[align=center][div style="borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; text-align: justify; font-size: 8.8pt; color:#COLORHERE"]IF I COULD FEEL NOTHING
tw for mentions of death and injuries
creed felt.... numb. not physically, she could still feel all of the fucking pain she had received in the last few days, she even had thought about skipping the meeting to stay at home and lay down and just get a lecture about it later, but she didn't. she was numb emotionally. she didn't know how to process what had happened, her last family member was dead now and she played a part in that happening. if she didn't go and get him he probably would've been alive still. so, instead of letting the guilt and sadness fill her, she started shutting down. it wasn't smart, but it was easier.
creed walked into the casino, looking around at the people starting to gather around before she noticed cat laying on one of the billiard tables. though her side hurt like hell from being shot, she still stood tall, trying to ignore it as she walked over to them, giving molly a small smile as she did. "are you gonna start the meeting or what? i wanna go lay down so hurry it up."" she asked them, her eyebrows knitting together before she spoke again. "fuck it. you know what? make room." she nodded her head at them in a way of trying to let them know that she intended to lay down as well, not caring enough to go to a different table to lay down. she watched as cat sighed, sitting up with some difficulty before moving over without any complaints. once they did, creed laid down on the billiard table as well before letting out a dramatic sigh, giving them halfhearted finger guns.
tw for mentions of death and injuries
creed felt.... numb. not physically, she could still feel all of the fucking pain she had received in the last few days, she even had thought about skipping the meeting to stay at home and lay down and just get a lecture about it later, but she didn't. she was numb emotionally. she didn't know how to process what had happened, her last family member was dead now and she played a part in that happening. if she didn't go and get him he probably would've been alive still. so, instead of letting the guilt and sadness fill her, she started shutting down. it wasn't smart, but it was easier.
creed walked into the casino, looking around at the people starting to gather around before she noticed cat laying on one of the billiard tables. though her side hurt like hell from being shot, she still stood tall, trying to ignore it as she walked over to them, giving molly a small smile as she did. "are you gonna start the meeting or what? i wanna go lay down so hurry it up."" she asked them, her eyebrows knitting together before she spoke again. "fuck it. you know what? make room." she nodded her head at them in a way of trying to let them know that she intended to lay down as well, not caring enough to go to a different table to lay down. she watched as cat sighed, sitting up with some difficulty before moving over without any complaints. once they did, creed laid down on the billiard table as well before letting out a dramatic sigh, giving them halfhearted finger guns.
[align=center][div style="0px; width:450px; height:auto; text-align: center; font-size: 9pt; line-height:13px;"]show no emotion, against your coding. — info