09-28-2019, 04:29 PM
tw. mention of drug withdrawals
Lucerne wasn't sure how any of this worked. God, he shouldn't have even bothered offering to take on this task. This was far too demanding for a man whose body was aching tirelessly, body feeling cold yet breaking out in a sweat. He pinched his dress shirt, tugging it lightly as if that'd help control the persistent cold sweats, yet it was to no avail.
No, Lucerne was not nervous. Well... he was, but not enough to look like an absolute wreck. He sniffled, shoving his hand in his pocket to pull out a tissue before using it to dab around a runny nose, eyes low to the ground as everybody prepared to go through with the raid. This was vital if he was going to begin feeling better. Withdrawal was brutal, and this was only the beginning of it. He shifted uncomfortably, eyes puffy as he glanced at those willing to attend the raid before Lucerne finally spoke up, ❝ There is a medical center just over there. Allegedly nobody stays there, but if you do bump into anybody... Please, for the love of God, try not killing them. ❞
Sure, perhaps Lucerne thought very negatively of Badlanders in general, but he had to bear in mind that he too was a Badlander. Although perhaps more cowardly than the rest of them, he still associated himself with killers and crooks alike. He sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose as a swirl of nausea rose in his throat. He'd chosen to withhold information about this medical center, about the fact that it was in fact, a rehabilitation center. How fitting, it seemed. But, nobody had to know that, nor did anybody need to know why Lucerne was so under the weather, barely willing himself to walk forwards. If anybody were to ask, Lucerne had the flu. ❝ If you find any medication here, take it. Take it all. ❞ He announced before beginning to trudge towards the front doors, trying to open it.
But, alas, it was locked. He sucked in a sharp breath - dammit, it always seemed as if there were endless hurdles on his road to recovery, and he never quite liked his feet leaving the ground. Turning to walk a couple of steps away, he gestured towards the door. ❝ I need somebody to open it for me. ❞ He grumbled, already disheartened and feeling as if he may as well give up.
[align=center][div style="width: 350px; text-align: justify; font-family:verdana; font-size: 7px;"][spoiler=tags :: updated 08/13]basics.
⫸ wilhelm lucerne nouvel // no known nicknames
⫸ goes by his middle name, lucerne
⫸ male // he/him
⫸ thirty three // ages real time // born fourteenth february
⫸ medic for the badlands // formerly a loner
⫸ joined BL - twenty first february
appearance.
⫸ faceclaim - benedict cumberbatch
⫸ voice claim - benedict cumberbatch
⫸ speaks with a received pronunciation british accent
⫸ 6'2ft // tall and lithe // very little muscle mass
⫸ cold, china blue eyes and disheveled, dark brunet hair
⫸ physical health - 100%
¬ current injuries: none as of now
⫸ mental health - 70%
¬ has been showing signs of major depressive disorder
personality.
⫸ enigmatic and difficult to understand
⫸ astute and intellectual // generally very logical in his way of thinking
⫸ self-absorbed and overly prideful // massive god complex
⫸ lack of empathy and often insincere // evident sociopathic tendencies
⫸ assertive, blunt and arrogant // strong, unwavering opinions
⫸ analytical and perceptive // often good at figuring things out at breakneck speed
⫸ overly motivated and stubborn // it's often his way or the highway
⫸ chronic boredom, often acts out childishly based on this
⫸ fastidious and a known perfectionist
⫸ unpredictable and notably unhinged // makes it difficult to get on with him
⫸ a total narcissist in many ways
⫸ aloof and incredibly socially awkward // very antisocial in general
⫸ a complete drama queen // incredibly theatrical and melodramatic
⫸ breathes sarcasm // snide and often witty with his quips
⫸ silently a very sensitive and introverted soul // worries about what others think
⫸ self-conscious towards how people react towards him // this makes him withdrawn
relationships.
⫸ wilhelm nouvel x annette nouvel // one older brother [deceased]
⫸ aromantic asexual // not interested in any romance
⫸ owns a dog named faline
⫸ has taken a liking towards addy douglas
¬ sees him as his person
¬ doesn't view their relationship as romantic
¬ loyalty lies with him entirely
interaction.
⫸ storage // playlist // pinterest
⫸ physically: medium // mentally: hard
⫸ owns a pistol but finds the idea of injuring somebody very difficult
⫸ dislikes getting into physical fights as he's not very good at fighting
⫸ would much rather die than kill somebody else
⫸ will be acting out of character as he is still grieving over the loss of his brother
⫸ TW. he is an active drug addict // cocaine, heroin and opioids such as morphine
¬ some interactions with him may be whilst he is under the influence of said drugs
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Lucerne wasn't sure how any of this worked. God, he shouldn't have even bothered offering to take on this task. This was far too demanding for a man whose body was aching tirelessly, body feeling cold yet breaking out in a sweat. He pinched his dress shirt, tugging it lightly as if that'd help control the persistent cold sweats, yet it was to no avail.
