04-26-2019, 01:12 AM
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nothing really eventful has happened in my life for years up until now.there’s so much more going on here than i can keep up with! i guess i’m just not used to being in someone else’s company, let alone a whole group. it’s nice, though. it gives me so much more to write about; maybe it’ll be nice to jot down some things from time to time.
clover is fitting in. she loves everybody, and i feel like she’s met more people than i have. she’s a sweet girl, and i hope everybody eventually sees that. i know that she’s so happy, here. it makes me happier than anything to see her finally getting to run about without a care in the world. it’s exactly what i had wanted for her when i came to the lodge. : )
the last thing i had expected when i came here was to see ellie again… i feel so guilty for harboring such negative feelings towards her over these years. if i had known what she’d known, if she had known what i’d known, our lives would’ve been so different… there’s still parts of the story that i haven’t gotten from her, yet - and i’m still confused about the changes in her life, but i feel like we’re slowly getting back to normal. it’s almost like how it was when it was just us against the world. i missed her so much…
all of her friends are very unique. while i haven’t really gotten to meet them that much, yet, i have to say that the ones i have met are so interesting. it feels like there’s never a dull moment around here with these people. gosh, i don’t know if i’ll ever get around to remembering everybody’s names, but i can definitely try! so far i’ve seen a bit of eddie, brendan, daniel, and hayley.. they all mean well, even while some of them are kind of rough around the edges. so i think that my time at the lodge will be time well-spent.
and me? i’m loving the lodge. i feel like everybody here means well, and there’s plenty of things to do. most of my time is spent fishing, especially since it seems like there’s a bit of a food shortage going on… anything i can do to help works, and i bet that it’s much appreciated. it’s really the least that i could do for all these wonderful people. i just want to do my part, show hayley that i’m not here just to take up space. last thing i want is to not prove my worth… it takes some getting used to, having to fend for others besides myself and clover, but i’m working on it. working with a team is better than being on your own, that’s for sure.
this week has been so busy, and i’m sure i’m missing out on something, but if i think of it i’ll come back to you. until then, i'll keep this short and sweet, and also be trying to get to know everybody a bit better.
- harrison rose
nothing really eventful has happened in my life for years up until now.there’s so much more going on here than i can keep up with! i guess i’m just not used to being in someone else’s company, let alone a whole group. it’s nice, though. it gives me so much more to write about; maybe it’ll be nice to jot down some things from time to time.
clover is fitting in. she loves everybody, and i feel like she’s met more people than i have. she’s a sweet girl, and i hope everybody eventually sees that. i know that she’s so happy, here. it makes me happier than anything to see her finally getting to run about without a care in the world. it’s exactly what i had wanted for her when i came to the lodge. : )
the last thing i had expected when i came here was to see ellie again… i feel so guilty for harboring such negative feelings towards her over these years. if i had known what she’d known, if she had known what i’d known, our lives would’ve been so different… there’s still parts of the story that i haven’t gotten from her, yet - and i’m still confused about the changes in her life, but i feel like we’re slowly getting back to normal. it’s almost like how it was when it was just us against the world. i missed her so much…
all of her friends are very unique. while i haven’t really gotten to meet them that much, yet, i have to say that the ones i have met are so interesting. it feels like there’s never a dull moment around here with these people. gosh, i don’t know if i’ll ever get around to remembering everybody’s names, but i can definitely try! so far i’ve seen a bit of eddie, brendan, daniel, and hayley.. they all mean well, even while some of them are kind of rough around the edges. so i think that my time at the lodge will be time well-spent.
and me? i’m loving the lodge. i feel like everybody here means well, and there’s plenty of things to do. most of my time is spent fishing, especially since it seems like there’s a bit of a food shortage going on… anything i can do to help works, and i bet that it’s much appreciated. it’s really the least that i could do for all these wonderful people. i just want to do my part, show hayley that i’m not here just to take up space. last thing i want is to not prove my worth… it takes some getting used to, having to fend for others besides myself and clover, but i’m working on it. working with a team is better than being on your own, that’s for sure.
this week has been so busy, and i’m sure i’m missing out on something, but if i think of it i’ll come back to you. until then, i'll keep this short and sweet, and also be trying to get to know everybody a bit better.
- harrison rose