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[align=right]HER SINKING SUN    .

i .  ❝  flowers of skin and bone ; we're all alone , waiting to die . take me from this evil place in your twisting arms ; not meant to be .  ❞

ii.  ❝  torn apart from everyone ; the sinking sun ; i watched her die . took a sick day to bleed inside something not meant to be .  ❞

iii.  ❝  you were so convincing and so heaven white ; i watch you die . animals begging to eat , they can't survive . not meant to be .  ❞

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WHITE TRASH V.H.S    .

i .  ❝  closer than before ; on the edge of being the same fuck up as before , dying in a secret . sick refusing sleep . childhood hides in dreams somewhere out of reach ; safe from all bad feelings .  ❞

ii.  ❝  come downs wearin' out . all that blood and guts . your guilt is gonna put you down while you're begging for forgiveness .  ❞

iii.  ❝  mercy kill the past ; descending from heaven . vhs white trash . demonic possessions . in her dying words as her tape is rotting . vhs white trash . gives you one more problem .  ❞

iv .  ❝  a poison afterlife , but , that's her trip , not mine . forgive me when i die ; bury me inside your life , my little white trash vhs .  ❞

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SATAN MADE A MANSION    .

i .  ❝  caving to a feeling . cave in to my mind . satan made a mansion for our love to live when it dies . confess me to a graveyard . quit fucking with my mind . hold me for forever . eyes prettier than suicide .  ❞

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EVENTUALLY    .

i .  ❝  the end is numb , for everyone , eventually . and as my friendships are decaying and we're all waking from the dream , this dying day just ain't worth saving . so i hide away ; in my poison brain , trying to sleep .  ❞

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BURN A CHURCH    .

i .  ❝  satan , wake me in the morning . get real . kill me whenever you want to . i want you , i want you to .  ❞

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HELL    .

i .  ❝  the only thing permanent about true love , is the pain you feel when it goes . so turn your back on forever , run from the past as it explodes .  ❞

ii .  ❝  you are a mirror image of a god you'll never know who created hell to show you how to be alone .  ❞

iii .  ❝  break the heart of the one you love to serve the one you fear . so used to self-abuse by now because the end is always near .  ❞

iv .  ❝  and you're a mirror image of a girl you'll never know who waits in hell so you don't have to be alone .  ❞

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VIRGIN VEINS    .

i .  ❝  the heart is a monument to a childhood of abuse ; a quiet suffering that knows no one wants you . so lonely , so ugly , and confused  .  ❞