No, Lucerne was not nervous. Well... he was, but not enough to look like an absolute wreck. He sniffled, shoving his hand in his pocket to pull out a tissue before using it to dab around a runny nose, eyes low to the ground as everybody prepared to go through with the raid. This was vital if he was going to begin feeling better. Withdrawal was brutal, and this was only the beginning of it. He shifted uncomfortably, eyes puffy as he glanced at those willing to attend the raid before Lucerne finally spoke up, ❝ There is a medical center just over there. Allegedly nobody stays there, but if you do bump into anybody... Please, for the love of God, try not killing them. ❞
Sure, perhaps Lucerne thought very negatively of Badlanders in general, but he had to bear in mind that he too was a Badlander. Although perhaps more cowardly than the rest of them, he still associated himself with killers and crooks alike. He sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose as a swirl of nausea rose in his throat. He'd chosen to withhold information about this medical center, about the fact that it was in fact, a rehabilitation center. How fitting, it seemed. But, nobody had to know that, nor did anybody need to know why Lucerne was so under the weather, barely willing himself to walk forwards. If anybody were to ask, Lucerne had the flu. ❝ If you find any medication here, take it. Take it all. ❞ He announced before beginning to trudge towards the front doors, trying to open it.
But, alas, it was locked. He sucked in a sharp breath - dammit, it always seemed as if there were endless hurdles on his road to recovery, and he never quite liked his feet leaving the ground. Turning to walk a couple of steps away, he gestured towards the door. ❝ I need somebody to open it for me. ❞ He grumbled, already disheartened and feeling as if he may as well give up.
[align=center][div style="width: 350px; text-align: justify; font-family:verdana; font-size: 7px;"][spoiler=tags :: updated 08/13]basics.
⫸ wilhelm lucerne nouvel // no known nicknames
⫸ goes by his middle name, lucerne
⫸ male // he/him
⫸ thirty three // ages real time // born fourteenth february
⫸ medic for the badlands // formerly a loner
⫸ joined BL - twenty first february
appearance.
⫸ faceclaim - benedict cumberbatch
⫸ voice claim - benedict cumberbatch
⫸ speaks with a received pronunciation british accent
⫸ 6'2ft // tall and lithe // very little muscle mass
⫸ cold, china blue eyes and disheveled, dark brunet hair
⫸ physical health - 100%
¬ current injuries: none as of now
⫸ mental health - 70%
¬ has been showing signs of major depressive disorder
personality.
⫸ enigmatic and difficult to understand
⫸ astute and intellectual // generally very logical in his way of thinking
⫸ self-absorbed and overly prideful // massive god complex
⫸ lack of empathy and often insincere // evident sociopathic tendencies
⫸ assertive, blunt and arrogant // strong, unwavering opinions
⫸ analytical and perceptive // often good at figuring things out at breakneck speed
⫸ overly motivated and stubborn // it's often his way or the highway
⫸ chronic boredom, often acts out childishly based on this
⫸ fastidious and a known perfectionist
⫸ unpredictable and notably unhinged // makes it difficult to get on with him
⫸ a total narcissist in many ways
⫸ aloof and incredibly socially awkward // very antisocial in general
⫸ a complete drama queen // incredibly theatrical and melodramatic
⫸ breathes sarcasm // snide and often witty with his quips
⫸ silently a very sensitive and introverted soul // worries about what others think
⫸ self-conscious towards how people react towards him // this makes him withdrawn
relationships.
⫸ wilhelm nouvel x annette nouvel // one older brother [deceased]
⫸ aromantic asexual // not interested in any romance
⫸ owns a dog named faline
⫸ has taken a liking towards addy douglas
¬ sees him as his person
¬ doesn't view their relationship as romantic
¬ loyalty lies with him entirely
interaction.
⫸ storage // playlist // pinterest
⫸ physically: medium // mentally: hard
⫸ owns a pistol but finds the idea of injuring somebody very difficult
⫸ dislikes getting into physical fights as he's not very good at fighting
⫸ would much rather die than kill somebody else
⫸ will be acting out of character as he is still grieving over the loss of his brother
⫸ TW. he is an active drug addict // cocaine, heroin and opioids such as morphine
¬ some interactions with him may be whilst he is under the influence of said drugs
[/spoiler]
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I'LL USE YOU AS A WARNING SIGN
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