doe eyes, light yet well-groomed eyebrows, full lips, dimples .
◜ INTERACTIONS ┊ AND IF I’M BEING HONEST ◞
&. [ 8/10 ] physically | [ 9/10 ] psychologically .
↳ difficulty w/ guns [ medium ] | difficulty w/ melees [ hard ] | difficulty w/ hand-to-hand [ hard ]
↳ combat information .
&. attack in bold #990000 | [member=570]scully[/member] | PM for any major plots .
&. friendly or nonviolent actions may be powerplayed .
◜INVENTORY ┊ IT MIGHT’VE BEEN A NIGHTMARE◞
&. [ 2 ] weapons | [ 0 ] armor pieces | [ 0 ] consumables | [ 2 ] aid items | [ 1 ] misc .
↳ one combat knife .
↳ a three piece throwing knife set
↳ one german short-haired pointer puppy, demetri
↳ one english setter puppy, robin
↳ a bracelet from her late mother, each one of her sisters has a piece to the same set, their mother having the biggest piece
◜ RELATIONSHIPS ┊ TO ANYONE WHO MIGHT CARE◞
&. elizabeth van doren (npc) x malcolm van doren (npc) | second youngest of nine children .
↳ cassian van doren, eldest, flintlock .
↳ beau van doren, second eldest, unknown .
↳ range rover van doren, unknown & scarlett van doren, dead .
↳ auden van doren, unknown & tara van doren, dead .
↳ maxine van doren, just older than joey, flintlock .
↳ richard van doren, youngest, flintlock .
&. pansexual, panromantic ; mongamous . | scared of commitment, however enjoys casual fun .
&. pregnant ; third trimester . [/spoiler]
at least joey feels like she’s liked by the stirling’s, enough to not have them write her off by will’s request. she also still really enjoys being around his brother, freddie, so losing that friendship definitely would feel like a loss. clearly, she willing put herself in his bar to try and cheer herself up. joey offers a little laugh through a puff of air out of her nose, “ just want to say fuck it and have a drink, “ she jokes, but knows it’s in everyone’s best interest that she doesn’t. she shifts in her seat, sitting up a bit, but feels dragged down by her stomach. his suggestion brings a grin to her face, a couple nods of her head, “ [color=#990000]okay, okay, i might be able to hang on till then, “ she wants nothing more to just be able to do what she wants again.
she doesn’t even know eddie’s in the bar until he speaks up, asking what joey thinks she’s going to have. this earns a bit of an aggravated sigh from her, turning to look at him. she’s not frustrated with edmund himself, enough though his threats on aiden’s killer has made her incredibly nervous around him, she just wants to escape everything and wishes it would all stop. joey offers a shrug, eyes on the floorboards, “ [color=#990000]havent thought about it, “ she states, “ [color=#990000]don’t care. “ joey adds bluntly. and it isn’t a heartwarming ‘i don’t care’, it’s a complete disinterest. she tries to avoid as much about the pregnancy as possible, trying to keep an arms length even though it’s all going on inside her.
[spoiler=tags, updated 07/30/2020]◜BASICS ┊ [color=#990000]I HAD A DREAM◞
&. ❝ josephine elena van doren ❞ | joey, joy, hoey | female [ she/her ] .
&. 21 years old . | november first ; scorpio .
&. reaper of flintlock lodge .
◜PERSONALITY ┊ GOT EVERYTHING I EVER WANTED◞
&. impulsive . outgoing . femme fatale . flirtatious . seemingly emotionless . guarded . self-destructive . obsessive . hot headed . reckless . kleptomania tendencies . selfish . brat . assertive . loyal to those close to her . intuitive . stubborn . passionate . self-preserving . quick . nosey . reliable . non-committal . determined . secretive . resentful . resourceful . distrusting .
◜ APPEARANCE ┊ NOT WHAT YOU THINK ◞
&. five foot six & one hundred and seventeen pounds ; reference .
↳ blonde hair just past her collarbone, grows a dirtier blonde, lightening up as soon as any sun touches it .
↳ slim, muscular build. legs on the longer side .
↳ big blue/green doe eyes, light yet well-groomed eyebrows, full lips, dimples .
◜ INTERACTIONS ┊ AND IF I’M BEING HONEST ◞
&. [ 8/10 ] physically | [ 9/10 ] psychologically .
↳ difficulty w/ guns [ medium ] | difficulty w/ melees [ hard ] | difficulty w/ hand-to-hand [ hard ]
↳ combat information .
&. attack in bold #990000 | [member=570]scully[/member] | PM for any major plots .
&. friendly or nonviolent actions may be powerplayed .
◜INVENTORY ┊ IT MIGHT’VE BEEN A NIGHTMARE◞
&. [ 2 ] weapons | [ 0 ] armor pieces | [ 0 ] consumables | [ 2 ] aid items | [ 1 ] misc .
↳ one combat knife .
↳ a three piece throwing knife set
↳ one german short-haired pointer puppy, demetri
↳ one english setter puppy, robin
↳ a bracelet from her late mother, each one of her sisters has a piece to the same set, their mother having the biggest piece
◜ RELATIONSHIPS ┊ TO ANYONE WHO MIGHT CARE◞
&. elizabeth van doren (npc) x malcolm van doren (npc) | second youngest of nine children .
↳ cassian van doren, eldest, flintlock .
↳ beau van doren, second eldest, unknown .
↳ range rover van doren, unknown & scarlett van doren, dead .
↳ auden van doren, unknown & tara van doren, dead .
↳ maxine van doren, just older than joey, flintlock .
↳ richard van doren, youngest, flintlock .
&. pansexual, panromantic ; mongamous . | scared of commitment, however enjoys casual fun .
&. pregnant ; third trimester . [/spoiler]